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  Angel in the Woods

  by Rachel Starr Thomson

  Angel in the Woods

  Copyright 2012 by Rachel Starr Thomson

  Published 2012 by Little Dozen Press

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  Angel in the Woods

  by Rachel Starr Thomson

  Table of Contents

  Part I

  1. The Pixie

  2. The Giant

  3. The Darkwood

  4. The Gaggle, the Poet, and Nora

  5. The Manifold Secrets of Laundry

  6. Evening in the Castle

  7. Angel in the Dark

  8. Intruder

  9. The First Winter

  10. Furs

  11. In the Town

  12. Lady Brawnlyn

  13. The Widow’s Commission

  14. The Widow’s Daughter

  15. Independence

  16. Brought Low

  17. Illyrica

  18. The Pixie Finds Help

  19. A Long Night’s Wait

  20. The Angel Strikes a Bargain

  21. Changes

  22. Changes, Part 2

  23. I Go Into Exile

  24. Nora

  Part II

  25. Retrospect

  26. A Deep Content

  27. The Attack

  28. Portent

  29. We Withdraw

  30. Collision

  31. The Vigil

  32. Genevieve

  33. Before the Mob

  34. Power in Papers

  35. Home

  36. Paradise Deepens

  37. The Gentle Falling of Winter

  38. All Things Well

  Part I

  Chapter 1

  the pixie

  None of it would have happened if they hadn’t given the Pixie her wish and let her out of the castle for a day. She was about fifteen then, and terribly pretty in an elfin way. The lovely, impish look in her eyes had earned her nickname. There was a woman in there somewhere, set to emerge in a few years, but for the moment the Pixie was all girl. She appeared in the town and charmed the boots off the county folk within an hour or two. It was that charm, I suppose, which had gained her the unheard-of privilege of freedom. But alas, her personal appeal was quickly forgotten, buried under rumours that followed in her wake and left all the town buzzing. It is one of the glaring faults of humanity that it always finds gossip more interesting than truth.

  Still, even our faults can sometimes lead to good. If it hadn’t been for the Pixie’s visit and the subsequent swirl of rumours, I might never have heard of the castle, or of the Giant in the woods who guarded it so fiercely.

  I was a very young man in those days. I had left home three weeks earlier to make my way in the world, and had since discovered that one can sink to a level in life where a captivating aura lingers around words like “food” and “fireplace,” while the shine of “adventure” begins to tarnish noticeably. I had been wrestling with this truth for two days. A small part of me was still stubbornly clinging to romantic hopes for my life while the other part of me was looking for a job.

  Ah, but I looked, and there she was—the Pixie, all but dancing through the market with a look in her eyes that suggested the prosaic little street was a river of delights and she was drinking it in. She caught my eye for a moment, and something in her face sparked at the sight of me. And then the whispers began.

  “She comes from the castle,” said one.

  “Must have escaped,” said another.

  “She trembles for her life,” said an old, half-blind fellow. “Look how she peers every way. The Giant will be after her and bring trouble upon us all!”

  The Pixie was hardly trembling, nor was she peering so much as she was taking everything in with a look of fascination and thinly-veiled mischief. But after all, there are few things more appealing to the romantic nature than a runaway maiden who is threatened by a giant. I listened to the rumours.

  “Kidnapped as a baby, more than likely, just like the rest of them—poor, lovely things! They live in a castle out yonder, in the middle of a great forest. He keeps them there; he’ll let no one near them!”

  “Many’s a young man has gone to their rescue, only to be torn to pieces by the Giant. A great, fierce beast is he. Big and black and strong as an ox.”

  “Every year in the harvest moon he roams the countryside and takes to himself a new one. One more house left destitute, and one more prisoner for the castle.”

  They were still talking when I stepped away from the rumour-mongers and began to walk through the market after the Pixie. She had turned aside into a bookseller’s stand, where she perused a little golden volume of oil paintings. She didn’t seem to notice the whispering around her, but she noticed when I approached. She half-closed the book and looked up at me with a dazzling smile.

  Any notion of true love and romance I held vanished as soon as she smiled at me. I had seen that look on female faces before: on the faces of my sister and adoring young cousins. The Pixie was a child—a captivating, bewitching child, but not one to be fallen in love with for a few years yet.

  Somehow her youth made me feel more confident, and I imagined that I looked to her as mysterious as she looked to me. “They say you’ve run away,” I said, as casually as if I’d asked about the book.

  She laughed. “They would,” she said. “Nora says they’re all half-blind and very apt to jump to conclusions.”

  I decided not to comment on the wisdom of Nora and turn the conversation in another direction. I was disappointed that she hadn’t run away. “Do you really live in a castle?”

  “Oh yes,” she said, her green eyes twinkling. “In the greatest, finest, dearest castle in the world.”

