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  It was never my intention to go to the safe house, but I had feel her. I needed to be close to her and she would never know I was there. She was a very heavy sleeper and it was perfect for me. It gave me the chance to get my dose of Lydia I'd been craving all night.

  My father sat in the booth in the corner of the club as I rounded the corner. He had a whore on each side of him as I took a seat across from him. "Son, so glad you could make it. Have you reconsidered my proposal?"

  "I have, and I think you're right. We need to eliminate Giovanni." I lied keeping my face emotionless. He grinned as one of the girl's hands disappeared under the table. I wasn't stupid to what she was doing.

  He gripped the woman's arm and hissed. "Get under the table and suck my cock like a good whore. If you're a good little slut, I might let your friend get you off."

  "Yes, master." She slid down the seat and disappeared under the table. He was always sick like this. He didn't care that there were millions of people around. He loved humiliating women as he's done it multiple times when I was younger. I looked away as he kissed the other woman on the lips while she whimpered in his mouth. I could tell she was being forced to be here but couldn't do anything about it.

  "Why don't we get down to business, son. I want you get close to Giovanni and get his shipment information. We're going to start taking him out by taking his guns and drugs. Then, when he grows weak, we hit him where it hurts. We take out that pretty blonde whore and deliver her to Connor."

  "I'll set everything up. I'll be in touch." I threw a wad of money and got out of there as quickly as possible. I had to get as far away as possible. Just being near him made me sick to my stomach.

  I staggered in my office and unbuttoned my shirt stripping out of it. Giovanni sat on the sofa raising an eyebrow as my disheveled state. I may have stopped over at his club and had a few drinks. Ok, so I had a lot of drinks. I was fucking hammered by the time Markus helped me to the car. I could barely walk. Markus helped me out of the car and walked me to my office.

  "Everything go as planned?" Giovanni asked.

  "Yeah, I need you to do me a favor." I had to see Lydia.

  "Sure, anything you need."

  "Take me to Lydia, I won't stay long but just need to see her." Just long enough to taste her.

  "I'll take you, but we can only stay an hour tops. I don't want to put them at risk. Your father isn't stupid, neither is Connor."

  "If I were you, I'd keep Rose very close, my father said he wants to take your shipments then take your woman. I can't let that happen. Just promise me you'll protect her." Rose was like a sister to me and I couldn't bear anything happening to her.

  "I'll protect her up until my last breath."

  After I visited Lydia while she was sleeping, I had Giovanni take me back to the estate. All I could think about as I laid in the bed was her and how I felt the need to protect her. I knew I could, but who would be the one to hold me back to protect her from me. I threw my legs over the side of the bed and put my hands in my head.

  How had I gone from just wanting to fuck her to developing actual feelings for this woman?

  I stepped behind the bar and poured a shot of Tequila. I always drank either Vodka or Whiskey, but when I needed a drink to make me forget. Tequila was always the one I turned to. I glanced up to see Markus heading towards me. I gripped the edge of the bar to steady myself. I knew I was drunk when I saw two of him. "Boss, are you okay?"

  "No," I slurred taking a drink from the bottle. "I really liked her and like always my father has to fuck everything up."

  "Let me help you back to bed." He tried to steady me, but I pushed him away.

  "No, I'm not done here." I needed to get my mind off things for a while. I wanted to forget about how I was about to cross my father in order to take him out. How I pushed the woman I was potentially falling for away. I never wanted to do that, but it's the only way to take him out. He can't know what my weakness was. If he ever found out I was involved with Lydia, he would kill her just to spite me.

  "I was afraid this would happen, so I called for back-up." He took his phone out and dialed someone's number. "I need you to get over here, there's a small problem."

  "Who the fuck did you call?!" I wish they would just let me be.

  Who did he call?

  As I was about to take another drink, it was yanked out of my hand by Giovanni. The glass shattered against the wall as he grabbed me by the shoulders and shoved me back. "Hey...I need you sober for this plan to work. What would happen if you had to meet with your father and showed up drunk?! He wouldn't hesitate to slit your throat and take over again."

  "I hate this, I hate myself for pushing her away. I never wanted to do this, but your second-in-command said this is the only way. There's got to be another option. I just need her by my side. I-I just can't..."

  "Tell you what, I'll have Vladimir go get Lydia and bring her to you. I'll explain everything to her the best I can, but it will be your job to make sure she's protected. You are the key to making sure this plan goes through successfully."

  "You'll bring her to me; my Lydia is coming home?" I grinned relaxing against the wall.

  "Jesus Christ, you are one drunk mother fucker." He threw my arm over his shoulder helping me back to my room. "Come on, let's get you to bed. Vladimir should be arriving with Lydia within a few hours."

  He helped me to the bed and took off my shoes. I struggled to pull off my pants but was too drunk to do it. Giovanni yanked on my pants enough for me to slide them off. The mere thought of Lydia pressed up against me was enough for me to harden under my boxers. Giovanni quickly covered me up and snickered. "Better cover that up before you put someone's eye out."

