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CONTENTS
Epigraph
In the Land of Armadillos
The Partizans
The Messiah
They Were Like Family to Me
The Jew Hater
The Golem of Żuków
A Decent Man
New York City, 1989
Acknowledgments
About Helen Maryles Shankman
For Brenda and Barry Maryles, with love and awe
Our eyes register the light of dead stars.
—André Schwarz-Bart, The Last of the Just
IN THE LAND OF ARMADILLOS
The man took up his pen and wrote:
My own darling,
From my new office, I can see the village square. The houses are very old, with slanted roofs, all painted cheerful colors. In the distance, I can see church spires, little cottages with thatched roofs, lovely rolling fields. Just outside my window, a cherry tree has burst into bloom. All day long, I have been going around like I’m sleepwalking, remembering the day I met you, when we went for that long walk under the cherry trees in the Stadtwald, and the blossoms filled the air like snow. I couldn’t tell you then, but I was trembling with desire as I picked them one by one out of your shining hair.
You scold me for my lack of letters. Well, my darling, you can hardly blame me for that! They keep moving me around, putting me where I am most needed, but finally, I have a posting where I can receive mail. Now I am sitting at my own desk, in my own office, looking out the window of our new home. Your new home, my darling.
Dearest little bunny, I wake up, I go to work, I sign papers, I direct people to go here, to go there, to do this and that, but all day long, I am thinking of you. How can I describe how much you mean to me, the touch of your hand, your trusting smile?
My secretary has just walked in with an armload of work for me to do; so I must say goodbye now, but I dispatch this to you with a hundred kisses. Save some for yourself, and give the rest to Peter, my brave little soldier. I am enclosing some new stamps for his collection. I can’t wait until we are together again. Nothing makes any sense without you by my side.
Your adoring husband,
Max
With care, he folded the letter around the stamps, slid it into an envelope, sealed it, laid it in his out-box. That done, he took a leather-bound diary from his desk drawer and smoothed it open to a new page. After noting the date in the top left corner, he wrote:
Seems that I am General of the Jews again. This time they’ve put me in charge of the work details, assigning them to the jobs they are best suited for. I can’t complain, at least it’s indoors, better than my last position, where I always had to be ready to march off into the forest to do a job, no matter how foul the weather.
Shooting women and children is not what I signed up for; I’m a soldier, I miss the smoke and strategy of the battlefield. Still, a soldier must do what he is told, or all discipline disappears, and the war is lost.
Anyway, that’s all over now. For my calm demeanor in the disposition of difficult duties, I have been rewarded with a promotion and this beautiful villa overlooking the market square. My years of hard work are finally paying off.
Still, I am left with some disquieting images: the composure of the Jewish women as they dug their own graves; the courage of the men who offered no pleading, no tears; and I cannot forget the attractive figures of pretty young girls as they put down their shovels and turned to face me. At least I did what I could to ensure that they didn’t suffer. Those who came up before my rifle fell without a sound.
Only in that moment, as I sighted down the barrel, pointed it at their hearts, did I feel a flutter of emotion. Otherwise, I ate well, I slept like a baby. I should feel something, shouldn’t I? What does it mean?
I can see that having my own office is making me something of a philosopher! I still have so much to do before my little Hasenpfeffer gets here. All in all, I am confident that everything will be better when I am together with my family again. I am counting the days.
* * *
It was the end of October, and still Gerda hadn’t arrived. One thing after another conspired to keep Max Haas the solitary occupant of the magnificent villa. First Gerda had wanted Peter to finish the school year with his friends. Then she had wavered about leaving her parents behind in Köln. The most recent delay was due to her fears over an increase in deadly attacks by those murderous partizans.
And in the meantime, the villa wasn’t ready. The walls needed plastering, the pipes were leaking. Max sighed. What he needed were skilled construction workers, plumbers, painters. Instead, he was issued a steady parade of dentists, tailors, furriers, and law clerks. Irritated, he assigned them to a crew digging drainage ditches and sent them on their way.
