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  Praise for

  A SHORT TIME TO DIE

  “By the end of the first chapter I was totally hooked on

  A Short Time to Die. I couldn’t have closed the cover

  on Marly’s story if my life depended on it.”

  —Lisa Black, New York Times bestselling author

  of Unpunished

  “A Short Time to Die held me captive from the first page to

  the last. Vivid settings, cold and alive, and strength of character

  both evil and good, kept me reading late, late into the night,

  all the way through to an ending I never expected.”

  —Taylor Stevens, New York Times bestselling author

  of The Informationist

  A SHORT TIME TO DIE

  SUSAN ALICE BICKFORD

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  Table of Contents

  Praise

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

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  Acknowledgments

  Teaser chapter

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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  Copyright © 2017 by Susan Alice Bickford

  All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any means without the prior written consent of the Publisher, excepting brief quotes used in reviews.

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  eISBN-13: 978-1-4967-0595-2

  eISBN-10: 1-4967-0595-5

  First Kensington Electronic Edition: February 2017

  ISBN: 978-1-4967-0594-5

  ISBN-10: 1-4967-0594-7

  Dedicated to

  Kathy Bernhard, 1949–1966

  George-Ann Formicola, 1951–1966

  You deserved a future

  and

  George, Betty, Palma, Robert, and Erin The wind at my back

  This is a land where clouds come to die. Fresh young winds, born in Canada, migrate south, over Lake Ontario, where they pick up moisture, and transform into billowing clouds. Once the clouds reach the Empire State, they release their burden as rain or snow, lose elevation and bulk to land on these once-majestic mountains that the glaciers churned and scoured and ground into mere nubby hills. The clouds break apart and roll down the hills, down into the valleys, down into the deepest creases, down into farms and tiny villages that burrowed themselves into the hides of the steep hillsides and valley floors.

  1

  Marly: Quicksand

  October 27, 2000

  Marly Shaw peered into the night fog that crept in and settled around the Rock. She could see no sign of her stepfather’s truck in the parking lot.

  Charon Springs might be a tiny town, but as the only drinking establishment within ten or more miles in any direction, the Rock easily qualified as its most thriving business. Pickled from the inside out by beer, booze, and nicotine, the sagging two-story structure oozed a sour stench that permeated the car, even with the windows closed.

  “What do you want to do?” Claire asked.

  Marly studied the mist outside, tinged alternating shades of red and blue by the blinking neon lights.

  “I should drop you home,” Claire said with a sheepish glance at her passenger. “But we’re already late. I’m supposed to be home by ten thirty and it’s after eleven already. Straight to the dance, straight home.”

  And no detours into Harris territory. In this town, nice people like Claire’s family avoided Marly’s family as much as possible.

  “Not to worry,” Marly said. “Let me out down the road. It’s Friday night, so the bar is packed. He might have parked in the woods. If he’s not there, I can walk home. It’s not cold. Hard to believe it’s the end of October. Maybe global warming is a good thing for Central New York.”

  “Yeah. A couple of times I had to trick-or-treat in a parka.”

  “Kids these days have it easy,” Marly said. They both chuckled.

  Marly rummaged in her large bag and pulled out a small flashlight and her tattered running shoes. She always came prepared to tramp across fields and down dirt roads, day or night.

  “Great dance tonight,” Claire said. “I can’t believe we’ll never go to another Halloween Gala. Next year we’ll be in college.”

  “Some of us will be.”

  “You’re a really good student and everyone says you’ll do great. You might even get into one of the good New York State schools. That’s what my mom says.”

  “Sure. Well, I hope so.” There was no way Marly was going to reveal her deepest longings to a blabbermouth like Claire. Feigned indifference was the best spell for warding off jinxes. Her stepfather had taught her that lesson.

  “Did you go to Laurie’s funeral?” Claire asked.

  “Yes.” Marly drew out her response into a prolonged hiss.

  “Do you think her mother and the bitches killed Laurie in a beatdown?”

  “I wasn’t there. But they are not nice people.”

  “It doesn’t make much sense. She was their family.”

  Marly squirmed. She knew the rules—no talking to outsiders about her family. What is Claire fishing for? Titillation? Gossip? Just making conversation?

  “I don’t know anything, Claire. Trust me.” She studied the shrouded parking lot again. “Still no sign of Del. But I can’t see anything very clearly. I should get out and look.”

  “Hard to miss a guy like him,” said Claire. “You have to admit, he’s easy on the eyes. And even my mom says he’s smart.”

  Marly had one rule of her own. She never talked about her stepfather.

  “I promised my mom I’d meet him here for a ride. She says it’s not safe to walk home on these roads at night. And he’ll be totally pissed off if he waited here for nothing. Thanks for the ride up to the dance, Claire. I’ll see you on Monday on the school bus.”

