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  A Light in the Flame

  A Flesh and Fire Novel

  By Jennifer L. Armentrout

  Copyright 2022 Jennifer L. Armentrout

  ISBN: 9781957568157

  Published by Blue Box Press, an imprint of Evil Eye Concepts, Incorporated

  Cover design by Hang Le

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, places, characters and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination and are fictitious. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or establishments is solely coincidental.

  Book Description

  A Light in the Flame

  A Flesh and Fire Novel

  By Jennifer L. Armentrout

  From #1 New York Times bestselling author Jennifer L. Armentrout comes book two in her Flesh and Fire series…

  The only one who can save Sera now is the one she spent her life planning to kill.

  The truth about Sera’s plan is out, shattering the fragile trust forged between her and Nyktos. Surrounded by those distrustful of her, all Sera has is her duty. She will do anything to end Kolis, the false King of Gods, and his tyrannical rule of Iliseeum, thus stopping the threat he poses to the mortal realm.

  Nyktos has a plan, though, and as they work together, the last thing they need is the undeniable, scorching passion that continues to ignite between them. Sera cannot afford to fall for the tortured Primal, not when a life no longer bound to a destiny she never wanted is more attainable than ever. But memories of their shared pleasure and unrivaled desire are a siren’s call impossible to resist.

  And as Sera begins to realize that she wants to be more than a Consort in name only, the danger surrounding them intensifies. The attacks on the Shadowlands are increasing, and when Kolis summons them to Court, a whole new risk becomes apparent. The Primal power of Life is growing inside her, pushing her closer to the end of her Culling. And without Nyktos’s love—an emotion he’s incapable of feeling—she won’t survive her Ascension. That is if she even makes it to her Ascension and Kolis doesn’t get to her first. Because time is running out. For both her and the realms.

  About Jennifer L. Armentrout

  #1 New York Times and #1 International Bestselling author Jennifer L. Armentrout lives in Shepherdstown, West Virginia. All the rumors you’ve heard about her state aren’t true. When she’s not hard at work writing, she spends her time reading, watching really bad zombie movies, pretending to write, hanging out with her husband, her Border Jack—Apollo, Border Collie—Artemis, six judgmental alpacas, two rude goats, and five fluffy sheep. In early 2015, Jennifer was diagnosed with retinitis pigmentosa, a group of rare genetic disorders that involve a breakdown and death of cells in the retina, eventually resulting in vision loss, among other complications. Due to this diagnosis, educating people on the varying degrees of blindness has become another passion for her, right alongside writing, which she plans to do for as long as she can.

  Her dreams of becoming an author started in algebra class, where she spent most of her time writing short stories...which explains her dismal grades in math. Jennifer writes young adult, paranormal, science fiction, fantasy, and contemporary romance. She is published with Tor, HarperCollins Avon and William Morrow, Entangled Teen and Brazen, Disney/Hyperion, Harlequin Teen, and Blue Box Press; and PassionFlix recently made her Wicked series into a feature film. Jennifer has won numerous awards, including the 2020 Goodreads Choice Award in Romance for her adult fantasy, From Blood and Ash. She has also written Adult and New Adult contemporary and paranormal romance under the name J. Lynn.

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  Behind every book is a team of people who helped make it possible. Thank you to Blue Box Press—Liz Berry, Jillian Stein, MJ Rose, Chelle Olson, Kim Guidroz, Jessica Saunders, and the amazing editing and proofreading teams. I’d also like to thank the wonderful team at Social Butterfly. And Michael Perlman and the entire team at S&S for their hardcover distribution support and expertise. Also, to Hang Le for her incredible talent at design; my agents Kevan Lyon and Taryn Fagerness; my assistant, Malissa Coy; shop manager Jen Fisher; and the brain behind ApollyCon and more: Steph Brown. Also, the JLAnders mods, Vonetta Young and Mona Awad. Thank you all for being the most amazing, supportive team an author could want, for making sure these books are read all across the world, creating merch, helping with plot issues, and more.

  I also need to thank those who’ve helped keep my head above water, either by helping me work my way out of a plot corner or just by being there to make me laugh, be an inspiration, or to get me in or out of trouble—KA Tucker, Kristen Ashley, JR Ward, Sarah J. Maas, and Brigid Kemmerer (one of these days I will be able to spell your last name without looking it up). Also, Kayleigh Gore for always being down to randomly read an out-of-context chapter, Steve Berry for story times, Andrea Joan, Stacey Morgan, Margo Lipschultz, and so many more.