  "What are you...oh, that." I felt my cheeks heat up embarrassed he took notice of my granite cock.

  "Go to sleep son, I'll be here when Lydia arrives." I felt my eyelids grow heavy and darkness came. Her face was the first one I seen when my dreams arrived.

  With Lydia's breasts pressed in my face she slid down my cock and ran her hand through my hair. "Nikolai, I want you."

  "Oh Lydia, you know just how to work my cock. So. Fucking. Good." I gripped her waist slamming inside her cunt.

  "Nik," I thrust into her as she inched her way to my lips. "I've missed your cock."

  "Fuck Lydia, I lose all self-control when it comes to you." She was going to destroy me. Lydia would be my downfall, dragging me down with her. And I would gladly get on my knees begging her to.

  I pulled her by the hips as she pressed her lips against my mouth. "Baby, don't hold back. Give it to me hard."

  I thrust harder and watched her arch her back giving me the opportunity to give one final thrust. She screamed out as I filled her with my seed giving her what she wanted. If she wanted all of me, then she would get it.

  "Nikolai, wake up." I could hear Vladimir's voice whisper.

  "Mmm, Lydia." I moaned sleepily.

  "Oh my god, is he..." I could hear Lydia's voice. It only brought me closer to coming in my sleep.

  "Nikolai," He shook me violently, but I was too far gone in my fantasy world. "Shit Giovanni, get Lydia out of here, so I can wake the boss. I'll let you know when it's clear."

  "Fuck. Yes." I hissed rocking my hips. I felt a sting on my face making me come to. I opened my eyes to see Vladimir with a shocked expression. "What's wrong?"

  "Umm, you may need to get a change of clothes and some new sheets for your bed." He looked away avoiding eye contact.

  "Huh?" What did he mean by that?

  "Boss, you're..." I glanced down to the sheets which were damp, and my boxers were filled with my cum.

  "Oh, that." I muttered in disappointment. Lydia hadn't actually been here. I was really hoping it was true, but like everything else. It was all just false hope.

  "Vladimir, I've got it from here." Lydia crossed her arms over her chest glaring in my direction. "Nikolai has got some explaining to do."

  Fuck.

  She was makin
g me hard by just looking at me. "L-Lydia, I can explain..."

  "Nik, just shut the hell up, so I can get you a shower started and then we'll talk." My jaw dropped wanting to argue but decided against it. She was hot as fuck taking control like this. I wasn't drunk anymore, but she didn't have to know that. I would just play it off and see what happens.

  "Lydia baby, I missed you so much." I slurred attempting to act like I was having trouble.

  "Don't you Lydia baby me. Let's get you a cold shower to wake your drunk ass up." Damn, she was smarter than I thought. She curled her lips up and narrowed her eyes. "I know when your drunk and I also know when your full of shit. Don't bullshit me."

  "Alright, so I'm not drunk, but I am a little buzzed." I raised my hands in surrender as she turned the water on in the shower.

  Chapter 14

  Lydia

  I wasn't letting Nikolai off the damn hook that easy. I turned to turn on the shower but got pulled back to his chest. He rested his chin on top of my head holding me in place. "You're really here. Am I still dreaming?"

  Vladimir and Giovanni told me the whole story about why he did what he did. It didn't ease the ache of him pushing me away. It took them a lot of convincing to get me to agree to come back. I didn't want to, but when they said Nikolai was drunk I couldn't pass this opportunity up. When I arrived, Vladimir brought me in and what I witnessed was enough to make me drop my jaw. He was moaning in his sleep rocking his hips as if he was fucking someone. My name rolled off his tongue causing me to flush in embarrassment.

  "We need to get you cleaned up then we can talk." His arms went limp letting me warm up the shower. I turned the knob and glanced back to him as he stripped out of his clothes. I adverted my gaze from his ass and focused back on the shower. I leaned down testing the temperature to feel his hands back on my hips pulling me back.

  "You torture me, Lydia." He whispered in the shell of my ear. I felt his rigid member against my ass. I was supposed to be mad at him and here I was falling to my knees to him once again. That was the thing, though. Every time he touched me, I lost the will power to fight against him.

  "Get in the shower and clean up." I argued.

  "Come with me, it's just you and me." I twisted around to face him trying not to look at the man standing naked in front of me. I've seen him like this before, but something about this was on a more intimate level. It may be the fact that he had been drinking, but I couldn't be sure.

  "Get in the fucking shower Nikolai." I swatted his hands away. His fingers dug in my hips jerking me towards him. My breath hitched making my throat go dry as his bare erection brushed against my dress.

  Damn you, Nikolai

  "Not without you, please Lydia. For fuck sakes. I'm begging you." I raised my head and winced when I looked to his face. His nose was bruised from when I hit him. I raised my hand and cupped his face tracing his jaw. With our faces just an inch apart, he let out a shaky breath. "I-I'm sorry..."

  "Shhh, let's not talk right now." I whispered as he pulled the straps of my dress off my shoulders and let the dress fall to the floor. In that moment, all the anger I held for him seemed to disappear. I pressed my breasts to his chest and wrapped my arms around his neck.

