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I Knew It

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  I Knew It

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  I Knew It

  You and me

  We want to be together

  No matter who you've had

  I can love you better

  I can do it right

  Right now

  I can make it make sense

  And you just might get how

  I find myself feeling

  About someone so amazing...

  So brilliant...

  So appealing...

  Just come with me

  And don't look back

  Every time you've been hurting

  I've found myself

  So sad and yearning

  Wishing and waiting

  Hoping and hating

  That I have to wait longer

  Because every minute I can't have you

  I feel I need to be stronger

  And can't quite do it

  Do it

  But from the moment you said I love you

  I knew it

  Knew it

  You just don't know how amazing

  Everything about you is

  And it makes me think I'm wasting

  Too much time

  Without you

  Wanting everything about you

  You're not like anyone before you

  You could never get how

  Much I adore you

  But every moment the distance grows farther

  Makin me anxious and empty inside

  Just for starters

  So much to do

  Just to be together

  But like I said

  No one will love you better

  Every time you've been hurting

  I've found myself

  So sad and yearning

  Wishing and waiting

  Hoping and hating

  That I have to wait longer

  Because every minute I can't have you

  I feel I need to be stronger

  And can't quite do it

  Do it

  But from the moment you said I love you

  I knew it

  Knew it

  I need you so badly

  To believe me

  Have faith in everything I say

  Trust me and don't leave me

  I made you promises already

  I won't break a one

  And I will wait for you til you're ready

  I've felt some of these things

  Some of the times before but not many

  You know every question you ask me

  I tell you plenty

  And I'm never gonna deny any

  Of anything you could ever want

  With me

  Unlike anyone I ever had

  You really get me

  Every time you've been hurting

  I've found myself

  So sad and yearning

  Wishing and waiting

  Hoping and hating

  That I have to wait longer

  Because every minute I can't have you

  I feel I need to be stronger

  And can't quite do it

  Do it

  But from the moment you said I love you

  I knew it

  Knew it

  I beg that you just trust me

  No matter what you call it

  This must be

  Somethin so right it can't be wrong

  Somethin almost no one finds

  No matter how long

  They let themselves try

  And me and you

  We're so good together

  Nobody could love us better

  So maybe that's why

  Every time you've been hurting

  I've found myself

  So sad and yearning

  Wishing and waiting

  Hoping and hating

  That I have to wait longer

  Because every minute I can't have you

  I feel I need to be stronger

  And can't quite do it

  Do it

  But from the moment you said I love you

  I knew it

  Knew it

  Let You In

  I don't wanna be around

  If you don't want me

  I can't fight for this

  If it's fake

  I can't escape how I feel

  Wanting to know

  And hoping it's so....

  Real

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  I've said so much

  That now I want to take back

  I promised I'd love you

  But do I know how to act

  Now that I thought

  About how much doesn't add up

  Can you be so honest with me

  And give me truly my needs

  Will I ever be enough

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  I fell so fast

  That I didn't think

  Wanting it to be right

  But now not sure if it's really you

  If it's honestly

  Anything to keep

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  I know that right now

  I can't help but hide

  How I feel tonight

  A total change from it all

  Can't let you know

  That I have my doubts

  That it wasn't worth the fall

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  Please tell me the truth

  Do I have you

  Or is there someone else

  Have you lied to me

  And let me act so blind

  And make a fool of myself

  Can I take the pain

  That you might put me through

  What if it's a lie

  And I've given into you

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  Sometimes, I know that I

  Can't trust like you'd want

  But if you saw my life

  You'd understand

  How messed u
p

  Everything really is

  And how I can't feel

  That I've done the smart thing

  But maybe still...?

  Sometimes, I....

  Can't let myself trust

  No one's ever been true

  So I know that I must

  Believe in it all

  Believing in you

  Or nothing makes any sense

  So can I let go

  And let you in

  If I let you go

  Maybe that's ok

  So should I let you in

  Should I be afraid

  Broken Angel

  You're too far away

  You're too much for me to take

  You torture me

  You take away

  Any peace I prayed to save

  Every time I hear your voice

  Or I even hear your name...

