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  For Randi Ravitts Woodworth and Mark Woodworth

  Now farming became industry, and the owners followed Rome, although they did not know it. They imported slaves, although they did not call them slaves: Chinese, Japanese, Mexicans, Filipinos. They live on rice and beans, the business men said. They don’t need much. They couldn’t know what to do with good wages. Why, look how they live. Why, look what they eat. And if they get funny—deport them.

  —John Steinbeck, The Grapes of Wrath

  You won’t have your names when you ride the big airplane, All they will call you will be “deportees.”

  —Woody Guthrie, “Plane Wreck at Los Gatos”

  PART I

  March 1934–August 1934

  ONE

  Charlie wakes me as he rises, mattress springs creaking beneath his long limbs. This early in the morning, with the sun yet to come up, shadows cloak our small bedroom. But I can make out the sleepy shape of him sitting on the edge of the bed. I can smell his warm skin. Ivory soap and, beneath that, the gritty hint of Lava. Charlie starts with a cake of Lava when he returns from the rig each night—all but sandpapers himself clean—then finishes with Ivory because he knows I like that scent better. Only when he’s shed oil, grease, and dirt like a second skin does he draw me into his arms. “Mrs. Warren,” he says then, because he still can’t believe our good fortune. “Mr. Warren,” I say back, because I can’t believe it, either. Here we are, just three months married, with an oil camp tent house to call our own, complete with kitchen, bedroom, front room, and a privy out back. There’s hardship all around us, out there in the big beyond, and close at hand, too. Our own pantry with its slim pickings, our well-worn clothes and hand-me-down furniture—this very creaky mattress, which was Charlie’s aunt’s before it became ours—are testaments to the times taking their toll. But two months before our wedding, Charlie found a job as a driller on this East Texas oil field. He came on down here without me and got to work. The few hours he wasn’t on the rig or sleeping, he readied this place—slapped up wood walls and a tin roof, laid planks for a floor, cut out the window over there. And now here we are, as happy as any pair of newlyweds can be. John D. Rockefeller, richest oil baron of them all, couldn’t be happier. He’s less happy, I’d lay odds. John D. Rockefeller doesn’t have Charlie in his life.

  A mourning dove calls outside our open window, from the scrawny honey locust tree that grows beside our home. The shadows are swiftly paling to just that mourning dove’s gray. Sun’s coming up. The curtains on the window hang stiff as planks of white board; not a breeze stirs. It’s going to be another stifling day. A deadly heat wave in March. Who’d have thought. Then again, who’d have thought this winter, and early spring, too, would prove dry as a bone—the drought so bad that some days the black blizzards roll east from the Texas Panhandle and right over us, then on to places as far-flung as New York City and Washington, D.C. Just last week, according to accounts, a fog of prairie dirt shrouded the Statue of Liberty. The White House, too, turned less than white. On the worst days, Charlie says he and the other fellows on the rig measure visibility in inches, not feet. Static electricity crackles in the air. Blue flames leap from metal equipment and barbwire fences, making dangerous work all the more so. One man bumps against another, they generate a spark so powerful it can knock them both to the ground.

  Charlie doesn’t complain, but round about noon every day, even when the sky is a stark blue ceiling marked only by the searing sun—no dust to be seen, not even on the far horizon—I’ll turn sick with worry. Sometimes the dust gets so thick in the nose and throat, a body can barely breathe. Sometimes, unattended, that thickness turns to dust pneumonia, and then a body simply can’t. And then there’s heatstroke, the most common ailment.

  Maybe today I’ll hitch a ride out to Charlie with a jug of cold water and a towel. It won’t be easy. “Woman on the rig!” the warning will sound, and the roughnecks and roustabouts—men of a different ilk than Charlie—will whistle and worse. But the sight of my husband cooling off, his head thrown back as he drinks from the jug, the muscles in his throat rising and falling as he swallows—well, I’d walk through hot hell for that. Let them whistle and worse. I’ll pour water on the towel and rub it down the length of Charlie’s arms. Down to the tip of his callused fingers, I’ll work my way, wiping away grime, tending his sun-scorched skin.