  The last adjective was disconcerting. I wondered if Nora had thought it up. I didn’t have the opportunity to ask, for the Pixie lifted a slender arm and pointed off in a direction beyond the town. “It’s that way,” she said. “Down the road three miles, and then through the woods. At night it shines in the moonlight. You can hardly miss it.”

  “Shall I come and see you?” I asked.

  “Oh yes,” she said, laughing again. “If you’re brave enough. You can join the Poet… only I think you’re not as silly as he is.” Her eyes lit up. “You can help the children build the boat. Do you know anything about carpentry?”

  “But what about the Giant?” I asked. If the rumours were true, my sparkling young friend was inviting me to my death without so much as a warning. I was already planning to take my chances, but it would only be decent of her to feel sorry for me. “The terrible Giant in the woods. They say he has killed many a man for daring to approach your home.”

  For an instant she looked puzzled, and then the lines of her forehead smoothed out and she gave the merriest laugh of all. Even as she laughed she began to move away from me. My feet seemed rooted to the spot.

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sp; “He is terrible enough if you cross him,” she said. “But he’s not exactly a giant. I think you must mean the Angel.”

  A minute later she was gone. She had, I think, moved quickly in an unexpected direction and been lost in the crowd. But to me in that moment it seemed she had been spirited away by some magical spell. She left me determined. I would seek out the castle and face whatever creature haunted the woods around it.

  Chapter 2

  the giant

  “Lad,” said the village blacksmith the night I set out for the woods, “I think you a fool, though a brave one.”

  I lifted my cudgel—a good, heavy piece of wood, gift from the blacksmith himself—in a salute and smiled broadly. The housewife’s stew was still warm in my belly, and it filled me with courage. The summer night air was warm and breezy, not in the least oppressive. I couldn’t have been afraid, there in the village street below the wainwright’s door—not if I had tried.

  I remained confident even after I left the borders of the town and strode down the road in the moonlight. Not until the forest loomed up before me did I begin to quail, but I saw a path and took it. The woods were alive in the darkness. Creatures stirred beyond my vision. The trees grew taller and blacker and reached down with long branches. The forest seemed to be closing in around me. I gripped my cudgel all the tighter. So much did I concentrate on putting one foot in front of another that I forgot to take heed to the path, and before long I realized that I was lost.

  Then I saw it. A distant glow through the trees. For a moment I thought the sun was rising. I must have been lost in the woods far longer than I had imagined—morning already! But no, I was mistaken. Now it seemed to me that I saw the light of a great pearl; or perhaps the moon had come to Earth. The moon… yes, now I remembered. The Pixie had told me that the castle shone in the moonlight. It was the castle walls, then, that glimmered before me. It could not be much farther.

  I stepped forward with renewed vigour. In that instant a great wooden spear cut through the air just in front of me and lodged in the ground; its head buried deep and its thick oaken length trembling. I whirled around, brandishing my cudgel in the air.

  I heard his voice—deep, fearsome, unearthly voice—before I saw him.

  “Why have you come here?” he demanded.

  I gathered my courage and answered, though my voice trembled. “I have come to seek the Giant in the darkwood,” I said.

  Still he remained in the shadow of the trees, his form much like theirs—huge and solid, round like an oak. “To what purpose?” he asked, his voice so low it seemed to make the branches shake.

  “To see for myself whether he be angel or demon,” I answered.

  The Giant took a step nearer to me, and I saw him more clearly. He was a man, a great man, who dwarfed me as a mountain dwarfs a hill. His clothes were dark. I could not tell from them whether he was rich or poor. A black beard covered most of his face. I could see his eyes in the darkness: large eyes, dark and glowering.

  “An angel?” the Giant rumbled. “And who, in your hearing, called me that?”

  “A girl,” I said. I regained some confidence, and my voice did not shake so much now. “A girl in the village marketplace, not three days ago.”

  The Giant began to move again. Tree branches cleared back from him as though they were blown by a strong wind. It was hard to follow him in the shadows, but he seemed to be circling me; assessing me.

  “And if I be a demon?” the Giant asked. “What will you do?”

  “I will seek to slay you,” I answered him, “and free the innocents you hold captive.”

  “With a stick?” the Giant asked.

  My eyes flickered away from the shadows, down to my cudgel. I had been gripping it so hard that my fingers ached.

  “I will try,” I said.

  For a moment the Giant said nothing, and I had the uncomfortable feeling that he was laughing at me. Then his voice boomed out again.

  “And if I be an Angel?”

  “Then,” I stammered, “then… I would hope to learn from you.”

  His tone grew quieter. Sterner. “Are you lovesick? Are you here for the sake of the girl in the marketplace?”

  “She is very young,” I said.

  “You are not so much older,” he answered.

  “I would help her, if she needs help,” I said. “But I have no other motive.”

  “Then stay,” he said. “Stay in the woods. Do not come one step nearer to the castle, on pain of your life. Whatever comes your way in the night, do not allow yourself to be moved. I will send for you in the morning. If you are still here, we shall talk again.”

