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  Praise for Kristy Woodson Harvey

  “A major new voice in Southern fiction.”

  —Elin Hilderbrand, New York Times bestselling author

  “Harvey pulls the reader into the hearts and souls of her characters.”

  —Heather Gudenkauf, New York Times bestselling author

  “Southern fiction at its best. . . . Beautifully written.”

  —Eileen Goudge, New York Times bestselling author

  “Sweet as sweet tea on the outside and strong as steel on the inside. . . . Kristy Woodson Harvey is a natural.”

  —Ann Garvin, author of On Maggie’s Watch and The Dog Year

  Praise for The Secret to Southern Charm

  “The Secret to Southern Charm is a compelling, beautifully drawn tale of love, hope, and small-town secrets. The richly detailed backdrop of a charming coastal town and the struggles and joys of four generations of women solidifies Kristy Woodson Harvey’s spot as a rising star of Southern fiction.”

  —Mary Alice Monroe, New York Times bestselling author of Beach House for Rent

  “The characters will leap off the page and into your heart, and you’ll find yourself rooting for them so fervently, you’ll forget they’re not actually real. Kristy Woodson Harvey has delivered another masterpiece. . . . Let’s just say that this one had better have a sequel too, because I’m not ready to leave these charming ladies behind.”

  —Kristin Harmel, international bestselling author of The Room on Rue Amélie

  “An engrossing contemporary tale that readers of Southern fiction will enjoy. . . . Harvey is proving herself to be an author to look out for in Southern fiction.”

  —RT Book Reviews

  “Harvey’s growing fan base will find another great beach read in this second novel in her Peachtree Bluff trilogy. . . . Harvey is an up-and-coming Southern writer with staying power.”

  —Booklist

  “Looking for a perfect romancey-angsty read? Then look no further. . . . Harvey’s exploration of infidelity and the challenges of being a military wife add wonderful layers to an already great read.”

  —USA Today’s Happy Ever After

  “Harvey . . . infuses plenty of woman power in this story of juggling the highs and lows of life.”

  —Raleigh News & Observer

  Praise for Slightly South of Simple

  “Kristy Woodson Harvey really knows how to tell a Southern tale. Every single time her stories unwind gently, like a soft wind in Georgia, then that wind catches you off guard and throws you into her characters’ tumultuous lives. I loved it.”

  —Cathy Lamb, New York Times bestselling author

  “Kristy Woodson Harvey cuts to the heart of what it means to be a born-and-bred Southerner, complete with the unique responsibilities, secrets, and privileges that conveys. . . . It’s easy to see why everyone is buzzing about Slightly South of Simple.”

  —Cassandra King, author of The Sunday Wife and The Same Sweet Girls

  “Harvey’s devotion to realistic character development pays off by the end of the novel, which provides clear resolutions to some plots and leaves others hanging in a way that practically begs for a sequel. . . . Slightly South of Simple is so warm, inviting, and real . . .”

  —BookPage

  “My prediction is that writers come and writers go, but Kristy Woodson Harvey is here to stay. The warmth, wit, and wisdom of this novel pave her way into the exclusive sisterhood of Southern writers.”

  —Huffington Post

  “Full of heart, emotion, and Southern charm . . .”

  —PopSugar

  “With a charming, coastal Southern setting, Slightly South of Simple is a heartfelt story about the universal themes of love, loss, forgiveness, and family. I’m thrilled to hear that this book is part of a series and look forward to getting to know this cast of strong Southern women even better.”

  —Deep South Magazine

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  To my mom, Beth Woodson, and my aunts, Cathy Singer, Anne O’Berry, and Nancy Sanders, who taught me what it means to be a sister

  ONE

  ansley: the best friend a girl can have

  Growing up, I didn’t like surprises. Not surprise parties, not presents. Even losing a tooth was steeped in horror, as I couldn’t stand the idea of some tiny Tinker Bell sneaking under my pillow unannounced.

  My grandmother, the one who lived her entire life in what was now my white clapboard house on the waterfront in Peachtree Bluff, Georgia’s historic downtown, used to say, “Honey, you better get used to that, because life is nothing but one big surprise after another. You can plot and you can plan, but God will always have the last word.”

  As I sat in the porch swing beside Jack, my first love, the one I’d met right here in Peachtree Bluff the summer I turned fifteen, I realized that my grandmother was right. I never would have imagined that our lives would weave and cross and intersect down any path that would lead us back to each other. Yet here we were, not on my front porch but on the front porch of the house next door, the one I had wanted to decorate for decades, the one that Jack had bought. It was right beside my grandmother’s house, the one she left me in her will. She didn’t leave it to my mom, my brothers, or my cousins. Just me. None of us found out until her will was read. Surprise.

  My husband, Carter, being killed in the second tower during the 9/11 attacks? Surprise. Having to leave New York and come back to raise my three girls in the town where I had spent my childhood summers? Surprise. My daughter Caroline’s husband cheating on her with a supermodel whom my daughter Emerson then played in a movie? Surprise. And my daughter Sloane’s husband missing in action in Iraq? Yup. Another surprise.

