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  Copyright 2011, Amlin Publishing.

  Kindle Edition 2011

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  This is a work of fiction.

  Seriously. Don't do anything silly.

  Chapter 1

  A silver car streaked down a damp Boston street at five to four in the afternoon. David Chance was painfully aware that he had maybe five minutes to get out of the city before hitting rush hour traffic. He pressed harder on the gas pedal; he had made a promise, and he intended to keep it.

  It was raining, but only enough to be annoying. The squeak of the windshield wiper blades normally would have driven him nuts, but today was a particularly good day. Today was the anniversary of the day he had met his wife, Sharon, the love of his life, and mother of his two children. He could picture her now, standing in front of their bedroom mirror, wearing the sexy dress she’d promised to pick up, admiring the body she had worked so hard to get back into shape. She was a beautiful woman, inside and out, and much nicer than David had expected to win. He did not want to disappoint her.

  The light ahead turned amber, and David reluctantly pressed the brake pedal. His eyes darted from the digital readout on the car stereo to the rear view mirror at the line of traffic already beginning to form.

  A familiar but muffled rendition of Music Music Music began to chime. David patted his suit jacket, reached inside, and fished out his cellphone.

  Beep. “Hello?”

  “Did you make the reservations?” It was Sharon.

  “Of course,” he replied. “Le Bocage.”

  “Not bad.”

  He could detect a smile in her voice. Le Bocage was a nice restaurant, and fairly expensive for an intern. David’s recent graduation from the New England School of Communication had helped him get a position with the Channel Seven News Team, but moving back to the Boston area and starting from scratch was proving to be more of a challenge than he had expected.

  The light turned green, and the little Neon accelerated. “Did everything go well at the mall?” he asked.

  “Oh, I think you’ll be pleased.”

  “Oh?”

  “Oh yes. I know you’ll be pleased.”

  David smiled. “I’m sure I will.”

  The car sped under an overpass, and the phone made a digital gurgle.

  “Hey,” Sharon said, “by the way, Alex called.”

  “Yeah?”

  “I told him we were going out and asked if you could call him back later tonight, but he said it wasn’t important.”

  “I’m supposed to pick him up at the airport tomorrow. He probably just wanted to remind me.”

  “Probably.”

  “I haven’t seen him for a month. It’ll be good to see him again.”

  There was a noticeable silence on the other end.

  “Sharon?”

  “Please promise me you’ll keep the late nighters to a minimum. That man’s a bad influence on you.”

  “I know, but that’s happening less and less, ‘cause we’re so busy, and you know––gettin’ old.”

  “I just don’t understand why he doesn’t get married and settle down. He’s always saying he wants to, and he certainly doesn’t have any trouble attracting women.”

  “That’s an understatement.”

  “Yeah. Well, just remember, I married you because I like having you around.”

  “And I like being around. Don’t worry. I’ll keep it under control.”

  “Alright. –Are you on schedule?”

  “So far.”

  “Kay, then I’ll see you when you get here.”

  “And I’ll see you when I get there.”

  She chuckled. “I love you too, David. –Bye.”

  He pressed the phone with his thumb, tossed it in the passenger seat, and peered up at the sky through the front window. It didn’t look like the rain was going to let up any time soon.

  The little car cruised on past strip malls, urban housing, gas stations, construction sites... and David’s mind drifted. Should I have told her about this afternoon? He wasn’t even sure if it had really happened. How could he expect her to believe it?

  It was a little after 1:30, and it was David’s odious job to meet with the lead producer and the on-line editor to work on a story for the 6:00 news block. David’s role was minor, write down the time-code marks as dictated by the producer, and log what he saw on the screen. It didn’t require a whole lot of concentration, so usually he found himself fending off waves of drowsiness. His creative mind was well suited for accomplishing large abstract tasks, but less than adequate at mundane repetition.

  The editor cued the tape. The television monitor flickered and rolled and let off its familiar audio squeal. David logged the starting time-code as the producer began the pre-edit strategy, then leaned back in his chair, awaiting instructions.

  He stared at the screen, then heaved a sigh and looked around. This is SO mind numbingly boring! Maybe I can find something to read. He scanned the room, and a notion struck him. His eyes drifted from a coffee mug which read, “Number One Producer,” to a sign on the wall, “Be All You Can Be,” to a monitor displaying the program logo, “In The Know.” From each source he drew a word and constructed a sentence. One Can Know. He smiled to himself; he hadn’t expected to come up with an actual working sentence.

  Still bored, he made a second go. His eyes scanned the room and extracted words from the sea of text around him. Will from the Will & Grace poster, exit from the exit sign, needs from a posted letter to employees, and tape from a label indicating Reusable Tape Stock. The sentence solidified in his mind. Will exit needs tape.

  The producer turned to David, interrupting his game. “Hey, Chance, could you go get me a tape from my desk. It’s marked...” He paused. “Know what, never mind. I’ll go. There’s something else I have to do anyway.” The producer stood and exited the booth, leaving David in stunned silence.

  “What’s wrong with you?” asked the editor.