  He did not wait for me to answer. More suddenly than any creature his size should be able to move, he was gone. I was left alone in the woods.

  Chapter 3

  the darkwood

  The Giant had not been gone ten minutes when a shadow fell across the moon. The wood was plunged into darkness so deep that it ceased to be mere darkness. It became a force, heavy and oppressive. The glow of the white castle walls disappeared entirely.

  Behind me, something stirred.

  I whirled around. Another sound—overhead now, snapping twigs and rustling in the dying leaves. My heart was in my throat as I spun again, trying to find the threat. A flap of wings—it flew away. A night bird. Nothing more. I stood staring up at the place where it had been, but still I could see nothing.

  The fingers of fear began to curl around the back of my neck. Was something there? Moving? Waiting? I couldn’t see. The darkness was a fiend meant to keep me blind. This was no test of my resolve—it was a trap.

  I saw something in the trees. Massive and silent. I saw the sword in his hand. The Giant himself had come to strike me down in the terrible darkness. With a yell, I leapt at him, swinging the cudgel with all my might. I would take him down at the knees, as I was not tall enough to deal a blow to his head.

  The cudgel cracked in my hands. The noise of it resounded in the stillness. The sound of it echoed in my heart, along with the sound of my own voice, crying out in rage, in terror, in what I hoped was courage.

  But there was nothing there. I had attacked a tree.

  I couldn’t even laugh at myself. I backed away slowly from the trees, back into the clearing where the Giant had left me alone… but not alone. There were a thousand frights and specters in the woods. I knew I had made a fool of myself, but I was not humble enough to be freed by the knowledge. Shame only made my fear sharper.

  Against every natural inclination, I forced myself to stay where I was. Slowly, I lowered myself to the ground, my back against a tree trunk I could not even see. I sat there, alone in the darkness, curled up with the splintered cudgel still held tightly in my hands. The Giant had left me only one command: stay where I was till morning. I meant to succeed.

  I do not know how long I remained frozen there, every sound and movement putting me more on edge. After a time some small measure of light began to come back. The tangle of branches and leaves above me was outlined against the moon. Slowly I stretched out my legs again, laid the cudgel down by my side, and relaxed. My eyelids began to grow heavy.

  I was nearly asleep when I saw a soft light coming toward me.

  The light moved gracefully through the trees. As it came nearer I made out the form of a young woman in the center of it: lovely, carrying a lantern that made her golden hair and white dress glow. My heart pounded with new longing when I saw her. I struggled to my feet, shaking off the sleep that had settled over me.

  She smiled as I stood, and held out her hand. “Come with me,” she said. Her tone was half command, half question.

  “I will come,” I told her. The cudgel lay forgotten at my feet. I was bewitched.

  I took a step toward her—and a voice rose up deep inside me and demanded to know where I was going.

  I asked her the same question.

  She turned and smiled again, a gentle, sweet smile. “To the castle, where my sisters and I are mis
tresses,” she said. “You must come and sleep in safety and comfort.”

  My feet seemed suddenly rooted to the spot.

  “I cannot follow you,” I said. “I will not move a step closer to the castle till morning.”

  The look in her eyes was reproving as she regarded me. “You have already passed the test,” she told me. “You have withstood the darkness so completely that fear has fled, and you are free to come to our home.”

  I shook my head, aware that I looked dirty and childish. “I will not,” I said.

  Her eyes filled with sorrow. I could hardly bear to look at her. Had I allowed myself to gaze on her, I would have lost all resolve; for how could I resist? But I cast my eyes down and refused to look up again.

  “Please,” she said, her voice almost a whisper. “Come and help us.”

  Once more I shook my head. A moment later the light was gone. I looked up in surprise. The young woman had disappeared.

  Hours or minutes or years later, I found myself lying on the ground, covered in dew and blinking in the light of the rising sun. I was still in the clearing where the Giant had left me.

  I never knew how much of that night in the darkwood was real, and how much I had dreamed. I did not have time to speculate, for as I pushed myself up onto my knees in the morning light, I saw a small procession coming toward me from the castle.

  Chapter 4

  the gaggle, the poet, and nora

  I couldn’t immediately tell, upon seeing the procession, just what composed it. It was overwhelmingly pastel, energetic, and what is more, it was giggling. I do not just mean that the various parts of the procession were giggling. No, laughter to them was something done as a body. They had to come down a bit of a hill to reach me, and so I saw that they were smaller than I had first thought them. The procession was, in fact, made up of little girls. They wore pretty frocks, clean and starched, with white stockings and beautiful little buckled shoes, and their hair was long and tied back with ribbons. One of them, a very small child with yellow curls and serious eyes, held a long-suffering white goose in her arms. I was almost afraid she was going to offer it to me, but she did not. She just stood and looked at me while the others began their examination.