  “If you walk, watch out. You’re wearing all black. You’re hard to see.”

  “I have a flashlight. And my sneakers are white. Don’t worry.”

  Marly watched Claire’s Civic fade into the fog before she walked to the back door of the Rock.

  She slipped through the kitchen and gazed around the crowded bar, pool table area, and tables from the doorway. No Del.

  “Hey, Red!” From behind the bar, Harry brushed his hand in her direction as if to push her away. “No underage kids allowed. Scram.”

  Marly forced herself not to wince. She hated that nickname, but she knew better than to let Harry know it. She vowed that once she left Charon Springs, she would never let anyone call her a name she didn’t like. “I’m looking for Del,” Marly said. “He’s my ride home.”

  Harry crossed his arms, unmoved. “He left over an hour ago. Go
od and drunk, too. I’m sorry, Red, but trust me—you’re better off on your own. Now you need to go. I can’t risk my license.”

  She should have known Harry wouldn’t buy any hard-luck stories. Marly retreated to the parking lot and considered her options.

  If she walked the long way along the twisting roads, she could cover the distance in about forty minutes. Or she could take a shortcut through the woods and over the hill. She would have to pick her way in the dark over rough terrain, but she would be home in less than twenty minutes. She opted for the woods.

  She took one last look for Del’s truck and sniffed. The earth was moist and fragrant from the spicy tang of freshly fallen leaves. She shouldered her bag and set out.

  She left the Rock behind, plodded up a slight incline, and passed the Willey’s General Store. Nothing “general” about Willey’s, she thought, with the stock so limited and often dated, devoted to beer and snacks.

  Down in the next misty dip, she passed the last streetlight. The pavement was rougher and rutted now. The shoulder disappeared. She straightened her back and switched to navigation by flashlight and familiarity.

  Marly was making good time, her thoughts full of school and the dance, when she noticed a glow above the slight rise in the road ahead, the light amplified by the fog. A car. No, a truck. A truck with a distinctive ping from the engine. Del’s truck.

  Her ride.

  Marly despised Del, and as much as she tried to hide this, they both knew it. For the sake of peace at home, she had to pretend to get along with her stepfather. Harry had said Del was drunk, and that would make him unpredictable.

  Perhaps the talk with Claire about Laurie had poisoned her mood. Or perhaps the sense of foreboding that had dogged her since summer had cracked through her firm emotional barricade. Deciding she didn’t want a ride from Del, she stepped back off the road onto the narrow shoulder.

  Del’s truck spat up clouds of dust and pebbles and sped by, but Marly’s relief evaporated when the truck screeched to a stop.

  A slurred epithet floated out the driver’s-side window. “Shit! Marly. I see you, girl. You get over here.”

  He made a U-turn, and Marly could see the outline of the distinctive broad-brimmed leather hat and bulk of the man in the passenger seat. Zeke—Del’s father.

  Marly cursed her white running shoes. She should go back to the truck. What was the worst thing? She would get a couple of dope slaps or maybe a punch to her ribs.

  Or maybe something worse.

  Propelled by the chill in her gut, Marly turned and sprinted the opposite way along the edge of the road.

  This is crazy, she thought. My mother lives with Del. He won’t hurt me. He’s just drunk. This will only make things worse. I need to stop.

  She heard an odd pop, and the ground in front of her exploded. She stopped to process what she had seen—Zeke or Del had fired a gun.

  Marly hovered on the shoulder of the road, unable to move as she strained to push through a fog of panic.

  She knew both Del and Zeke were dangerous people, relatives or not, and she had lived a life of meticulous caution around them. Had she somehow committed a mysterious capital offense, or were Del and Zeke in the grip of some alcohol-fueled phantom fury?

  “Dad, what the fuck are you doing? Now she’ll run for sure!”

  Del’s curse broke the paralytic spell. Marly’s route back to the Rock was blocked. She turned her back on the truck and ran down the last stretch of semi-paved road.

  With the truck close on her heels, Marly realized her old white running shoes with the peeling florescent stripes made her easy prey. She jumped to the right onto a narrow path, one of her favorite shortcuts, to a rutted road leading home. If he wanted to follow her, Del would have to drive farther on the main road before he could turn.

  The path was slippery, with deep ruts where frequent washouts created an ever-shifting obstacle course of treacherous rocks and holes. The lopsided new moon had moved behind a dense layer of clouds. Marly flicked on her flashlight to scan for any changes in the familiar route before she continued to thread her way in the dark. She couldn’t risk a fall.

  The rocky path came to an end at a slight embankment. Marly dropped to all fours and clawed her way up onto the dirt track. She turned right and resumed running toward the deep woods hidden in the black night, several hundred yards away. This time the route was well lit—Del’s truck had turned onto the dirt road and was headed her way, headlights blazing and closing fast.