  David offered a weak smile. “Ah––nothing, just something stupid.”

  The editor shrugged and turned back to the video gear.

  David sat motionless and stared. Did I just predict that? The incident replayed in his mind. I think I did! I predicted the future!

  He shook his head. No. It was only a coincidence. It had to be.

  David turned the little car down a side street and gunned the engine. Four more blocks and he would be on the Interstate, hopefully just ahead of rush hour traffic.

  As he drove, the mysterious incident continued to nag at him. He wanted to dismiss the whole thing as nothing more than a fluke, but he just couldn’t reconcile the fact that the words had been there for him to string together, and his eyes were drawn straight to them. There was no premeditation. He wasn’t even trying to make a sentence. ––Still, it had to be a coincidence.

  He scanned the sea of words zipping by outside his window. They beckoned to him from road signs, marquees, window signs... There were plenty of potential sources for a test, perhaps he could give it another shot. After all, a couple of bona fide failures would set his mind at ease.

  He looked left through the wiggling rivers of water on his window. “Your One Stop Shop.” And right, at an old barn board. “On Sale Now!” His mind pulled out the words Stop Now! He hit the brake, and the car went into a skid.

  The driver in the Mustang behind him laid on the horn, swerved out around, and gunned his engine. David, unable to pull his eyes away, watched the vehicle tear off down the road. As it
passed through a green light, an eighteen wheeler ran the red and plowed into the little car from the side. Metal buckled, and windows exploded as both vehicles slid left and disappeared behind a row of buildings.

  David sat wide-eyed, gripping the steering wheel, unable to catch a full breath. His heart pounded in his ears, his thoughts a flurry of panic. With a trembling hand, he pushed the door open and stepped out onto the street. Car horns competed with car alarms, and off in the distance a siren wailed.

  But to David, it was all a hollow drone.

  Chapter 2

  Sharon Chance peered through the living room curtains at the empty driveway. Two boys stood across the street, waiting for the city transit, and her next-door neighbor, Frank, was watering a flower pot on his front lawn.

  It was getting dark.

  “Where’s your father?,” she said, looking at her watch. “He said he was on schedule.”

  “Maybe he stopped to pick something up,” ten year old Ben said, speaking loudly over the sounds of machine-gun fire and explosions.

  Sharon looked in the mirror, tucked a stray blond curl behind her ear, then walked past her son and daughter into the kitchen. “Those video games are gonna rot your brains!”

  “Too late!” Ben shot back, not taking his eyes off the screen. To him, there was nothing more satisfying in his moody prepubescent life than blowing his little sister into a thousand meaty chunks.

  Sharon looked at the teenage girl sitting at the kitchen table. “The emergency numbers are on the fridge. If you need anything you can use my cellphone. David’s cell is in my contacts list.” She slid the phone across the table.

  The somber-faced teen caught the phone with her palm. “Bedtime’s eight, right?”

  “Yes.”

  A car door closed out front, and Sharon’s eyes lit up. “Okay. Make sure Emily doesn’t have any chocolate before bed, and Ben needs to take care of his school work.” She snatched her purse and headed for the door.

  “Mo- m!” Emily called. “Ben keeps killing me and I don’t get to do anything!”

  “Ben! Stop killing your sister!” Sharon turned and kissed her son and daughter on the tops of their heads on her way by.

  “Mom. She won’t listen! Emily! Just do what I told you then you could get away!”

  “Be good for Maggie,” Sharon sang over her shoulder as she reached the door.

  “Yes, Mom,” they chimed together.

  Sharon flung open the door, stepped out, and stopped cold. Two Marines in dress uniform were making their way up the concrete walkway.

  “Evening, ma’am.”

  Her heartbeat quickened. “Can I help you?”

  The muscular black soldier on the right stepped in, removed his hat, and offered her an envelope. Sharon reached out and took it. She didn’t have to read it; she knew what the letter meant, but she found herself going through the motions anyway. The men watched in stoic silence as she fumbled with the seal and pulled the letter out. Dear Mrs. Chance. Her eyes flew over the words. We deeply regret to inform you that your brother, Sgt. Brandon William Walsh was... She put her hand to her mouth. ...killed...

  The letter blurred.

  She had considered the possibility that this day might come, but the words on the page cut deeper than she had imagined. Her baby brother––dead? How? She wanted to know, but she knew these men could not tell her. She understood all too well the way this worked. She remembered clearly the day her mother had received a similar letter concerning her father.

  She stood staring at the men, her hand still over her mouth, tears threatening to overflow. She needed to be strong, for her family, for herself. Her brother would have wanted it that way. She drew the emotion in, removed her hand, and let out a controlled breath. “Thank you, gentlemen.”

  The two men took a step back and snapped to attention with a salute––a salute of respect, a thank you to the family of the fallen whose burden was considered no less than that of the soldiers themselves. It lasted only a few seconds, but they were the most excruciating seconds of Sharon’s life.

  They released the salute, and the second man spoke gently. “Ma’am, I’m the base chaplain. Would you like me to stay awhile?”

  She wiped her face with the back of her hand. “No. Thank you. We’ll be fine.”

