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You Weren’t the One

  By Jason Wallace Poetry

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  You Weren’t the One

  Copyright © 2014 by Jason Wallace Poetry

  I wish

  You weren’t the one

  To hurt me

  You always knew

  Just what not to say

  You really liked to lure me

  Into a false sense of hope

  And for fun, turn right around

  And just take it all away

  I wish

  You weren’t the one

  To treat me like nothing

  And act as if I was some big piece of shit

  I wish

  You weren’t the one

  To beat me down and then keep running

  Like I was something

  For you to just fuck right over

  When you decided you

  Needed to just be a bitch

  If this teaches me anything

  It’s to never trust anybody that looks like you

  Don’t come tryin’ to preach to me about memories

  When you know that they don’t mean a damn thing

  And what I might just have to do

  Why don’t you crawl back to the rock you oozed out from under

  And go eat you a nice big pile of shit

  Don’t worry cuz yeah, I still do sometimes wonder

  About you but only for all of the things I now regret

  I wish

  You weren’t the one

  That I find myself missing

  Not understanding why I would do that to myself

  And it does from time to time leave me wishing

  That you weren’t a psycho fucking bitch that needs some help

  Don’t tell me I still have a piece of that cold, dark place you call a heart

  It all fell all apart like a weakened wall, and I wasted away with worry

  We kinda almost let ourselves get back to speaking, even in a hurry

  But nothing could be like it ever was at the start

  There was so much pain caused and love all lost like it was none

  But don’t think it matters

  Cuz you weren’t the one

  You never had your doubts

  You never could be true

  You weren’t the one that loved the other one

  And you don’t know what I do

  It’s to never trust anybody that looks like you

  Don’t come tryin’ to preach to me about memories

  When you know that they don’t mean a damn thing

  And what I might just have to do

  Why don’t you crawl back to the rock you oozed out from under

  And go eat you a nice big pile of shit

  Don’t worry cuz yeah, I still do sometimes wonder

  About you but only for all of the things I now regret

  You weren’t the one that needed someone in their arms

  You weren’t the one to sit up late at night tryin’ to figure out

  Why somebody they love would do them so much harm

  I wish

  You weren’t the one

  The one I wanted forever and a day

  I wish

  You weren’t the one

  That thought that it was all just some big game to play

  Everything I know…

  It’s to never trust anybody that looks like you

  Don’t come tryin’ to preach to me about memories

  When you know that they don’t mean a damn thing

  And what I might just have to do

  Why don’t you crawl back to the rock you oozed out from under

  And go eat you a nice big pile of shit

  Don’t worry cuz yeah, I still do sometimes wonder

  About you but only for all of the things I now regret

  Don’t come around here knockin’ on my door

  Don’t come around lookin’ out to find me

  Like you did before

  But it was only about you

  You moved out, and hurt moved in

  And I found out what to do

  It’s to never trust anybody that looks like you

  Don’t come tryin’ to preach to me about memories

  When you know that they don’t mean a damn thing

  And what I might just have to do

  Why don’t you crawl back to the rock you oozed out from under

  And go eat you a nice big pile of shit

  Don’t worry cuz yeah, I still do sometimes wonder

  About you but only for all of the things I now regret

  Bonus Material

  Somewhat My Heart