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  Your most beautiful photo I’ve brought hidden, so I will one day have a memory, beyond of course, you in my heart my great passion.

  People of little faith

  Faith never abandoned you, it was never actually here with you.

  He forgot it like a cake that is put in the oven and it burns, life ashens me.

  But nothing is lost, you can go back and change your destiny, sometimes believing is needed, because a life without faith can do nothing good, maybe no harm.

  The opportunity is now, kneel and pray, have faith to change what is impossible to accomplish, leave that arduous task for the universe or God if you need it, don’t accumulate within you the weight of the inexplicable, everything in life is heavy, but with faith you will win.

  Those who have abandoned faith from very early, today may not find humor in the future of being, can turn mindless and become a zombie, a living dead.

  I do not give up what I have conquered to me, with much appreciation, it is not easy I can tell you, but without it I might not know how to live, this life of eternal doubts and trials.

  Those who live in the world today know, it is not easy without a prayer.

  People of little faith do not seek me, because I want to believe that I am on the right track, and not backwards, rowing against the tide or living a life without direction.

  Miracles do not happen in a life without a belief, or perhaps the opposite can happen, we will never know, what moves the mountain or Muhammad, maybe the simple word faith.

  Trance

  Sometimes I go into a trance and transport myself to a distant place, where colors turn into desire.

  If I'm happy blue is the perfect color, if I'm sad, gray is the frame of time.

  This place is magical, because the feelings also rule so that the wish is fulfilled.

  Love and peace also persist, to make this new world a place full of hope.

  I try to come here whenever the mind is full and needs new life, the world today consumes us fast and we run out of battery and we cannot ignore it, we need joy.

  I surrender to these emotions without fear or hesitation, this I need to do from time to time, otherwise, I think my car would not go far in life.

  Maybe before I hit the road I'd be already standing in the first street of the corner.

  One day I'll take you along so we can experience this strength that comes from there, we will leave intact, you will see and maybe want to return whenever the longing tightens, whether today or tomorrow.

  This world will always be there waiting for our energies to reload, let’s go, don’t be late, go into trance.

  Neverland

  Goodbye my beloved, see you soon or see you never, how can we live so close and so far in Neverland?

  Our love did not grow, it did not flourish, I think it turned to a naughty boy, who flew, left through the side.

  As a bewitched Peter Pan, you swore you would always be by my side.

  Now the charm is over, passed.

  Before you said goodbye, you had already gone because I could notice the disinterest that hung in the air.

  Farewells need two, other times not, how to keep our love close when in the distance it is gone?

  Emotions become powdery, when everything seems without border or boundary.

  Goodbye my love, goodbye neverland, never again I deceive myself with flying loves.

  Addiction

  You excuse me, but my great vice is to be happy and nothing else, something tells me that I’ve come in search of success, I say no to regress and I leave without direction every time I enter the road of your heart.

  Love sucks, I live without it, but without anyone that I do not do.

  I am addicted to passions, to chance, loves without hearts, but that is easy-peasy, my vice itself is a letter.

  A of attention!!

  Without it I also cannot live, I want and demand pleasure.

  In my contracts of life, if this cannot be proportioned I flee, I run, I do not live beside those who neglect me, I want to be cheerful, but I want to be loved!

  I'm half-baked, I go through everything if I need to, but if not, I leave everything clean and I stay if I fell like it.

  In my life I do not limit myself to anything that is not friction, I just want that in the end I am at the right position, because I do not like competition, is that clear or not?

  This addiction feeds me and I think I will reach 80, even leading this crazy life or life of addictions, learned early to say no, c'est la vie!

  Beyond the step

  What to do when I no longer have you, something tells me I will not survive, I came into the world alone but when I found you in this world, I did not want to be one anymore, because two is much better.

  The walls of the house we built together are bare, before you left who waited for me bare on those walls of our house was just you.

  What do I do now with so much nudity that it does not excite me and only lets me feel the worst of pleasure?

  My beloved, my dear, you were a friend of all hours.

  I believe that and today I still cry from missing the time I could see you, coming down the stairs just to wait for me.

  When the longing of each step was the distance that we feared to be ever greater, but death is very treacherous and takes your love where there are no steps of ascent or descent.

  My soul knows this now, and descends to the endless sorrow of the unhappy path.

  One day I will meet you again, so that our story will have a happy ending.

  Even if it tarries I do not care, because true love has the feel of a sweet illusion, to the many living who do not see the heart without reason.

