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Michelangelo’s Shoulder

  by John Moncure Wetterau

  Copyright 2012 John Moncure Wetterau

  Acknowledgements:

  Some of these stories first appeared in Archipelago, The Paumanok Review, The Great Bob Marley, and a previous edition of Michelangelo’s Shoulder.

  Cover drawing: “Shan” by Finn.

  Table of Contents

  Patriot Ghosts

  The Great Bob Marley

  The Maroons

  Waiting for Happiness

  Manzanita

  Guayaquil

  Savage Eden

  What's Ugly Cannot Last

  Michelangelo's Shoulder

  Bonkers

  The Damnedest Places

  TIDKA

  Truth

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  Patriot Ghosts

  “Pango never bit anyone.” Carver bent over slowly and rubbed his dog’s ears.

  "Do you want Girl Scout cookies?” A mini-van was parked near the entrance to the driveway, probably driven by the girl’s mother, pressed into service.

  “Last year I had peanut butter. And mint, I think. Mint chocolate.”

  “We have those. Here’s the list.”

  “I’ll just have the same again. Two boxes of each would be nice.”

  She recorded his order carefully. “It will take three to five weeks. You can pay now or when we bring them.”

  “Later will be fine.”

  “Thank you.” She walked, nearly skipped, up the drive. Carver waited until she entered the van and was driven around the bend. No sign of Robert, who was late. Carver had come to expect, if not accept, this. It was troublesome that his son could not keep to his schedules. A gray squirrel ventured onto a corner of the lawn, and Pango chased it off, tail wagging happily. Spring. The new leaves completely screened the main house from view. He preferred it that way, although in the winter he could barely see its outline through the trees. He’d sold it for a handsome profit after building the studio. Retreat is the most difficult maneuver, Von Clausewitz said.

  Carver was a slight man with thinning hair. His face was narrow and smooth with impenetrable light blue eyes. He’d become used to an orderly solitude, lightened by Pango and an occasional dinner out. Libby now lived full time in Palm Beach, visiting in July. He went south for ten days at Christmas. They had settled into a de facto separation without much discussion. She had her bridge club and gin; he had the War of 1812.

  Robert came up from Boston for lunch several times a year; Kaylie called now and then, usually in distress. She didn’t ask, but he sent her small sums to help with car expenses and apartment deposits. Each year at Christmas she seemed thinner. She was good looking, but her relationships didn’t last. Apparently, neither she nor Robert were inclined to have children. “Chacun’ à son goût, eh Pango?” They had their own lives now.

  As he moved to enter the house, he heard a car approaching. He waited and watched Robert turn in, too fast. His car skidded to a stop by the door.

  “Hi, Dad.”

  “Robert. Good to see you. Did you bring your appetite? Robert’s jaw was more square than his father’s. He had a salt and pepper three day stubble and dark darting eyes.

  “I did. Hello, Pango. And a thirst to go with it.”

  “We shall accommodate both.”

  Inside, Robert took a deep breath, smelling. “Old books and fried onions.”

  “Scallions,” Carver said, watching his son’s eyes scan the main room.

  “That half-model is new—the Resolute, isn’t it?”

  “Indeed it is. The Saltonstalls had it made for me. They took the lines from her while she was out of the water. Rather generous of them.”

  “You did give them a good price.”

  “Yes, well, I wanted to be sure that she was looked after. They are proper sailors, the Saltonstalls.”

  “I remember when you tossed me overboard to learn how to swim.” Robert’s mouth twisted downward. “I hated you for that.”

  “You learned,” Carver said mildly. “Ale? Whiskey?”

  “Ale.”

  Carver opened a bottle and prepared a short whiskey for himself. “Sláinte.”

  “Sláinte.”

  “The Resolute’s hull could be reproduced from that model, Robert. Use and beauty married.” Carver turned the flame up under a skillet of crab cakes. “What do you hear from Kaylie?”

  “She ditched that loser, Leo.”