  I go insane

  I feel the same

  Creeping feelings of regret

  And I forget to hold my head high

  I begin to bear the blame

  I give into the temptation

  That contemplation has erased

  Confusion, constant oblation

  For anything more than this serious situation

  That I wish I did not have to face

  You were once

  The angel of my dreams

  I forgot to let myself see

  What you really did to me

  We're broken in different ways

  I'm broken down

  Looking all around

  For any sense of salvation

  I wish you could find the same

  Because in your brain

  You seem to think that it's ok

  To leave someone hurting in such a way

  Breaking hearts, tearing apart

  All inclination

  To move past sentimental sensation

  Broken angel, maybe of my own creation

  We were walking wearily

  Into a snare we could not see

  We almost let ourselves

  Be tied together for life

  And that's not right

  Because the truth about me

  Is I was never anything

  That you really wanted

  With your halo burning bright

  Really an illusion

  If you say so, I just might

  End all of my confusion

  By cursing you by name

  By bursting out of all my seams, all the same

  You were once

  The angel of my dreams

  I forgot to let myself see

  What you really did to me

  We're broken in different ways

  I'm broken down

  Looking all around

  For any sense of salvation

  I wish you could find the same

  Because in your brain

  You seem to think that it's ok

  To leave someone hurting in such a way

  Breaking hearts, tearing apart

  All inclination

  To move past sentimental sensation

  Broken angel, maybe of my own creation

  You really were everything

  I ever wanted

  You were my all, my serenity

  But now right in front of me

  Is the realization

  That there is no meant to be

  There is no pre-planned one to set you free

  And I rushed and put off all chance of patience

  My life, to my disappointment

  Is a life without you

  Nothing more or less will ever do

  I simply cannot avoid it

  I cannot spend another day wasting

  Waiting for a rescue, your invitation

  You were once

  The angel of my dreams

  But no my nightmare become flesh

  I forgot to let myself see

  What you really did to me

  We're broken in different ways

  I'm broken down

  Beaten, defeated, denied, your utmost regret

  Looking all around

  For any sense of salvation

  I wish you could find the same

  Because in your brain

  You seem to think that it's ok

  To leave someone hurting in such a way

  Breaking hearts, tearing apart

  All inclination, all hope, all absence of hesitation

  To move past sentimental sensation

  Broken angel, maybe of my own creation

  My darkest creation

  When did it all go wrong

  I can barely even breathe

  Even after all this time

  I can sometimes clearly see

  That we were never meant to be

  All along

  Not that it was something I ever believed

  How can one person

  Be someone else's destiny

  How can someone leave

  And leave you so weak

  When you used to be so strong

  He was always the one

  When it was all said and done

  After years with me

  You went running back to him

  You two weren't together that long

  And you knew

  He never wanted you

  He still told me he would never be tied down

  But he took you

  From my house to his

  And gave up ten years

  Of what I thought was friendship

  By taking

  Everything I had

  And together

  You two are...

  Everything Bad

  You never seemed to care

  Just who you hurt

  I thought I was first

  The one you needed in your life

  The one to make you smile

  Everything you promised yourself

  Because you couldn't have someone else

  You ran from him to me

  Because he told you

  I was all you would need

  He urged me to take you

  And make a life with you

  And years down the road

  Watching rivers of tears

  As they flowed

  So much I went blind

  And completely lost my mind

  You ran away from here

  Because you were living in fear

  Of never realizing the feelings

  You thought you'd given up

  And he stirred back up

  He was always the one

  When it was all said and done

  After years with me

  You went running back to him

  You two weren't together that long

  And you knew

  He never wanted you

  He still told me he would never be tied down

  But he took you

  From my house to his

  And gave up ten years

  Of what I thought was friendship

  By taking

  Everything I had

  And together

  You two are...

  Everything Bad

  He must have lied to you

  Like you lied to me

  Because he still stole you

  As you pretended

  That you tried to be

  Working on us

  I was stupid to trust

  And now I know

  Everything was a show

  And everything was done

  He was always the one

  When it was all said and done

  After years with me

  You went running back to him

  You two weren't together that long

  And you knew

  He never wanted you

  He still told me he would never be tied down

  But he took you

  From my house to his

  And gave up ten years

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p; Of what I thought was friendship

  By taking

  Everything I had

  And together

  You two are...

  Everything Bad

  And everything and everyone

  I thought I could trust

  Though you both hurt me for years

  And lied so many times

  That I never felt I knew

  Either one of you

  I want to move on

  But the law doesn't allow

  Moving on for so long

  If we never said I do

  I might be over you

  I might be stronger now

  He was always the one

  When it was all said and done

  After years with me

  You went running back to him

  You two weren't together that long

  And you knew

  He never wanted you

  He still told me he would never be tied down

  But he took you

  From my house to his

  And gave up ten years

  Of what I thought was friendship

  By taking

  Everything I had

  And together

  You two are...

  Everything Bad

  Evermore

  I couldn't make you

  Love me

  Your love had to fade

  I told you

  We could make it all work

  But you just wouldn't wait

  I still...

  Wanted you to stay

  But I guess

  What you felt

  Turned into hate

 

  I couldn't get you

  To love me

  Evermore

  You placed

  Others above me

  What did you...

  Do that for

  Feelings don't last

  And the past,

  It will haunt you

  It doesn't always matter

  That someone wants you

  Evermore

 

  I wouldn't force you

  To do what

  You don't wanna do

  But you convinced me

  So many times

  To give

  More chances to you

  Then when I asked you

  To give me the same

  You said you couldn't

  And had to go away

  I can't help it

  If I scream your name

 

  I couldn't get you

  To love me

  Evermore

  You placed

  Others above me

  What did you...

  Do that for

  Feelings don't last

  And the past,

  It will haunt you

  It doesn't always matter

  That someone wants you

  Evermore

 

  I couldn't make you

  Love me

  If it's not in the cards

  What I had in mind...

  It's too hard

  You turned back

  When we'd made it so far

  So good

  Would it ever do

  Did you believe

  That I loved you

 

  I couldn't get you

  To love me

  Evermore

  You placed

  Others above me

  What did you...

  Do that for

  Feelings don't last

  And the past,

  It will haunt you

  It doesn't always matter

  That someone wants you

  Evermore

 

  I can't make you

  Adore me

  Like you once did

  Despite all you did for me

  You must admit

  You knew it would end

  The wounds couldn't mend

  And you'd find your way out