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Let You In

  I don't wanna be around

  If you don't want me

  I can't fight for this

  If it's fake

  I can't escape how I feel

  Wanting to know

  And hoping it's so....

  Real

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  I've said so much

  That now I want to take back

  I promised I'd love you

  But do I know how to act

  Now that I thought

  About how much doesn't add up

  Can you be so honest with me

  And give me truly my needs

  Will I ever be enough

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  I fell so fast

  That I didn't think

  Wanting it to be right

  But now not sure if it's really you

  If it's honestly

  Anything to keep

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  I know that right now

  I can't help but hide

  How I feel tonight

  A total change from it all

  Can't let you know

  That I have my doubts

  That it wasn't worth the fall

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  Please tell me the truth

  Do I have you

  Or is there someone else

  Have you lied to me

  And let me act so blind

  And make a fool of myself

  Can I take the pain

  That you might put me through

  What if it's a lie

  And I've given into you

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  Sometimes, I know that I

  Can't trust like you'd want

  But if you saw my life

  You'd understand

  How messed up

  Everything really is

  And how I can't feel

  That I've done the smart thing

  But maybe still...?

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  If I let you go

  Maybe that's ok

  So should I let you in

  Should I be afraid

  Everything Bad

  When did it all go wrong

  I can barely even breathe

  Even after all this time

  I can sometimes clearly see

  That we were never meant to be

  All along

  Not that it was something I ever believed

  How can one person

  Be someone else's destiny

  How can someone leave

  And leave you so weak

  When you used to be so strong

  He was always the one

  When it was all said and done

  After years with me

  You went running back to him

  You two weren't together that long

  And you knew

  He never wanted you

  He still told me he would never be tied down

  But he took you

  From my house to his

  And gave up ten years

  Of what I thought was friendship

  By taking

  Everything I had

  And together

  You two are...

  Everything Bad

  You never seemed to care

  Just who you hurt

  I thought I was first

  The one you needed in your life

  The one to make you smile

  Everything you promised yourself

  Because you couldn't have someone else

  You ran from him to me

  Because he told you

  I was all you would need

  He urged me to take you

  And make a life with you

  And years down the road

  Watching rivers of tears

  As they flowed

  So much I went blind

  And completely lost my mind

  You ran away from here

  Because you were living in fear

  Of never realizing the feelings

  You thought you'd given up

  And he stirred back up

  He was always the one

  When it was all said and done

  After years with me

  You went running back to him

  You two weren't together that long

  And you knew

  He never wanted you

  He still told me he would never be tied down

  But he took you

  From my house to his

  And gave up ten years

  Of what I thought was friendship

  By taking

  Everything I had

  And together

  You two are...

  Everything Bad

  He must have lied to you

  Like you lied to me

  Because he still stole you

  As you pretended

  That you tried to be

  Working on us

  I was stupid to trust

  And now I know

  Everything was a show

  And everything was done

  He was always the one

  When it was all said and done

  After years with me

  You went running back to him

  You two weren't together that long

  And you knew

  He never wanted you

  He still told me he would never be tied down

  But he took you

  From my house to his

  And gave up ten years

  Of what I thought was friendship

  By taking

  Everything I had

  And together

  You two are...

  Everything Bad

  And everything and everyone

  I thought I could trust

  Though you both hurt me for years

  And lied so many times

  That I never felt I knew

  Either one of you

  I want to move on

  But the law doesn't allow

  Moving on for so long

  If we never said I do

  I might be over you

  I might be stronger now

  He was always the one

  When it was all said and done

  After years with me

  You
went running back to him

  You two weren't together that long

  And you knew

  He never wanted you

  He still told me he would never be tied down

  But he took you

  From my house to his

  And gave up ten years

  Of what I thought was friendship

  By taking

  Everything I had

  And together

  You two are...

  Everything Bad

  Evermore

  I couldn't make you

  Love me

  Your love had to fade

  I told you

  We could make it all work

  But you just wouldn't wait

  I still...

  Wanted you to stay

  But I guess

  What you felt

  Turned into hate

 

  I couldn't get you

  To love me

  Evermore

  You placed

  Others above me

  What did you...

  Do that for

  Feelings don't last

  And the past,

  It will haunt you

  It doesn't always matter

  That someone wants you

  Evermore

 

  I wouldn't force you

  To do what

  You don't wanna do

  But you convinced me

  So many times

  To give

  More chances to you

  Then when I asked you

  To give me the same

  You said you couldn't

  And had to go away

  I can't help it

  If I scream your name

 

  I couldn't get you

  To love me

  Evermore

  You placed

  Others above me

  What did you...

  Do that for

  Feelings don't last

  And the past,

  It will haunt you

  It doesn't always matter

  That someone wants you

  Evermore

 

  I couldn't make you

  Love me

  If it's not in the cards

  What I had in mind...

  It's too hard

  You turned back

  When we'd made it so far

  So good

  Would it ever do

  Did you believe

  That I loved you

 

  I couldn't get you

  To love me

  Evermore

  You placed

  Others above me

  What did you...

  Do that for

  Feelings don't last

  And the past,

  It will haunt you

  It doesn't always matter

  That someone wants you

  Evermore

 

  I can't make you

  Adore me

  Like you once did

  Despite all you did for me

  You must admit

  You knew it would end

  The wounds couldn't mend

  And you'd find your way out

  I can't say I'll see your face

  All of time could never replace

  The feelings I have

  The love that I know

  We both have had our doubts

  I guess they showed

 

  I couldn't get you

  To love me

  Evermore

  You placed

  Others above me

  What did you...

  Do that for

  Feelings don't last

  And the past,

  It will haunt you

  It doesn't always matter

  That someone wants you

  Evermore

 

  We may be together

  Never again

  But I will love you

  Evermore

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