  I press my hands to my chest, where my heart suddenly punches. “Charlie?”

  He has tipped his head toward our window in an attitude of listening. The mourning dove—that’s what he’s trying to hear. Charlie loves the sound of that bird, but his ears ring more often than not these days due to the noise on the rig. He says you haven’t heard a ruckus until you’ve heard a gusher let loose. Twenty-two years old and he’s losing his ability to make out discreet sounds. The mourning dove’s muted, throaty coo. Me softly saying his name. The yearning in my voice. He’s missed all that.

  I take hold of Charlie’s arm and say his name louder. He turns. “Well, hello there.” His hand settles warmly on my waist. “Didn’t mean to wake you, Ruth.”

  There’s enough light now to see the freckles emblazoned across his sharp nose and high cheekbones. The coppery strands burnished into his curly, auburn hair. The fine lines at the outer corners of his blue eyes, which are just the color of the bellflowers that grow in the field behind my parents’ house back in Alba, Oklahoma. Flowers I used to sink down into when things inside the house got hard. Now Charlie’s gaze is all I need for solace, along with the wondrous rest of him.

  I hear myself sigh. Wistfulness, that sigh could be interpreted as. Or desire, which would be the truth.

  Charlie smiles. “Stay in bed. I’ll get the coffee going.”

  He moves to stand, but I keep hold of him. “Our Bed Is an Island,” I say.

  It’s a game we play. We want to see the ocean together one day. For now, we pretend instead.

  “Ruthie.” Charlie regards me. “You know what day it is.” A smile tugs at the corner of his mouth. “Not Sunday or Christmas. A plain old Monday in March—that’s what day it is. If I had one magic wish, I’d make it otherwise, believe you me.”

  “It’s barely five.” I peer at the round-faced clock on the bedside table, sitting squat on its three little legs. “Why, it’s not even a quarter till!” I beam at Charlie, triumphant. “We have time. We don’t have to—you know.” I snuggle down under the hand-stitched wedding quilt that was a gift from Miss Berger—the librarian in Alba, my previous employer—who unpacked it from her hope chest and gave it to me for mine. Miss Berger, who’s decided she’ll never marry, wanted the quilt put to good use. Well, then. I lift the quilt’s edge, so Charlie can join me under its interlocked rings of bright fabric. “We could be here a little longer. All tangled up in each other. You know.”

  Charlie knows. He knows that if he returns to me under the quilt, our bed will become an island surrounded by an ocean we most often call the floor. Hawaii, our bed will become, or Barbados, Bermuda, or Bali. Or maybe one of the Galápagos would be nice, or the Cyclades, or the Canaries. Places we once mapped in geography lessons, the names of which I savor like candy on my tongue. Castaways, that’s what Charlie and I will be, and we’ll dreamily drift, lost in each other, far from civilization, free from dust, drought, and demands.

  Charlie leans toward me, the low sound in his throat somewhere between a pur
r and a growl. The round identification tag he always wears—it belonged to his father, who died in the Great War—slips free of the confines of his pajama shirt to dangle from its leather cord in the air between us. Gently the silvery tag swings, steady as a hypnotist’s watch. Charlie draws nearer. I stretch my arms above my head, relish the waiting. Any moment, we’ll be all tangled up.

  But then, when he’s nearly close enough to kiss, his expression twists, and he draws away. “Nope.” He tucks the quilt around me. “We’re drilling on a new tract of land today. I’ve got to get an even earlier start.”

  Still, I don’t let Charlie go. Moments pass, my hands doing this and that, all the while holding on, until finally he tickles me nearly to death and I have to release him. Then he’s up like a shot, and our island is just a bed that he’s not in, and our ocean is just a floor he’s crossing, and the other side of our far horizon is just the kitchen in which he’s making coffee.

  And so it’s begun, Monday. The camp town awaits me, for better and worse, and the oil field that never quits awaits Charlie. There he’ll give orders, and take them, and work himself to the bone, breaking up and drilling down, drawing up the black crude that helps men like John D. Rockefeller get rich, and helps people like us get by.