  “Ah, Leo—the interior decorator. I met him briefly in Palm Beach.” Carver lifted the corner of a crab cake, then flattened it with his spatula. “Quite a presentable fellow, but lacking a certain mettle.”

  “She got a big contract.”

  “More lighting work?”

  “Yes. A museum. One of the smaller ones in D.C., I don’t remember which. She can be a pain in the ass, but she knows what she’s doing.”

  “There is something to be said for staying in one line of work,” Carver said, “although at times I wonder about all that graduate school.” He turned the crab cakes.

  “I spared you that expense, anyway.”

  “You’ve always been most independent, Robert.” The smells of browning crabmeat, capers, and mustard spread through the room. Carver put a vinaigrette dressing on the salad and brought the bowl to the table.

  “Speaking of work,” Robert said, “I’ve been doing some reading about the C.I.A. involvement in Latin America, Chile, the Bay of Pigs. We knew you were in the government—national security is what you told us. I never realized you were a big part of all that.”

  Carver took a baguette from the oven. “You didn’t need to know. One of the first principles of security. The cakes are nearly done.”

  “Jesus Christ, you were killing people! For what?”

  “Freedom,” Carver said. “Our family has fought for it for generations. Shall we eat?” He set the skillet on a wrought iron trivet in the center of the table.

  “It’s one thing to fight for your own freedom, risk your own neck; it’s another to send people on some kind of crusade to other countries, killing for a goddamned idea.”

  “At times you have to make hard choices,” Carver said. “Maybe we made mistakes. We meant well. In any event, history will judge.” He took a bite of crab cake and chewed contentedly.

  “History is judging. The American Empire was defeated and rolled back in Vietnam.”

  “I wouldn’t say we were defeated, quite yet. Although, the signs are dismaying.”

  Robert frowned and ate quickly. He got up and helped himself to another ale. “I’m just figuring this out,” he said. “Mom is buried alive in Palm Beach; Kaylie is a nervous wreck; and I’ve been on the run as long as I can remember. You’ve always been calm, in control, at the eye of some weird storm.” He shook his head. “Nightmares. They never stop. Always people hunting me down. You know what? They want justice, revenge. I’m haunted by these friggin’ patriot ghosts.” Carver listened with his head tilted a bit to one side. He broke off a piece of bread as Robert went on.

  “Lying. Collateral damage. We’re the collateral damage—me, and Kaylie, and Mom, the whole damn country.”

  “I am sorry if you’ve been hurt, Robert.” Carver pushed his plate slightly forward and wiped his mouth with a napkin. “Excuse me for a moment.”

  Robert took a long drink of ale and leaned back in his chair. Nothing changes, he thought. How could his father be so completely unruffled? Carver returned and sat down. He was holding a small black container, metallic, shaped like a tiny football. He held it up, squeezed it in two places, and twisted. Robert he
ard a snap. His father twisted in the opposite direction and squeezed again. The container came apart in two pieces. He shook a red pill onto his palm.

  “When I was—active—I had this with me always. I’m required to take it if captured. Supposed to be an immediate painless death.” He paused. “If it will satisfy the ghosts, rid you of them, I will take it now.” He put the pill on his tongue and picked up his whiskey. He looked at Robert, raising his eyebrows.

  Robert leaned forward. “No! No! Don’t take it!” Carver put down his glass and carefully took the pill from his mouth. “I don’t want you to die, for Christ’s sake; I want you to understand.”

  Faces long forgotten appeared before Carver. “I will try,” he said. “I have an easier time with the War of 1812.” It was as close to an apology as his father could come, Robert realized.

  “Maybe it’s not a bad thing that they hang around,” Robert said.

  “They?”

  “The ghosts. Forcing us to remember.” They finished eating in silence.

  Robert left an hour later with a bag containing the remaining crab cakes and half a baguette. He opened the car door and then turned and went back to his father. He hugged him for the first time in twenty-five years and was surprised at how small he was.