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  Harrisburg Railers Volume 3

  A Hockey Romance Box Set, Books 7-9

  RJ Scott

  V.L. Locey

  Harrisburg Railers Volume 3 Copyright © 2020 RJ Scott, Copyright © 2020 V.L. Locey

  Neutral Zone Copyright © 2018 RJ Scott, Copyright © 2018 V.L. Locey

  Hat Trick Copyright © 2019 RJ Scott, Copyright © 2019 V.L. Locey

  Save the Date Copyright © 2019 RJ Scott, Copyright © 2019 V.L. Locey

  Cover design by Meredith Russell, Edited by Sue Laybourn

  Published by Love Lane Books Limited

  ISBN - 978-1-78564-205-0

  All Rights Reserved

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  All characters and events in this book are fictitious. Any resemblance to actual persons living or dead is strictly coincidental.

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  Dedication

  To my family who accepts me and all my foibles and quirks. Even the plastic banana in my holster.

  VL Locey

  Always for my family,

  RJ Scott

  Contents

  Neutral Zone - A Christmas Railers Novella

  Ten

  Jared

  Ten

  Jared

  Ten

  Jared

  Ten

  Jared

  Ten

  Epilogue

  Hat Trick - A Valentines Railers Novella

  Stan

  Erik

  Stan

  Erik

  Stan

  Erik

  Stan

  Erik

  Stan

  Erik

  Stan

  Epilogue

  Save the Date

  Tennant

  Jared

  Tennant

  Jared

  Tennant

  Jared

  Tennant

  Jared

  Tennant

  Jared

  Epilogue

  Brand New Series - Arizona Raptors

  Hockey from Scott & Locey

  Meet V.L. Locey

  Meet RJ Scott

  Ten

  Karma. It’s a real bitch. Just ask anyone.

  I’d left my man and my team behind in Harrisburg and flown to—get this—fucking Tucson, Arizona, to begin treatment for my traumatic head injury.

  The same city the Raptors played in.

  I could open the blinds in my room here in the Draper Neurological Rehabilitation and Performance Center and see the glistening mirrored sides of the Santa Catalina Arena. Funny shit right there. Four blocks over, the Raptors were on the ice for morning skate, and I was here, trying to get my brain healed enough so I could maybe play my game again someday.

  Shit, right now I’d be happy to be able to speak or read normally.

  “Ho, ho, ho,” I growled, closing the drapes, then pulling my sunglasses off and tossing them to the bed. Living behind sunglasses and blinds sucked. Headaches sucked. Slurred speech sucked. Seeing the pity in the eyes of my boyfriend and family and teammates sucked. Christmas with sand and cactus sucked. I wanted to cry. I wanted to be back home with Mads, decorating our tree and shaking my presents. I wanted to be shopping for gifts for my boyfriend, my mother and father, for my brothers, and for Stan and Adler and all the Railers. I wanted things to be the way they had been before that night. Tears threatened, but I held them in. Crying only made my head hurt worse.

  So, I padded out of my room and made my way to breakfast and the first of several rounds of rehab I’d be facing today. I’d been here one day and had come to realize that my brain was now as well-known with the neurologists here as my face was back in Harrisburg. This was the place for athletes to come when they were battling CTE-related brain issues. Most of the men here were older, retired players, lots of football players. I mean lots of them. I’d met three other hockey players so far, all retired, all fighting to keep a step ahead of the disease taking over their brains. Sometimes, late at night, when I was lying in bed, I’d get scared for myself and all the other guys on my team. I worried about Mads. God knows how many concussions he’d had when he was playing. Add that to his heart shit and… well, I worried about stuff now. Lots more stuff than I had before the night my head met the ice, sans helmet.

  The facility held a hundred and fifty people, and not all of us were athletes. Lots of patients had come here after car accidents or other catastrophic injuries. There were head injuries and spinal cord injuries being healed. The staff seemed nice, confident in their ability to nurse me back to my old self or as close as we could get. The halls were bright and airy, the food excellent, and the medical staff top-notch. And yes, it was expensive and elite and the cream of the crop. Which was why Mads had stubbornly pushed me into coming here after my initial rehab had been completed. Two weeks at the facility, a couple of weeks back home for the holidays, then back for another four weeks. Then maybe we’d talk about hockey.

  “Hey, you’re Tennant Rowe, right?”

  I skidded to a halt outside one of a dozen sun-rooms. As though people in Arizona didn’t get enough sun just stepping outside? They needed to make rooms for sun? A tall, burly black man about my age ran at me, hand out. I smiled up at him, trying to pull some information about him from my cloudy memory banks.

  “I’m Declan Fidler, cornerback for the Temple Owls.”

  “Ah, cool, hey man.” We shook hands. God, he was cute. Short hair and a flashy smile, big wide shoulders and inkwork all over his arms. “Sorry to see you here though, dude.”

  “Yeah, I know that.” He ran a hand over his hair. “First game of the season too.”

  “That sucks,” I said, then released his hand. “I was on my way to the dining hall.”

  “I could eat if you want some company.”