  So, obviously, surprises had been a mixed bag at best for me. But as I held the hand of the man I first held hands with, his brown eyes as bright and youthful as the day we met, I realized that I’d developed a newfound respect for surprises. That my brother Scott, a travel writer, helped find and rescue Sloane’s husband floored me in a way nothing else ever had. My feisty, beautiful, and ferociously bold Caroline giving her husband, James, a second chance was the shock of my life, and, of course, Jack and me finding our way back to each other, finding this love in a new way, a bigger and better one, was nothing short of a miracle. So I had to consider that this latest surprise—the one that included a diamond on the left hand of my youngest daughter, a diamond that I assumed would bring her back to Peachtree Bluff and remove her from Hollywood, where she had spent the last eight years pursuing her acting—might work out OK.

  I looked across the water toward Starlite Island, my family’s home away from home, the place where I had so many of my best memories. My grandparents’ ashes were there, and now, after a painful but beautiful few months of caring for my mother at the end of her life, my parents’ ashes were there, too. I had to consider that one day, Jack and I would also become a part of the island that had defined our childhoods and, to a large extent, our adulthoods, too.

  The swing rocked rhythmically, facing into the most beautiful sunset in the world, the view almost completely unobstructed. But I had to admit that I loved the view down the street, of a dozen more white clapboard houses of various shapes and sizes, almost
as much. It wasn’t only the houses that I loved (or, maybe, that the decorator in me loved) but the people, too, the ones who had wrapped their arms around my family and refused to let go, the ones who had loved us back to life after it felt like tragedy would define us forever.

  As if he were reading my mind, Jack’s voice broke into my thoughts as he said, “Ansley, I have honestly never felt this happy. Getting you back is the biggest surprise of my life.”

  There it was again, that word: surprise. I leaned my head on his shoulder. “You know, Jack, after a lifetime of hating surprises, I think you might have taught me to love them.”

  He kissed my hand and whispered, “I hope I never stop surprising you.”

  It said a lot about Jack—about us, about our relationship, about how, though I longed for the slow and steady, the comfort and rhythm that I had come to rely on in my marriage to Carter, Jack still relished the unknown. And I was OK with that.

  As long as I had this front porch and this sunset, I would be OK. I could roll with the punches and face the surprises head-on, with an open heart. It was a happy thought, a good one. And unbeknownst to me, it was one I would need over the next few months when the surprises—good and bad—just kept coming. I spent a lifetime thinking that surprises were the enemy. These next few months, I would learn that wasn’t true at all. Surprises, if you take them for what they are, can be the very best friend a girl can have.

  TWO

  emerson: the middle

  Peachtree Bluff is one of those places that everyone can’t wait to grow up and leave. Only no one ever does. Not really. Because they get out in the real world and realize that regular cities, normal places, they don’t care about you like your hometown. They don’t love you no matter what, don’t say hey to you in the grocery store or remember your favorite lunch order. Because to the people in the real world, you won’t always be the head cheerleader.

  So maybe that’s why, even though my plan had been to go back to LA and continue to chase my acting dreams, my boyfriend Mark’s marriage proposal was tempting. Marrying Mark would remove the stress, take the unknown out of the equation. I would come home to Peachtree. Coffee Kyle would bring me my favorite latte every morning. I would have babies and stroll them down to Sloane Emerson, Mom’s store named after yours truly, in the afternoons. Everyone would know my name.

  And that’s what I wanted, right? Everyone to know my name? Wasn’t that why I had gotten into acting in the first place? It was so hazy now. I’d like to think that I loved my craft, that becoming famous—or a little famous, like I currently was—was the by-product of that. But I was twenty-six years old. If that fame I had longed for hadn’t happened yet, would it ever? And if I wasn’t ever going to get to the top, did I want to keep clawing and scratching to keep myself in the middle?

  But I didn’t think about any of that in the moment Mark proposed. I’d only been back in Peachtree Bluff for six months, had only been back with Mark for five. But I’d dated him for three years before, so it wasn’t like we were starting from scratch. It was more like hitting the refresh button.

  We’d been sitting at the end of Kimmy’s dock, on her farm outside of town, resting after picking early summer’s blueberries and tomatoes. It was a decrepit, rambling dock with uneven boards and nails sticking up, the kind of dock that some people would think needed to be repaired. It would never have flown in the historic district where Mom and Mark lived, where tourists paced and the Historical Association inspected with a disapproving eye, where appearances needed to be kept. But Kimmy, Peachtree Bluff’s produce girl, didn’t care about appearances. In fact, she was probably the only person in the whole town who didn’t care what anyone thought. I loved that about her. But it kind of scared me, too. People caring what other people thought was the basis of our society. It was what allowed people like me to be famous.

  “Can you even imagine?” I asked Mark that day. We had slipped out of our flip-flops, skimming our toes across the water. Had some schoolkids not been roaming around, I would have peeled my clothes off, jumped in, and made Mark do the same. But they were. They were too little to really know what was what, but my mom would hear about it, and she would be mad. It was a battle I didn’t feel like fighting that day.

  I rested my head on Mark’s shoulder, and he laced his fingers through mine. “Imagine what, babe?”

