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  Whenever the master saw him, he would say: "And how's the young entomologist, today?" and Karl would flash him a smile. When Karl was older it was almost certain that he would be given a position as a footman. He would be the very first Cape Colored footman in this district.

  This evening it was very hot and the master and mistress were entertaining a large party of guests to dinner. Karl sat behind a screen and pulled on the string which made the fan work. He was good at his job and the motion of the fan was as regular as the swinging of a pendulum.

  When his right arm became tired, Karl would use his left arm, and when his left arm was tired, he would transfer the string to the big toe of his right foot. When his right foot ached, he would use his left and by that time his right arm would be rested and he could begin again. In the meantime, he daydreamed, thinking of his lovely butterflies and of the specimens he had yet to collect. There was a very large one he wanted particularly. It had blue and yellow wings and a complicated pattern of zigzags on its body. He did not know its name. He knew few of the names because nobody could tell them to him. Someone had once shown him a book with some pictures of butterflies and the names underneath, but since he could not read he could not discover what the names were.

  Laughter came from the other side of the screen. A deep voice said: "Somebody will teach the Boers a lesson soon, mark my words. Those damned farmers can't go on treating British subjects in that high-handed fashion forever. We've made their country rich and they treat us like natives!"

  Another voice murmured a reply and the deep voice said loudly: "If that's the sort of life they want to. preserve, why don't they go somewhere else? They've got to move with the times."

  Karl lost interest in the conversation. He didn't understand it, anyway. Besides, he was more interested in butterflies. He transferred the string to his left toe.

  When all the guests had withdrawn, a footman came to tell Karl that he might go to his supper. Stiffly Karl walked round the screen and hobbled towards the door. The dinner had been a long one.

  In the kitchen the cook put a large plate of succulent scraps before him and said: "Hurry up now, young man. I've had a long day and I want to get to my bed."

  He ate the food and washed it down with the half a glass of beer the cook gave him. It was a treat. She knew he had been working hard, too. As she let him out of the kitchen, she rumpled his hair and said: "Poor little chap. How's your butterflies?"

  "Very well, thank you, cook." Karl was always polite.

  "You must show them to me sometime."

  "I'll show them to you tomorrow, if you like."

  She nodded. "Well, sometime... Goodnight, Butterfly."

  "Goodnight, cook."

  He climbed the back stairs high up to his room in the roof. The two houseboys were already asleep. Quietly, he lit his lamp and got out his case of butterflies. He would be needing another case soon.

  Smiling tenderly, he delicately stroked their wings with the tip of his little finger.

  For over an hour he looked at his butterflies and then he got into his bed and pulled the sheet over him. He lay staring at the eaves and thinking about the blue and yellow butterfly he would try to catch tomorrow.

  There was a sound outside. He ignored it. It was a familiar sound. Feet creeping along the passage. Either one of the housemaids was on her way out to keep an assignation with her follower, or her follower had boldly entered the house. Karl turned over and tried to go to sleep.

  The door of his room opened.

  He turned onto his back again and peered through the gloom. A white figure was standing there, panting. It was a man in pajamas and a dressing gown. The man paused for a moment and then crept towards Karl's bed.

  "There you are, you little beauty," whispered the man. Karl recognized the voice as the one he had heard earlier talking about the Boers.

  "What do you want, sir?" Karl sat up in bed.

  "Eh? Damn! Who the devil are you? "

  "The punch-boy, sir."

  "I thought this was where that little fat maid slept. What the devil!"

  There was a crunch and the man grunted in pain, hopping about the room. "Oh, I've had enough of this!"

  Now the other two boys were awake. Their eyes stared in horror at the hopping figure. Perhaps they thought it was a ghost.

  The white man blundered back out of the room, leaving the door swinging on its hinges. Karl heard him go down the passage and descend the stairs.

  Karl got up and lit the lamp.

  He saw his butterfly case where he had left it beside the bed. The white man had stepped on it and broken the glass. All the butterflies were broken, too.

  — Won't it wash off? asks Karl.

  — Do you want it to come off? Don't you feel more free?

  — Free?

  What Would You Do? (4)

  You are escaping from an enemy. You have climbed along the top of a sloping slate roof, several stories up. It is raining. You slip and manage to hang on to the top of the roof. You try to get back, but your feet slip on the wet tiles. Below you, you can see a lead gutter. Will you risk sliding down the roof while there is still some strength left in your fingers and hope that you can catch the gutter as you go down and thus work your way to safety? Or will you continue to try to pull yourself back to the top of the roof? There is also the chance that the gutter will break under your weight when you grab it. Perhaps, also, your enemy has discovered where you are and is coming along the roof towards you.

  5

  Liberation in Havana: 1898:

  Hooks

  "You may fire when ready, Gridley."

  COMMODORE DEWEY, May 1st, 1898.

  — There, it's dried nicely. The black man runs his nail down Karl's chest.—Are you religious, Karl?

  — Not really.

  — Do you believe in incarnation? Or what you might call "transincarnation", I suppose.

  — I don't know what you're talking about.

  The nail traces a line across his stomach. He gasps.