  “Totally. Be nice to have someone to talk to who’s under forty.”

  “I feel that.”

  He joined me on the walk to the dining hall, which looked nothing like the hospital cafeteria I’d been expecting when I first saw it yesterday. This place was upmarket. Round tables with cloth covers, thick royal-blue carpeting, windows that ran floor to ceiling, flowering plants in the corners, and a wait staff.

  “I don’t think I’ll ever get used to this place,” I murmured as I followed Declan to a table by the windows.

  “I feel the same way,” he said as we took our seats. “I mean, I grew up wealthy, my father’s the chief justice of the Pennsylvania Supreme Court, and I was still blown away.”

  “That’s impressive. Did he…?” My brain went totally blank, and I scrambled to find the proper word. “Push. Yeah, did he push to get you in here?” I winced at the slip.

  Fuck this shit. Really. Push? How fucking hard it is to recall a word like push?

  An older woman in a tidy uniform filled our water glasses, then asked if she could have our room numbers. All the meals here were prepared by nutritionists with an eye to the patients’—athletes in my case—unique needs.

  “Big-time. He was adamant about me coming here after the initial rehab. Said that this place would do things to counter the damage that no regular rehab could do. You here for CRT?”

  “I uhm…” and that skip again. Fuck. “Dude, sorr
y, I’m like…” I tapped my temple.

  He reached over the table to take my hand. “Ten, man, do not sweat it. You should have seen me when I got here. Barely able to string four words together. Sometimes I still trip up, just like that. But it’s all good. We’re tough motherfuckers. We’ll train our brains.”

  “Yeah, train the brains. Cool.”

  He gave my hand a squeeze and then released it. “So CRT?”

  Our food was served, my platter loaded with scrambled eggs, fresh fruit, a bowl of oatmeal, and chocolate milk. My meds also sat on my tray. Declan’s food was similar, as were the meds in tiny cups lined up for him.

  “Cognitive rehab therapy,” he said before shaking out his napkin and laying it over his lap. I did the same and tossed down the pills. I had no idea what they were pumping into me, and I truly didn’t care. As long as they got me back on the ice, they could be dumping Soylent green into my body via the milk. Man, that old movie rocked. What I wouldn’t give to be curled up on the couch with Mads watching it again. “Speech, occupation, and physical therapy. You don’t have any big physical issues, do you?”

  “Some weakness on the left side, my arm, but it’s getting better. I hardly drop anything now.”

  “That’s good. Once the swelling goes down, things tend to get better.” He took a bite from a slice of whole wheat toast. “I can’t believe I’m sitting here eating with you. Cup winner, LGBT crusader. Thanks for doing that, coming out, being proud and gay. I know how hard that is. My family and team have been amazing about my being queer.”

  “Excellent. Glad they’re… fuck, I just. Give me a sec. Yeah, uhm, glad it’s good for you. I’m sorry. Sometimes I can go, like, whole days and barely fuck up, and then I’ll hit this patch where my brain glitches out and… shit. Fuck. Okay, I’m going to shut up for a minute and let my neurons… fire or something.”

  “It’s fine. I understand.” And he did. I could see it in his eyes. He totally got it because he was living it too.

  I wished everyone else in my life could get it as Declan did. We ate in amiable silence, not that heavy, cloaking pity blanket of quietude that my family draped over me every time I fumbled.

  Therapy followed that pleasant breakfast, hours of it. Doctors and nurses, therapists, reading and tests and poking and prodding. Weights and treadmills and medicine balls. Shoving tiny pegs into tinier holes, pet therapy which was actually cool because who didn’t love a dog kiss? Speech therapy was last, and I tanked at it. Totally blew it to shit with my inability to recall one simple phrase. It made me so mad I flipped the table, sending papers and pencils flying. Then, because I had no clue where that outburst had come from, I felt even shittier.

  “Tennant, it’s okay,” the woman, who was some fancy kind of advanced speech therapist, said as we picked up the mess I’d made. “Temper flare-ups are common. It’s frustrating not to be able to express yourself. We see that frequently in stroke victims.”

  “That was uncool. Just so uncool. I didn’t… it wasn’t… shit.” I dropped to my ass, hands full of work sheets that looked as if a four-year-old had scribbled them down, buried my face in the papers, and wept.

  Julie. Yes! That was her name. Julie sat down beside me, rubbed my back, and told me all kinds of reassuring things.

  “I’m kind of done for the day,” I told her, and she let me go. I walked the halls, feeling discouraged and sickened with myself. Once I got back to my room, I called home, needing to hear Jared’s voice. As soon as he picked up, I kind of began babbling. A lot of it wasn’t sensible, and it was garbled because I’d have to stop, think, and then restart. But through all of that, Jared listened and never interrupted. When I was done, I fell back onto the bed, exhausted, battling a headache, and sick to death of myself and my stupid brain.

  “Sounds like a rough first day,” Jared said. I rolled to my side, tucking my knees up, my gaze on that shiny arena where the Raptors were playing hockey right now. “Are you sure you don’t want me to come out? I can get a hotel room.”