  “Being Sloane right now.” I paused. “Or Adam, for that matter.” My older sister’s husband had been MIA in Iraq for months, and, against all odds, our uncle had done the unthinkable. He had found Sloane’s husband. Or at least helped find him, anyway. It was one of those things that made you believe in miracles, that made you know that there are so many things in life that can’t be explained.

  What Mark said next was one of them. “Don’t go back, Em.”

  “What?” I said, my feet still lazily trailing in the water.

  “Don’t go back to LA,” he whispered.

  I had been in Georgia for the past six months, filming a movie about a model named Edie Fitzgerald. It had been a dream job—until the news broke that my oldest sister Caroline’s husband was having an affair with the real-life Edie Fitzgerald. That had not gone over well, as you can imagine. I would be finished filming at the end of the month, and then it would be time to go back home.

  Home.

  It was funny, after being back in teeny-tiny Peachtree Bluff for so long, to think of sprawling LA as home.

  I kissed Mark’s cheek and yawned, not wanting to have this conversation now, not wanting to disturb the feeling of the sunshine on my face and the soft breeze in my long blond hair.

  “Do you remember the night Peachtree High won state?” he whispered.

  I laughed, my head still on his shoulder. “You mean the night you won state?”

  His turn to laugh. “Well, I mean, I didn’t want to say that . . . but if that’s how you remember it.”

  Mark had been the star of the Peachtree Bluff basketball team all four years, had been recruited by several wonderful colleges, and had gone to UGA on a full scholarship. He probably could have gone pro if he wanted to, but that wasn’t Mark. After he graduated, he’d been ready to come home, take over the family shipping business, take over the care of his mother, who, I’ll be honest, was the only black mark on the man’s record. Thank the Lord for me that crazy bat had moved to Florida for more sun and fewer taxes.

  Everyone had been jealous of Mark and me, Peachtree High’s version of a power couple. He would play in the NBA, and I would be the basketball mogul’s trophy. Only, I didn’t want to be a trophy. I wanted to be a star. And that was all on me.

  “Do you remember how that felt, Emerson?” Mark asked now. “All those fans cheering in the stands, that anticipation of those final moments, feeling like your entire life hung on that shot, knowing that, win or lose, you would never be the same?”

  I smiled. “I couldn’t ever forget it, Mark.” Those nights became a part of us. A piece of me would always be the flyer, the top of the pyramid. Sometimes I longed for the simplicity of those days, for the feeling that life would never get better, I would never get better. Sometimes it scared me that maybe I had been right.

  “That’s exactly how I feel right now,” Mark said.

  I laughed and sat up, looking at him. “What do you mean, that’s how you feel right now?”

  He cleared his throat. “You know, Em, this wasn’t really how I was planning to do this, but I can’t wait anymore.”

  I could feel my brow furrowing. “Do what? What are you talking about?” My pulse quickened, but I had no idea what was coming next, no inkling of how my life was getting ready to change.

  “Emerson, I used to look at you when I was standing on the free-throw line, when you were jumping up and down in that crop top and car-wash skirt, and I knew even then that everything I would ever do for the rest of my life would be for you. I wasn’t only making those free throws for you. I was making a future for you. For us.”

  Now my hea
rt was beating really fast. Part of me thought this was just a typical Mark confession of undying love. The other part of me thought that maybe this was something more. “Mark, I—”

  He cut me off. “I tried to move on, Em. I swear I did. But no one else is you, and it is so abundantly clear to me that you are the one true love of my life. No one is ever going to make me feel the way you did.” He took a deep breath. “The way you do.”

  I was having a hard time swallowing or breathing or any of the other things that are supposed to be automatic biological functions, because he was pulling his feet out of the water and shifting onto his knee.

  I wanted to stop him, say something, do something. But before I could, Mark reached into his pocket and pulled out a ring box.

  “Oh, my God,” I said, my hand over my mouth. “You have a ring.”

  When they have a ring, it’s not a spur-of-the-moment thing. It’s a real thing.

  “Emerson Murphy,” Mark said with a huge grin on his face, “will you marry me? Please?”

  I gasped, and I could see the hope written all over his face. Did he seriously think that I would say yes? That a big, sparkly ring could counteract all the conversations we’d had about our future? I couldn’t count the number of times over the past few months we had talked about the impracticality of this. I wouldn’t, couldn’t, stay in Peachtree. He’d contended that he couldn’t leave his business behind and run off to LA. I was willing to commute, to fly back and forth, to live a life between two places. But Mark wasn’t. And that was the sticking point for us every time. That was where we always ended the conversation, where it got too hard.

  I couldn’t bear to say no to his proposal. I loved Mark with all my heart. And maybe this proposal meant he would change his mind, he would be willing to compromise. But I couldn’t quite say yes, either. I wanted to marry Mark. I even wanted to have his babies, which was a big damn deal, considering how important looking flawless in a swimsuit was to my career. But I also wanted to go back to my old life. No, I wasn’t wild about the traffic or the high rent, but I was wild about the thrill of being in front of a camera, of becoming someone else. It was an incredible feeling.