  The black man bares his teeth in a sudden smile.

  — Oh, you do really. What's this? Willful ignorance? How many people today suffer from that malaise!

  — Leave me alone.

  — Alone?

  Karl is ten, the son of a small manufacturer of cigars in Havana, Cuba. His grandfather had the cigar factory before his father. He will inherit the factory from his father.

  — Yes-alone... Oh, God!

  ... The black man's tone becomes warmly sympathetic. What's up?

  Karl looks at him in surprise, hearing him speak English slang easily for the first time. The black man is changing.

  Karl shudders.—You've—you've—made me cold...

  — Then we'd better tuck you into bed, old chap.

  — You've corrupted me.

  — Corrupted? Is that what you think turns me on? The Corruption of Ignorance! The black man throws back his handsome head and laughs heartily.

  Karl is ten...

  The black man leans down and kisses Karl ferociously on the lips.

  KARL WAS TEN. His mother was dead. His father was fifty one. His brother Willi was nineteen and, when last heard of, had joined the insurgents to fight against the Spaniards.

  Karl's father had not approved of Willi's decision and had disowned his eldest son; that was why Karl was now the heir to the cigar factory. One day he would be master of nearly a hundred women and children who worked in the factory rolling the good cigars which were prized all over the world.

  Not that business could be said to be good at present, with the American ships blockading the port. "But the war is virtually over," said Senor Glogauer, "and things will be returning to normal soon enough."

  It was Sunday and the bells were ringing all over Havana. Big bells and little bells. It was almost impossible to hear anything else.

  After church, Senor Glogauer walked with his son down the Prado towards Parque Central. Since the war, the beggars seemed to have mu
ltiplied to four or five tunes their previous number. Disdaining a carriage, Senor Glogauer led his son through the ragged clamorers, tapping a way through with his cane. Sometimes a particularly sluggish beggar would receive a heavy thwack for his pains and Senor Glogauer would smile to himself and put a little extra tilt on his beautifully white Panama hat. His suit was white, too. Karl wore a coffee-colored sailor suit and sweated. His father made a point of making this journey on foot every Sunday because he said Karl must learn to know the people and not fear them; they were all wretched cowards, even when you had to deal with a whole pack of them, as now.

  This morning a brigade of volunteers had been lined up for inspection in the Prado. Their uniforms were ill-fitting and not all of them had rifles of the same make, but a little Spanish lieutenant strutted up and down in front of them as proudly as if he were Napoleon inspecting the Grand Army. And behind the marshaled volunteers a military band played rousing marches and patriotic tunes. The bells and the beggars and the band created such a cacophony that Karl felt his ears would close up against the noise. It echoed through the faded white grandeur of the street, from the elaborate stucco walls of the hotels and official buildings on both sides of the avenue, from the black and shining windows of the shops with their ornate gold, silver and scarlet lettering. And mingled with this noise were the smells -smells from sewers and beggars and sweating soldiers threatening to drown the more savory smells of coffee and candy and cooking food.

  Karl was glad when they entered the babble of the Cafe Inglaterra on the west side of the Parque Central. This was the fashionable place to come and, as always, it was crowded with the representatives of all nations, professions and trades. There were Spanish officers, businessmen, lawyers, priests. There were a number of ladies in colors as rich as the feathers of the jungle birds (from whom they had borrowed at least part of their finery), there were merchants from all the countries of Europe. There were English planters and even a few American journalists or tobacco-buyers. They sat at the tables, crowded tightly together, and drank beer or punch or whisky, talking, laughing, quarrelling. Some stood at the counters while upstairs others ate late breakfasts or early luncheons or merely drank coffee.

  Senor Glogauer guided Karl into the cafe, nodding to acquaintances, smiling at friends, and found a seat for himself. "You had better stand, Karl, until a seat becomes free," he said. "Your usual lemonade?"

  "Thank you, Papa." Karl wished he could be at home reading his book in the cool semi-darkness of the nursery.

  Senor Glogauer studied the menu. "The cost!" he exclaimed. "I'll swear it has doubled since last week."

  The man sitting opposite spoke good Spanish but was evidently English or American. He smiled at Senor Glogauer. "It's true what you people say—you're not being blockaded by the warships. You're being blockaded by the grocers!"

  Senor Glogauer pursed his lips in a cautious smile. "Our own people are ruining us, senor. You are quite right. The tradesmen are soaking the life out of us. They blame the Americans, but I know they had prepared for this—salting away their food knowing that if the blockade took effect they could charge anything they liked. It is hard for us at the moment, senor."

  "So I see," said the stranger wryly. "When the Americans get here things will be better, eh? "

  Senor Glogauer shrugged. "Not if La Lucha is correct. I was reading yesterday of the atrocities the American Rough Riders are committing in Santiago. They are drunk all the time. They steal. They shoot honest citizens at will—and worse." Senor Glogauer glanced significantly at Karl. The waiter came up. He ordered a coffee for himself and a lemonade for Karl. Karl wondered if they ate children.

  "I'm sure the reports are exaggerated," said the stranger. "A few isolated cases."