  “No, you need to work. The team needs you.”

  “You need me as well, Tennant.”

  “No, I got this. You can’t do this for me, Mads. Neither can Ryker or Brady or Jamie or my mother. It’s just…” I exhaled through pursed lips. “It’s so much harder than I thought it would be. I mean, I knew it would be hard but fuck sake, I couldn’t recall simple words. How will I ever be able to play if I can’t…” I stopped and calmed myself down. “I hate that this happened. I hate Aarni so much for doing this to me, Jared. I never thought I could ever hate anyone.”

  “I know, babe. I wish you’d reconsider and let me come out there.”

  He sounded as sick at heart as I was. And truthfully, in that moment, I was close to telling him to fly out. I so needed his arms around me.

  “Tell me you love me.”

  “I love you.” He drew in a shaky breath. “Do you want me to come out? Just say the word.”

  I sat up slowly to avoid a head-rush and the pain that went along with those. “No, I’m good.” I pushed to my feet and went to the window. The sun was setting now, the mirrored sides of the Santa Catalina Arena glowing scarlet and pink. “I’m a tough camper. My Mom said that to me the first time I went to hockey camp.”

  “Yeah? How old were you? Five months old or so?”

  That made me chuckle. “Nah man, I was like six. And this camp was in Buffalo. I wanted to go so bad. I mean, I can be kind of stubborn when I want something.”

  “I’m well aware of that fact,” he replied. Was he sitting down or pacing? Probably pacing because he was tension-riddled over me. “You were persistent about us.”

  “Damn right I was. I knew we’d be good.” I touched the pane of glass as a smile of remembrance played on my lips. “I went to that camp, and as soon as my folks dropped me off, I wanted to come home. But Mom wouldn’t let me. She said I had to be a tough camper and that once the homesickness wore off, I’d be glad I stayed.”

  “Were you?”

  “Yeah, I loved it. Scored my first goal against Tommy Wayfarer. He got mad and cried.” The lights of Tucson began to flicker to life. Someone walked by my door humming Santa Claus is Coming to Town. “I’ll be okay. I just have to score my first goal here.”

  “You will.”

  “Yeah, I will. So, tell me about morning skate. How did the lines look?”

  We talked about the Railers and about Ryker and Declan, my new therapy buddy. We talked about old movies and new songs. We talked for hours. Darkness had blanketed the city when I dozed off on him. I woke up a second later, phone still to my ear, my boyfriend chuckling.

  “Wow, you snored yourself awake,” Mads said, then groaned, rising to his feet I assumed.

  “Shit, yeah, I fell asleep.” A yawn rolled out of me. I flopped to my side on the bed, my sight on the desert sky over Tucson.

  “I need to turn in too,” he said around a yawn.

  “Yeah, you’re a couple of hours ahead of us. I’ll call you tomorrow at the same time. I love you, Mads.”

  “I love you too, Ten. And your mother was right; you are a tough camper. You’ll begin to see improvement, I know you. You won’t stop until you do.”

  “Thanks, Coach.”

  “Wiseass.”

  “I miss our goodnight kisses.” My eyes were so heavy I could barely keep them open.

  “You’ll get plenty when you get home.”

  “Mm, loving sounds good.”

  “Yes, it does. Get some rest. Heal. I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”

  “Night,” I mumbled, ended the call, and then fell into an exhausted but fitful sleep. The bed was too hard, too narrow, and far too lacking in Jared Madsen’s big, broad body.

  Jared

  We lost the game by a mile. I’d fucked up, lost my cool, and now all I could do was close the door in Stan’s grief-stricken face.

  The big goalie didn’t force his way inside to carry on what had been a humiliating last ten minutes, and for a hop
eful moment I thought he’d gone. I rested my forehead against the door, wishing I could take back everything I’d just said. Arvy and Westy didn’t deserve me cornering them in the locker room and reaming them for the shitfest that was the third period. Okay, so they’d messed up, nearly taken each other out, but that was hockey, and it was my fault it had even happened. My head wasn’t in the game.

  I miss our goodnight kisses.

  I hadn’t even slept after we’d ended the call last night, not for the longest time. I missed Ten so damn bad, and I wished I was there with him right now. He would make things better, tell me that I could pull this around, and get my head out of my ass.

  A thud rattled the door, but it wasn’t Stan breaking his way in. Hell, he was probably just banging his head on the wood like I was.

  “Sorry,” he said loud enough so I could hear. “For game lost, sorry for…” His voice was low and filled with misery, but that was all he said, and I filled in the blanks. Sorry for Ten, sorry for the stress that I was piling on the team, sorry for the despair that made our starting goalie break down and start beating on a Boston D-Man. Sorry for Arvy and Westy tripping over each other to try to make things right for their coach.

  Please go away.

  “I’m sit right here,” Stan said, and I heard the swoosh of his big body sliding down the door. I could imagine him, long legs spread out in front of him, the gatekeeper people would have to go through if they wanted to talk to me. People like management, the coach, the press, the team, Ten’s family.