  Grand future

  The end of my story I don’t know if I want to read or know, I do not want to be told if it is a sad or ghastly end, I really want to know if it is happy and grand.

  But how to predict the end of my own story?

  Should I consult a fortuneteller or a mãe de santo to know my end?

  Will I be immortal or die in a fatal accident?

  Will I be famous at any price or will I pay the price of the end of my freedom, incarcerated in prison, being accused of not trying to know the end of the crime of passion that I committed?

  Sometimes seeking to know the truth or even the future has these gaps.

  You might be surprised at all the ending that there may be.

  For someone sometimes so quiet and dull, who changes life and becomes news and dies alone and without anyone.

  I hope that the police column is not in my future but the page of the famous ones who win prizes, being themselves, in any reality show of those.

  I'm sure that this end was not expected, but also who wants the truth of knowing what will really happen, I don’t want, no.

  Leave it, because dreaming is necessary and knowing things of an unpromising future can cause a lot of headaches and let there be patience!!

  Playing God can be costly in this life, so let's take our post of humans on the well wished earth, and conquer our lives day by day.

  That already will be hard work and it will take me a little longer, while I insist on dreaming about my grand future.

  James Dean

  Everybody wanted by the time I lived, to be me for a day.

  This before a fleeting fame of a rebel with no cause from a temporarily dull life.

  Until Hollywood discovered me, oh yes, the earth shook, James Dean never again the world forgot.

  Many temptations I have experienced, and even provoked, to everyone in an age that not everyone knew how humanity was walking.

  But I realized that it was enough to be me with my harsh country way, until Hollywood surrendered to the boy who had nothing to offer.

  I grew up trying only to please my father.

  But in my case, I think it could be easier to please the world than the heart of only one man.

  This indeed, was the hardest of all.

  The fans that I couldn’t take w
ith me to the life of a star who travels through movies and roads until the end of my journey.

  Hollywood surrendered to me, and my fame as a totally stunned and bitter bad boy.

  I just couldn’t count that one day in my car, everything would end as it began, from night to day.

  Thus, a whole life ended in that way, at a random road of a star at last soulless.

  Love message

  At the moment everything was falling I had no doubts but an immense certainty, I must do everything to save my son, who sleeps and for sure won’t be a victim of this tragedy that terrifies me and knocks on my door.

  Everything was very quick, I think I didn’t even take a step but jumped so that my body could be superimposed, and make a protective cover to save him from the attack of nature.

  Which coldly caught us by surprise, but won’t take my only good in this life, the life that I generated for 8 months in my belly.

  This is certainly a proof of faith, of how we can fight against the death that plagues Japan at this quietest hour, where my boy was just asleep.

  I have faith that if I cross the great divide, I will leave this place with much pity for my son, a part of me.

  But God will strengthen me so that I may even from afar be able to follow his steps in this life of the two of us.

  Proof of love like this is the last that I will be able to leave for you my dear son, when one day you grow up and wake up from this nightmare you will understand that the only thing I leave you is the certainty of life and a written message: if you survive you must remember that I love you, keep those words forever from the mother who is absent today, but loves you immensely.

  Death allowed

  The best death is the one allowed and hand-picked by us, I can die when I want and leave this world unworthy of me, it did not deserve it, this being that came here to show that I give the orders here.

  In life and in death I decide who dies.

  It seems a little overbearing or egocentric, but great geniuses do not apologize but rather die without guilt.

  Eternity will be my greatest prize and living another millennium or none will be no problem at all.

  I leave nailed here my decision that I will be eternal, even if I wander through horrendous places and I fear that I will bring torments to those who feel more than I have felt.

  I ask then to let me go without guilt, because life like this without excuses is better than no life.

  Death awaits each of us when we least expect it, I will find a way to surprise it and find it earlier than it predicted.

  I'll be my own executioner and I will not give anyone else the chance to steal myself from me.

  Nor will it be the first to catch me, I will look everywhere, until I laugh out loud at its amazed black face, to have had the courage to meet it before my assumed end.

  The suicidal of the soul

  Everyone wishes to be you, even if you don’t know or don’t want to see.

  People would die for you.

  Life competes with the vanity of being, which desires and nurtures perfection, but often goes mad when life is limited to beauty and not life itself.

  We cannot allow ourselves to be carried away by this suicidal path, of unbridled ambition, and zero tolerance.

  What we need is a lot of love in this life so that the suicidal that inhabits the corner of death won’t have any chance, in this treacherous journey that we sometimes draw for ourselves.

  The more we let this air contaminate us, we may die without even noticing, and become a slave in the eternity of the soul.