  The shots from Zeke’s gun zipped by. She realized she made a clear target, leaping back and forth in the lights from the truck. Zeke was a terrible shot, but she needed to get off the road before her luck ran out. Rounding a slight bend, she jumped into the sumac bushes on her left, and forced her way through a narrow break of maple saplings.

  The leafless branches reached out to snag her and yanked the bag off her shoulder. For a fraction of a second she struggled to pick up the bag, but the sound of Del and Zeke slamming shut the truck doors ran through her like a bolt of electricity and jolted her through the tree line into the open on a hillside potato field.

  After the harvest and a week of rain, the potato field mud had turned the consistency of black snot that sucked at her feet. There were firm paths here and there, but those were invisible in the faint, hazy glow from the bashful moon. Marly hissed and sobbed. She traced a random zigzag up the hill in the deep mud and prayed she would stumble across solid footing to carry her to the safety of the woods.

  The two men must have been as handicapped by the dark and the muck as Marly, but they were close behind and seemed to be gaining. At five foot nine, Marly was taller than most of the girls in her class, but Zeke and Del were both over six foot three. Each stride brought them closer to their prey.

  She found the path she wanted, but not before she lost her right shoe in the mud. Thanks to the path, she could now move easier. She bent over to make herself a smaller target as she scrabbled her way up the slope.

  Behind her, hidden in the dark, yelling had given way to wheezing from Zeke. She thought he might be a bit down the hill to her right. Marly could hear Del’s breathing as he churned up the slope behind her, but she could not make her legs move any faster.

  Shots coming from her right splatted into the mud. She prayed Zeke would run out of bullets and pause to reload, but those prayers were sucked up into the black night. The bullets kept coming. She wondered if Zeke had cat’s eyes, because she could barely make out the ground in front of her. What is he aiming at?

  The darkness was so opaque she hadn’t realized she had reached the woods until she noticed the texture of the mud underfoot had changed from slippery and smooth to rough and spongy. The bright scent of rotting leaves washed over her.

  She could hear Del just a few yards away and she had no more strength. She pulled up and stopped in surrender as two shots rang out from Zeke’s direction. A burning sensation consumed her left thigh and she uttered an exhausted cry of defeat. The second shot drew a scream from Del, followed by a stream of invective. He was so close, she realized she could have reached out to touch him.

  Del stopped in his tracks. Puzzled and winded, Marly backed up and scooted into the woods behind a dense section of sumac, burdock, and fallen tree trunks. Leaning against the trunk of an old maple to catch her breath, she tried to ignore the sharp pains in her right foot, the intense ache in her left thigh, and the buzzing in her head.

  Del’s curses continued, unabated. “Goddamn son of a fucking bitch, Dad. You winged me!”

  Don’t breathe. Don’t breathe. Don’t make a sound.

  It was too dark to see her left thigh clearly. She told herself the wound had to be superficial or she wouldn’t have been able to keep moving.

  Zeke’s wheeze grew louder along with the sound of the mud sucking at his feet as he slogged his way up to Del. “Why were you in the way? Why did you stop? I think I got her. Are you okay?”

  “Yeah,” Del said. “It just gra
zed my ribs. Hurts a bit.”

  “So keep going! Get her!”

  Zeke’s wheeze turned into a squeal.

  “Dad! What is it?”

  “Pain. My chest. Fucking little bitch. I chase her through this muck and now I feel like I’m having a heart attack.”

  “Shit. Are you okay?” Marly couldn’t tell if Del was alarmed or angry. Their voices seemed close, amplified by the wet earth and the echo from the woods.

  “All right. Not so bad, I guess.”

  “You head back to the truck. I’ll settle this and come get you.”

  “Yeah. Make it quick.”

  Marly heard Del move closer to her hiding place. Surrender was now off the table and escape had new life. She prepared to run deeper into the woods, but paused at the sound of a strangled cry.

  “Dad!”

  Marly peered through the gloom. Del turned around to run to his father, who slipped and fell on the way back down the field. Del slipped and fell as well.

  “Shit, that hurts,” Del said, a whine of pain in his voice. “Are you okay?”

  “It’s worse,” Zeke said. His groan floated across the field. “This is bad.”

  “Fucking bitch. This is all her fault. Come on. I’ll help you. But I’ll never get the truck up here in this mud. You need to get to the road.”

  “Need to get Marly,” Zeke said between wheezes.

  “Don’t worry. She’ll head home. I’ll take care of you first and get her later.”

  “Call nine-one-one,” Zeke said.

  Marly grunted with satisfaction at the pain and panic she heard in his strangled cry.

  “No coverage here. Besides, the phones are in the truck. Just keep going. It’s not far.”