  A big thank you to JLAnders for always creating a fun and often hilarious place to chill. And to the ARC t
eam for your honest reviews and support.

  Most importantly, none of this would be possible without you, the reader. I hope you realize how much you mean to me.

  Table of Contents

  Book Description

  About Jennifer L. Armentrout

  Also From Jennifer L. Armentrout

  Acknowledgments from the Author

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  Chapter Thirty-Three

  Chapter Thirty-Four

  Chapter Thirty-Five

  Chapter Thirty-Six

  Chapter Thirty-Seven

  Chapter Thirty-Eight

  Chapter Thirty-Nine

  Chapter Forty

  Chapter Forty-One

  Chapter Forty-Two

  Chapter Forty-Three

  Chapter Forty-Four

  Chapter Forty-Five

  Chapter Forty-Six

  Chapter Forty-Seven

  Author’s Note

  Discover More From Jennifer L. Armentrout

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  Special Thanks

  Dedication

  To you, the reader. Without you, none of this would be possible. Thank you.

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  Pronunciation Guide

  Characters

  Aios – a-uh-us

  Andreia – ahn-dray-ah

  Attes – AT-tayz

  Aurelia – au-REL-ee-ah

  Baines – baynz

  Bele – bell

  Dorcan – dohr-can

  Dyses – DEYE-seez

  Ector – ehktohr

  Ehthawn – EE-thawn

  Embris – EM-bris

  Erlina – Er-LEE-nah

  Ernald – ER-nald

  Eythos – EE-thos

  Ezmeria – ez-MARE-ee-ah

  Gemma – jeh-muh

  Halayna – ha-LAY-nah

  Hanan – hay-nan

  Holland – HAA-luhnd

  Jadis – JAY-dis

  Kayleigh – KAY-lee

  Keella – kee-lah

  King Saegar – [king] SAY-gar

  Kolis – CO-lis

  Kyn – kin

  Lailah – lay-lah

  Lathan – LEY-THahN

  Loimus – loy-moos

  Madis – mad-is

  Maia – MY-ah

  Marisol – MARE-i-soul

  Mycella – MY-cell-AH

  Nektas – NEC-tas

  Nyktos – NIK-toes

  Odetta – OH-det-ah

  Orphine – OR-feen

  Peinea – pain-ee-yah

  Penellaphe – pen-NELL-uh-fee

  Phanos – FAN-ohs

  Polemus – pol-he-mus

  Rhahar – RUH-har

  Rhain – rain

  Saion – SI-on

  Sera – SEE-ra

  Seraphena – SEE-ra-fee-na

  Sotoria – so-TOR-ee-ah

  Taric – tae-ric

  Tavius – TAY-vee-us

  Thad – thad

  Theon – thEE-awn

  Veses – VES-ees

  Places

  Cauldra Manor – call-drah [manor]

  Dalos – day-los

  Iliseeum – AH-lee-see-um

  Kithreia – kith-REE-ah

  Lasania – la-SAN-ee-uh

  Lotho – LOW-tho

  Massene – ma-see-nuh

  Pillars of Asphodel – [pillars of] AS-foe-del

  Sirta – SIR-ta

  Triton Isles – TRY-ton [Isles]

  Vathi – VAY-thee

  Terms

  Arae – air-ree

  benada – ben-NAH-dah

  Cimmerian – sim-MARE-ee-in

  dakkai – di-ah-kee

  eather – ee-thor

  graeca – gray-cee

  imprimen – IM-prim-en

  kardia – CAR-dee-ah

  kiyou wolf/wolves – ki-you [wolf/wolves]

  meeyah Liessa – MEE-yah LEE-sa

  sekya – sek-yah

  sparanea – SPARE-ah-nay-ah

  Chapter 1

  “You are the heir to the lands and seas, skies and realms. A Queen instead of a King. You are the Primal of Life,” Nyktos—the Asher, the One who is Blessed, the Guardian of Souls and the Primal God of Common Men and Endings—rasped. Those lips of his that had whispered heated words against my skin and had also spoken cold, brutal truths were now parted. Wide, silver eyes churning with streams of luminous eather—the essence of the gods—fixed on mine. A sort of awe and wonder softened the cold lines of his high, broad cheekbones, his blade-straight nose, and cut jaw.