  Beauty and power may attract, and surely please easily who sees, but never forget that the truth of a clean soul is made of the little things we cannot see or touch.

  This soul has its own vanity, that of never selling itself in any way.

  Think of it while you are alive, and when you reach the eternity of the soul you will surely thank this little advice from a distant being.

  Where human vanities fall every instant.

  Psyche

  What damned fear of not being loved or even happy, I wonder if life did not plan something better for me and simply pushed me into the arms of insecurity, of human unhappiness?

  Big doubts hang over my psyche, I'm not a stranger, but sometimes I taste for the wrong person or I simply leave home to live something new or that finally gives me pleasure to live.

  Because this life here, thank you very much, I don’t know if I like it.

  But what to do if nothing works or the right person never knocks on my door?

  That sometimes I don’t even look in fear that there won’t be time to open it and let in the person of my life.

  Really all that is very strange, I hope to go through that without any damage, or maybe I will leave this life without direction or reason for being.

  It's difficult to make a happy face at Christmas or New Year, where again I have nothing to offer, so I think I'll freak out when the pointer stops spinning.

  People go crazy with the pressure of being special in the moments of life, but life has these things, does not show you everything, nor throws open the door, leaves only a small gap half open.

  So that we can imagine how everything will be, and not how everything really is, living in this pressure won’t be good, but what to do if I cannot always be the owner of reason?

  Superman

  The day that Superman wept the world stopped.

  Was it really a surprise or was it all a lack of a little humanism between us all?

  We have to overcome evil almost every day, when we see the world going the opposite direction of what we wanted.

  Hunger and misery hugs us day by day, we have no hope of being the chosen people in the bible or anywhere that the word peace is in evidence, have we fallen definitively into decadence?

  We die and kill for no purpose, and we can even lie without showing any emotion.

  In this world in which we live, everyone does not stop even for an appeal, why then a being from far away would be heard and not banned?

  Jesus was here to provide for all the liberation of the spirit, which even a saint could not attain in the time he was alive.

  Then death seems to us the solution to the divine that life sins, unhappy are those who try to listen to their own hearts in this world of pure ingratitude.

  Superman or not, we will be a people seeking their identity in some galaxy, which may be Krypton or something.

  I just don’t want to deserve fate as in the comics, where only the good people live in vain trying the almost zero peace, in this land of billions years, still very raw in the knowing.

  Superman come to rescue me!

  Life closed

  My life degenerated very fast, without me even realizing it, when everything passed it was already time to die.

  But the best of life is still with me and this was not by chance, but a work of chance, which just aged me too quickly, in order to fulfill the mission that was foreseen until the end.

  My family and my friends know how much for me all this will stay in the memory of the world that little by little or by much I would come to help.

  Life fast or slow does not exist, but the intensity does, because it is priceless.

  And it may just be the beginning for everyone who rejoices with the ever beautiful life.

  Death may be scary to some, but to someone who knew of it all their lives it was no surprise.

  The last guest of the great party that was the celebration of the life I lived on this planet, it did not beg, it was polite and waited for the right moment to fall asleep and take me to a happy sleep, because death wanted so.

  Thank you all who asked for me, my family and friends, my great thank you for living by my side.

  I will not be with you anymore in this world that I leave behind, without realizing it, everything was so fast.

  But life falls away from the being almost unintentionally, the promise of eternal life in this case accepts all in fact, th
is I have lived to believe.

  Abandonment

  Everyone abandoned me, even you, how could I not realize that you would not be by my side, and how not to stop suffering when the love that was by your side did not make it grow up?

  Today, I can see how happy you made me and how true your love was.

  It was not fleeting like the others that came after, being so that yours was unique, and not of love by chance, ours was a sealed case.

  Cards remained and votes of passions that do not come back, this time beside you was intense, was perfect, pity that by your side I could not see how much by your side it should be.

  Abandoned now I can see, that failure takes time, but I got there.

  Who knew that in life everything really shows what was maybe meant to be, the wrong comes and misses everything for you.

  I am no longer 20, so starting again as in the song won’t be so easy.

  But take care to see there at the end if happy or not I will still be, and will still have a chance in your heart.

  Twin friend

  Beautiful person and of a thousand talents, all of them stayed with him, others were taken by the wind.

  I like a lot to know that he exists in the form of a friend, almost an angel, which is not always close, but even from afar I know and foresee his tune.

  Some say he would have fallen from the sky, others blaspheme his existence like a dark angel, venomous or something.