  "God, I've missed you so much. It was barely one day, and I felt like I was dying." He grabbed the back of my thighs lifting me up and wrapping my legs around his waist. He stepped in the tub and slammed my back to the tile.

  Water sprayed over our bodies as he claimed my mouth. I gasped when he reached between us and ran the tip of his cock along my slit and thrust into me. Nothing else existed except me and him. I ran my tongue along the roof of his mouth as he slammed into me. I pulled away from the kiss and sucked on his ear. "Nik, fuck me harder. Fuck me like a boss."

  "Are you sure you want that?" His hand laid flat on the tile while the other held me by the waist plowing through me again.

  "Yes." I hissed as his thrust became sloppier and harder. "Oh, yes. Fuck me, Nikolai."

  "Come with me, Lydia." His lips brushed along my neck as my eyes rolled to the back of my head giving into the lust we'd built up between us.

  I laid next to him in the bed after I changed his sheets. He brushed my hair out of my face and smirked. "You look so good wearing my clothes."

  "Ok so, about that talk."

  "Lydia, I never wanted to hurt you, but Luca said it was the only way to take down my father. I just didn't want you to get hurt and fuck me I'm the one that did."

  "I should hate you right now, but I can't..." I ran my finger down his hardened chest and traced his tattoo.

  "Lydia, I'm going to do everything in my power to protect you and take down my father and Connor. Fuck baby, the things you've been through makes my chest hurt." He hiked my leg up and ran his finger up my thigh.

  "I'm okay now and I'm not going anywhere until you get bored with me." My finger trailed down his bicep tracing the black ink. Everything about Nikolai screamed danger, but I didn't care about that. I guess I'm just a sucker for bad boys. Just like my mother.

  "No," His fingers gripped my chin pulling my face closer. "I'm never going to be done with you. Never. You hear me." I should be scared of him, but something about him gives me a vibe. He's a man that would be willing to sacrifice everything in order to protect the ones he cares about. He saved me from James and I'm so glad he did. If not, I might not be breathing today.

  "Nik..." He crushed his lips against mine and squeezed my ass. I moaned in his mouth as he dug his fingers in my flesh. I was already turned on by this and he'd barely touched me. Like I said before, I lose myself in him. Every. Fucking. Time.

  "Let's get some sleep, kotenok." He pulled the sheets over my shoulder and placed my head on his chest. I could hear his heart beating so fast. It was like a jackhammer going off. Did I really have the same effect he had on me? I sighed closing my eyes nuzzling my face in his chest.

  I woke up before him and tried to sneak out, but he caught me by the waist. "Where's my good morning kiss?"

  "I don't know, you were a naughty boy last night." I teased as I reached under the sheets. Gripping him by his cock, I gave it a firm tug.

  "God, is this what naughty boys get?" He grunted a throaty moan as I pumped him.

  "Maybe." My head disappeared under the sheets and licked the head. I loved teased him like this. There was something about the power I held with my mouth on his cock.

  "Just don't stop." I wrapped my lips around the head and took him in my mouth. I felt his large hand push my head down further. "Fuck baby, please don't stop."

  "Mmm." I moaned through his cock as he ran his hand down my back. I could feel the twitch of my clit I sucked harder earning a firm smack on my ass.

  "Fuck, get up here and ride me. I can't take any more of this teasing." He grabbed me by the hair and pulled my mouth off his cock.

  "That's it, ride me baby." I was riding his cock with my ass facing him. I arched my back bouncing up and down as he gripped my ass,

  "Nikolai, I-I'm going to...oh fuck." His hands reached around my chest and pinched my nipples. He teased the hardened bud and tugged them making me ride him even faster.

  "Ugh baby, that's it. I'm almost there." He thrust again exploding inside me. My entire body convulsed with each thrust as he came inside.

  Nikolai began to dress in his suit as I rummaged through his closet for something to put on. I pulled out a pair of grey sweats and a plain black T-shirt. Slipping them on, I watched him as he pulled on his suit jacket. There was something different about his suit today. He wasn't wearing a tie with it.

  "No tie?" I raised my brow and put one hand on my hip.

  "No need to, plus I may decide to come up here and fuck you during lunchtime." He placed his hands on my hips and kissed my forehead.

  "What are your plans for today?" I asked.

  Today was a very hard day for me. It marked the anniversary of my mother's death and I always went to place flowers on her grave. I never missed a year ever since she
passed.

  "I have some meetings with Giovanni and have to go check on Anna. Why?"

  I took a deep breath and exhaled. "I need to go to the cemetery today. My mother passed on this day."

  "I'll take you, but we'll have to disguise you. I don't want anyone running back to my father telling him about you. Come now, let's go eat breakfast."

  Giovanni and Vladimir had stayed the night just to make sure Nikolai didn't do anything stupid. Which only meant one thing. Anna and Luka were alone together all night. Holy shit. I knew Anna had a massive crush on her brother's best friend ever since I became friends with her. She was always talking about him and how much she loved his tattoos. That she loved watching him every chance she got.