  “Alright. But if you have any questions, or need anything, please don’t hesitate to call.”

  She nodded stiffly.

  Under the cover of darkening clouds, the men turned and headed back down the walkway. From the back, the chaplain actually looked like Brandon, the broad shoulders, the medium build––even the swagger in his step. Sharon stood frozen in the doorway; something inside her determined to remember this moment for the rest of her life.

  The men reached the car, opened the doors, and disappeared inside. Sharon looked down at the letter with the official seal emblazoned on the top. It all felt surreal, somehow artificial.

  “Mom? Who was that?”

  She turned and looked down at her son. “They’re from the military,” she said softly.

  He saw the conflict of emotion on her face, and his expression turned to concern. “Did something––bad happen?”

  The innocent question opened a guarded place in her heart. It bore deep inside and confirmed what she had not allowed herself to fully accept. “Yes.” Her voice cracked. “Something bad has happened.”

  “Is it––Uncle Brandon?”

  She watched as the car pulled away from the curb and rolled slowly down the street. “Yes, honey. Uncle Brandon was...” She looked down at Ben with his chest puffed out and his lips pursed. He was trying to be strong for her. She again brought her hand to her mouth, and the tears began to flow. He reached his arms around her waist as Emily appeared in the doorway. Sharon crouched down and drew them both in. “Your uncle is dead,” she whispered. “He died in the war.”

  Chapter 3

  When David arrived home, the lights in the living room were dim, and the room was empty, but there was activity in the kitchen beyond. Sharon was talking with her brother Jerry, no doubt; his car was parked out front.

  David entered the kitchen and found his wife in jeans and a comfortable shirt, sitting at the table with her brother. Wadded balls of tissue were scattered around the address book on the table.

  David took a hesitant step in. “Wh- what’s going on?”

  Sharon’s chin wrinkled as she spoke. “Brandon isn’t coming home, David.”

  He crouched in front of her. “Oh, honey––I am so sorry.”

  She gripped his arm and turned away, then leaned in and placed her cheek on his shoulder. “I can’t believe it,” she whispered. “He’s never coming home.”

  David held her gently and let her cry. There were no words to relieve her pain; her loss was too great. Apart from David and the kids, Jerry and Brandon were the only family Sharon had left. And although she would never say this to Jerry, she had always loved Brandon the most. He was the one who’d always made time for her when she needed him, like after their mother died. He had spent many long nights sitting with her, helping her to get through.

  He was a compassionate man, and it was this compassion that had driven him to join the military to serve overseas. He had been moved by the events of 9/11. After seeing so many innocent people die at the hands of the terrorists, he had felt compelled to take action. While others rung their hands and did nothing, Brandon’s course had been clear.

  “I called you,” Sharon whispered, “but you didn’t answer.”

  “There was an accident.”

  She pulled back and looked at him.

  “It wasn’t me. I got out to see if I could help. I must have left my phone in the car.”

  “Was anyone hurt?”

  “Yeah. It was pretty bad.”

  She put her cheek back on his shoulder. “I’m glad it wasn’t you.”

  “Yeah––me too.”

  David looked over at Jerry sitting silently with his brows scrunche
d and his jaw tight. He was clearly angry, and David suspected he knew why. It was no secret that Jerry hated the war, and hated the current administration for dragging the country into it. He hated, even more that his brother, whom he loved, had chosen to go and fight in that war. And now his brother was gone. That gave him even more reason to hate.

  David lifted Sharon’s head and wiped her tears. “Are the kids upstairs?”

  She nodded.

  “How are they taking this?”

  “As good as can be expected.”

  “Have you called everyone?”

  “Who?” Jerry spoke loudly. “Who’s left to call?”

  Sharon gave her brother a cold glance. “Please, Jerry.”

  “Sorry.” He pursed his lips, “It’s just so...” There was a mixture of emotion on his face. “I loved him too you know.”

  “I know.”

  “We didn’t agree on much––but I loved him!” He chewed nervously on his thumbnail, his face taking on a desperate look. David didn’t know if he was going to cry, or turn the table over.

  “Look.” David spoke gently. “Why don’t you go take a walk, maybe it will clear...”

  “Yeah. I’ll do that.” Jerry stood up. “Maybe a drive or something.” He looked at his sister. “I’ll call you tomorrow. Okay?”

  “Don’t do anything crazy,” Sharon said softly, “you’re all I’ve got.”

  Jerry gave a heavy nod, left out of the kitchen, and out the door with a thump.

  David pulled out a chair and sat down. “I hope he doesn’t do anything stupid.”

  Sharon stared blankly at the tissues scattered across the table. “If he was going to hurt himself he would have done it a long time ago.” She brushed the hair out of her face. “I must look a mess.”

  David leaned in. “You’re more beautiful today than the day we met.”

  “How can you say that?”

  “Because I didn’t know then the depths of beauty I have been blessed to uncover all these many years.”

  Her eyes watered as her hands began awkwardly tidying up the mess in front of her. “Alright, you don’t have to sleep on the couch tonight.”