  WHILE CHARLIE DRESSES, I pad barefoot in my nightgown to the kitchen. No time to waste now; breakfast needs making. I heat the stove, whip up some biscuits, fry the last three of our eggs. We like them fried hard, make a big show of calling the crackly edges bacon. I cook a can of beans, too. What with the long day Charlie faces, beans and a biscuit will satisfy me.

  He sits at the table as I’m setting down our two plates. I join him, and we clasp hands. Skin against skin like this, I can’t help but notice the obvious differences between Charlie and me. My skin doesn’t freckle in the sun like his. Instead, never mind how much I try to cover up, I turn as brown as the biscuits on our plates. My hair is brown, too, except in the summer, when it’s streaked with the sun’s yellow. But nothing, not even the sun, will change the color of my eyes, which are as black as my mood used to get before Charlie and I married and moved away from Alba. There’s nothing bellflower blue about my eyes; they more reflect a stormy night. I’d like to change that about myself—my black moods most of all—but Charlie says this difference in our natures is a fine thing. “Put a glass half empty and a glass half full together, and you’ve got the whole glass,” he teases. Once I shot back, “Half empty, my dainty foot. I’d be empty without you.” But the look he gave me was worried, not playful, so I never said that again.

  Sometimes, holding hands with Charlie, I feel like a child, cared for and protected, which is a warm feeling indeed after the cold comfort of my growing up. Sometimes I have to remind myself that I am grown up. This provides the single (so far) source of tension between Charlie and me. “Make yourself heard,” he said once, his voice heated. “Don’t kowtow to me.”

  “Let’s pray,” I say now, my voice clear and firm, loud enough to be heard, no matter the state of Charlie’s hearing. Together, we thank God for food and work and each other. As always, I add a silent prayer of thanks for this, the we of our prayer, which, since Charlie and I have been married, has made me feel closer to God than ever before. The we of our prayer is entirely different from what I heard growing up, at home and at the Holy Church of the Redeemed, which was established by my father, along with a few others who felt the rest of the churches in town weren’t good enough. They rented a small building, called themselves Elders, found their preacher, and established their covenant. At the Holy Church of the Redeemed, we means the Elders, who speak for everyone else.

  “Amen,” Charlie and I say.

  Charlie digs in first. Or starts to. Biscuit nearly to his lips, he hesitates, eyeing my portion. Then he sets down the biscuit, scoops a heap of egg onto his fork, and reaches for my plate. I snatch my plate away. “I’m not hungry.”

  “You’re as hungry as me.”

  “Keep this up, mister, and I’ll take my breakfast on the front porch.” I look at him in a manner most queenly. “Alone.”

  Charlie shakes his head and laughs, egg cooling on his fork. But I see the resignation in his eyes. He knows I mean it.

  For further emphasis, I snap my fingers. “Tempus fugit!”

  Dutifully, Charlie slides the egg back onto his plate. “I had to go and marry the one gal who actually remembers her Latin.”

  I shrug. “I liked Latin. The little we learned of it. Which is to say, if you’d paid attention, you’d remember your Latin, too.”

  “You liked geometry, Ruth. Proofs and all that. Heck, you liked everything, from kindergarten to twelfth grade.”

  What Charlie knows and doesn’t say is that from the get-go, I’ve been hungrier for learning than I’ve ever been for food. In spite of Daddy. Because of him, maybe. Maybe that’s the gift Daddy’s given me. Take something away, or make it hard to get, or put limits around it—barriers of judgment that say This is evil and so is that and The only good book is the Bible—the desire only grows greater. Long before Charlie and I got married, I wanted to go to college and become a teacher, share knowledge and information even as I kept on learning myself. But then there was Charlie, who’d always been there, my best friend, only this time he had a ring and a promise: We’ll leave Alba. We’ll move far away. We’ll see this big old world. I still want to go to college. But now I won’t go alone. Charlie will come, too.