  Wavy, reddish-brown hair fell against golden-bronze cheeks as he lowered himself to one knee, placing his left hand flat on the throne room floor and his right palm over his chest.

  Nyktos was bowing to me.

  I recoiled from him. “What are you doing?”

  “The Primal of Life is the most powerful being in all the realms, usurping all other Primals and gods,” Sir Holland said. Except he was no longer the man I once knew as a knight of the Royal Guard of Lasania, or a mere mortal. He was one of the Arae—an actual, godsforsaken Fate, neither god nor mortal. Able to see the past, present, and future of all, the Arae weren’t beholden to any Primal Court.

  Fates were as terrifying as any Primal, and I couldn’t even begin to count how many times I’d kicked him.

  “He is showing you the respect you are owed, Sera,” Holland added as I continued staring at Nyktos.

  “But I’m not the Primal of Life.” I stated the obvious.

  “You carry the only true embers of life inside you,” Nyktos said, and that deep, softly spoken voice sent a myriad of shivers over my skin. “For all intents and purposes, you are the Primal of Life.”

  “He speaks the truth.” The goddess Penellaphe drew closer, coming to stand beneath the open ceiling. The star-strewn sky cast a soft glow over her warm, light brown skin. “Denying it isn’t a luxury which can be afforded.”

  “But I’m just a mortal—” My lungs felt as if they’d been filled with tiny holes, and Nyktos was still bowing to me. “Can you please stand or sit? Anything other than kneel? It’s really weirding me out.”

  Nyktos’s head tilted, sending several strands of hair against his cheek. “You are the true Primal of Life, just as my father was. As Holland said, it’s a show of respect.”

  “But I don’t des—” I cut myself off, my heart thumping and chest squeezing. The eather in his eyes stilled. “Can you just not do that? Please.”

  The Primal rose quickly, the wisps of essence in his eyes brightening so vividly they were almost painful to look upon. He towered over me, his stare seeming to peel away the layers of my very being, seeing…sensing what I felt.

  I stiffened, my skin becoming hot and prickly. “You’d better not be reading my emotions.”

  Nyktos arched a dark brow. “Your accusatory tone is unnecessary.”

&
nbsp; “And your response wasn’t a declaration of innocence,” I retorted. Penellaphe’s eyes flared wide.

  “No.” His voice had dropped, but it still somehow thundered through me. “It was not.”

  “Then don’t do it,” I snapped. “It’s rude.”

  Nyktos’s mouth opened, likely to point out that I was the last person who should speak on rude behavior.

  “You have never been just a mortal, Seraphena.” Holland stepped in smoothly, just as he’d done dozens of times in the past whenever I’d descended into a rant spiral. “You are the possibility of a future for all.”

  He’d said a version of that before during training, but it took on a whole different meaning now. “But I haven’t completed any Culling, and you just said that I would…” Closing my eyes, I didn’t finish the sentence.

  Everyone here knew what had been said.

  Breathe in. My mortal body and mind wouldn’t be able to handle the power of the embers once I began the Ascension. The only chance I had of surviving wasn’t even a hope. Hold. Because it required the blood of the Primal that one of the embers of life belonged to—that and sheer will powered by love.

  The love of the Primal I’d spent the entirety of my life planning to kill. It didn’t matter that I’d believed it was the only way to save my kingdom.

  The irony of it all made me want to laugh, except I was going to die. Likely in less than five months and before I turned twenty-one, taking the last true embers of life with me. The mortal realm would be hit first and the hardest. Eventually, the Rot would spread beyond the Shadowlands to all of Iliseeum.

  I exhaled long and slow, just like Holland had taught me many years ago, when everything became too heavy, too much, and the weight of it all choked the air from me. My impending death wasn’t something new. I’d always known. Whether I failed or succeeded when it came to fulfilling my destiny, I knew I would die in the process.

  But it felt different now.

  I’d finally had a taste of being something other than a means to an end, a weapon to be used and then discarded. I’d had a taste of realness. I’d finally felt like a fully formed person, not a specter soaked in blood. Not a liar and a monster who could kill without all that much remorse.