  "Perhaps." Senor Glogauer put both his hands over the knob of his cane. "But I fear that if they come here I—or my son—might be one of those 'isolated cases'. We should be just as dead, I think."

  The stranger laughed. "I take your point, senor." He turned in his chair and looked out at the life of the Parque. "But at least Cuba will be master of her own fate when this is over."

  "Possibly." Senor Glogauer watched the waiter setting down his coffee.

  "You have no sympathy with the insurgents?"

  "None. Why should I? They have disrupted my business."

  "Your view is understandable, senor. Well, I have work to do." The stranger rose. Karl thought how ill and tired the man looked. He put on his own, slightly grubby, Panama. "It has been pleasant talking with you, senor. Good day."

  "Good day, senor." Senor Glogauer pointed to the vacant chair and gratefully Karl went to it, sitting down. The lemonade was warm. It tasted of flies, thought Karl. He looked up at the huge electric fans rattling round and round on the ceiling. They had only been installed last year, but already there were specks of rust on their blades.

  A little later, when they were leaving the Cafe Inglaterra, on their way across the Parque to where Senor Glogauer's carriage waited, a Spanish officer halted in front of them and saluted. He had four soldiers with him. They looked bored. "Senor Glogauer?" The Spaniard gave a slight bow and brought his heels together.

  "Yes." Senor Glogauer frowned. "What is it, captain?"

  "We would like you to accompany us, if you please."

  "To where? For what?"

  "A security matter. I do apologize. You are the father of Wilhelm Glogauer, are you not?"

  "I have disowned my son," said Karl Glogauer's father grimly. "I do not support his opinions."

  "You know what his opinions are?"

  "Vaguely. I understand he is in favor of a break with Spain."

  "I think he is rather more active a supporter of the insurgent cause than that, senor." The captain glanced at Karl as if sharing a joke with him. "Well, if you will now come with us to our headquarters, we can sort this whole thing out quickly."

  "Must I come? Can't you ask me your questions here?"

  "No. What about the boy?"

  "He will come with his father." For a moment Karl thought that his father's decision was made from fear, that his father needed Karl's moral support. But that was silly, for his father was such a proud, self-reliant man.

  With the soldiers behind them, they walked out of the Parque Central and up Obispo Street until they reached a gateway guarded by more soldiers. They went through the gate and into a courtyard. Here the captain dismissed the soldiers and gestured for Senor Glogauer to precede him into the building. Slowly, with dignity, Senor Glogauer ascended the steps and entered the foyer, one hand on his cane, the other grasping Karl's hand.

  "And now this way, senor." The captain indicated a dark passage with many doors leading off it on both sides. They walked down this. "And down these steps, senor." Down a curving flight of steps into the basement of the building. The lower passage was lit by oil-lamps.

  And another flight of steps.

  "Down, please."

  And now the smell was worse even than the smell of the Prado. Senor Glogauer took out a pure white linen handkerchief and fastidiously wiped his lips. "Where are we, senor captain?"

  "The cells, Senor Glogauer. This is where we question prisoners and so on."

  "You are not -I am not -?"

  "Of course not. You are a private citizen. We only seek your help, I assure you. Your own loyalty is not in question."

  Into one of the cells. There was a table in it. On the table was a flickering oil lamp. The lamp cast shadows which danced sluggishly. There was a strong smell of damp, of sweat, of urine. One of the shadows groaned. Senor Glogauer started and peered at it. "Mother of God!"

  "I am afraid it is your son, senor. As you see. He was captured only about twenty miles from the city. He claimed that he was a small planter from the other side of the island. But we found his name in his wallet and someone had heard of you—your cigars, you know, which are so good. We put two and two together and then you—thank you very much—confirmed that your son was an insurgent. But we
wanted to be sure this was your son, naturally, and not someone who had managed merely to get hold of his papers. And again, we thank you."

  "Karl. Leave," said Senor Glogauer, remembering his other son. His voice was shaking. "At once."

  "The sergeant at the door," said the officer, "perhaps he will give you a drink."

  But Karl had already seen the dirty steel butcher's hooks on which Willi's wrists had been impaled, had seen the blue and yellow flesh around the wounds, the drying blood. He had seen Willi's poor, beaten face, his scarred body, his beast's eyes. Calmly, he came to a decision. He looked up the corridor. It was deserted.

  When his father eventually came out of the cell, weeping and asking to be pardoned and justifying himself and calling upon God and cursing his son all at the same time, Karl had gone. He was walking steadily, walking on his little legs towards the outskirts of the city, on his way to find the insurgents still at liberty.

  He intended to offer them his services.

  — And why do you dislike Americans?

  — I don't like the way some of them think they own the world.

  — But didn't your people think that for centuries? Don't they still?

  — It's different.

  — And why do you collect model soldiers?

  — I just do. It's relaxing. A hobby.

  — Because you can't manipulate real people so easily?

  — Think what you like. — Karl turns over on the bed and immediately regrets it. But he lies there.

  He feels the expected touch on his spine. Now you are feeling altogether more yourself, aren't you, Karl?

  Karl's face is pressed into the pillow. He cannot speak.