  He cocks his head at me, grins. “You know very well why I didn’t pay attention in school, Ruthie.”

  The upturned corners of his mouth draw me closer. Our bed could still be an island.

  “Because our teacher was stern and stuffy?” I know this is not the answer (though it is one aspect of the truth). But I want to hear him say it. And he does.

  “I was too busy looking at you.”

  With my fork, I pretend to wave his words away, though I cherish every last one of them. “We both know you paid more than enough attention in school during science. We were always different like that.”

  Different from most of the other students, I mean, as Charlie well knows. Most of the other students were there because they had to be. Charlie and I were there because we wanted to be.

  He shrugs and keeps eating. He wants to be a doctor someday, he’s always said. Now that we’re married, he’s more likely to qualify: “If I can.” If. Depends on how long these hard times linger, and on how the money comes in, that’s what he means. And there might be a baby first, if God wills and the money comes in. No, simply if God wills: a baby.

  It’s only sometimes, when the chores are all done and I’m alone, drifting a bit, that I let myself daydream about college first and teaching right after, before a baby or anything else. I’d be an interesting schoolteacher, unlike our teacher, Mrs. Himmel. Sometimes, I think we learned despite Mrs. Himmel, not because of her. Miss Berger, the librarian, was my real teacher. In fact, last August, right after Charlie and I got engaged, when he was working as a farmhand and I was working at the Alba public library, Miss Berger got Charlie and me to apply to college. “You must,” she said. “As an intellectual exercise. An experiment, if you’d rather put it that way.” I grabbed Charlie’s hands like we were about to set off on a great lark. But then he said, “No money, no point in exercising or experimenting either one,” and I felt my shoulders sag. “Maybe someday,” he added quickly. “But we’ll let you go first, Ruth. I don’t need to go right away. There’s only one thing I need right away. One person.” He put an arm around me, drew me close, and for some days, distracted by the question of money and the answer of each other, we forgot about any old college application.

  But Miss Berger didn’t give up. One September night, she sat Charlie and me down and slapped two manila envelopes on the library table between us. The envelopes each held an application to Union University in Pasadena, California. Miss Berger, way back when, considered attending this college. It’s a good school, she told us, with strong programs f
or future teachers and doctors both. “Fill out the applications as a favor to me,” she pleaded.

  So we filled them out, goaded by Miss Berger, and sent them off in the mail. And I usually only dwell on this—that our applications are out there somewhere, on someone’s desk or file cabinet in faraway California, when I’m alone in the afternoon, chores all done, drifting and daydreaming.

  I take hold of Charlie’s shirt, pull him close, kiss him full on the mouth. We taste like biscuits and us. Who needs jam? Who needs college? Who needs anything but this? When I release him, yellow dirt dusts my fingertips. East Texas soil. So different from Oklahoma’s red clay. He kept his promise. We did move—not far, far away from Alba, exactly, but far enough.

  I wipe the dirt on my napkin. “I’ll do laundry today. Promise.”

  Charlie shrugs. “You don’t have to if you don’t want to. This pair of dungarees will make it to Wednesday before they stand up of their own accord.”

  He’s not kidding. After a few days’ work in the field, his clothes are as stiff as can be, caked with oil, gasoline, dirt, and sweat. Thus, the necessary cake of Lava and the bar of Ivory soap for me.

  “Monday is wash day,” I say firmly. I’ve almost finished cross-stitching a set of tea towels that testify to this fact and others: Monday, Wash. Tuesday, Iron. Wednesday, Clean, etc. Beneath reminders like this, I’ve cross-stitched little animals for decoration. Monday’s animal is a lamb. Tuesday’s, a goose. Wednesday’s, a cat. I have yet to stitch the others. But since Thursday is Mend and Sew, I’ll be done soon enough.

  Charlie takes his empty plate and cup to the kitchen sink. I stand, too, though I’m nowhere near done. “I wish you wouldn’t eat so fast.” I can’t keep the missing-him-already out of my voice.

  Charlie picks up his lunch pail. “I’d just be putting off what’s inevitable.”