It was the end of the day. He told his secretary he was leaving and went to see if Gruber was in his office. Max knocked; there was a flurry of sounds from within, then something fell and rolled slowly across the floor. The door opened and Gruber’s secretary emerged, flustered and a little breathless.
His boss from the Sicherheitspolizei was seating himself behind his desk. He was a cheerful, heavyset man with sparse black hair and a square, pleasant face, which was now flushed and damp.
“I’m going,” Max said.
“Oh,” Gruber said in surprise, looking at the fat gold watch on his wrist. “How did it get so late? Will we see you tonight?”
There was a party at the SS club later, a Beerfest, an opportunity to express fraternity with the enlisted men. Max always went, it was good for morale. “Of course. And you?”
Gruber waggled his eyebrows, gave him an enigmatic smile. “That all depends on Honi. Listen, how is it going with your villa? Are you finding workers?”
A sensitive subject. “I find lots of lawyers and university professors. No bricklayers or housepainters.”
“I think I may have someone for you.” Gruber leaned forward, pushed a buzzer. “Honi, those papers I told you to put aside,” he cooed. While he waited, Max looked out the window. An officer and a few SS men were having fun with some Jews, making them do jumping jacks in the middle of the market square. One of them, a juicy one, collapsed. The officer drew his gun and walked over to where he lay gasping on the cobblestones.
Just then the secretary opened the door and sashayed across the room, her skirt drawn tight over her hips, the fabric clinging enthusiastically to every stride.
“I don’t know anything about art,” Gruber admitted as he slid the form across the desk. “But I know you’re looking for a painter. Honi tells me he’s very famous.”
“Oh yes, Sturmbannführer,” she exclaimed, her eyes wide with excitement. “He’s been in many exhibitions, he’s even had books published. Maybe you’ve seen some of them. There was The Thief of Yesterday and Tomorrow, also The Town Inside the Hourglass.” She was very proud of this Tobias Rey, obviously a local boy made good. Honi was Volksdeutsche, Polish-born but of German descent.
Max looked down at the paper in his hands. The photograph showed a man perhaps in his early thirties, gaunt, with longish hair, dark pouchy eyes, a small sardonic smile. Nothing much for a Jew to smile about these days, he thought.
“He can’t be worse than my last painter,” he said.
Gruber was caressing his secretary’s cheek with a stubby finger. “Good,” he said, but he di
dn’t take his eyes from the bland, pretty face. “I’ll see that he reports to you tomorrow.”
* * *
Years later, alone in his cell, he would remember that morning, how the air was fresh from the east, bringing with it a smell of cows and wood smoke that was not altogether disagreeable; the sight of the cherry tree outside his window, the branches cased in clear ice; the color of the light as it fell in bars across the ashen, angular man at the other end of the table.
Max was in the dining room, taking his morning coffee from the set of Meissen china his housekeeper had found in the china closet, left behind by the previous owner, when the painter presented himself. Instead of shuffling in with bowed head, exhibiting the proper mix of fear and submission due to his position and race, the famous Tobias Rey shambled in and plopped himself down on a chair, folding one sharp knee over the other. He wore a chalk-striped suit that was too large for his slender frame. Max was no expert on these things, but even he could tell that the suit showed vestiges of a good tailor and an elegant cut.
Later, Toby would say that he had hoped Max would shoot him right then and there for his insolence. In his cell, Max would wonder again why he hadn’t.
“So,” Max said. “Ever paint a house?”
Tobias Rey shrugged, a simple lifting and dropping of the shoulders.
“Standartenführer Gruber’s secretary is very impressed with you. Are you fucking her?”
A smile threatened the corners of the artist’s mouth. Max could almost hear his thoughts. If I smile, he’ll beat me. If I don’t smile, he’ll beat me.
“No.”
“Well, what have you painted?”
There were dark smudges under his eyes. “I used to paint watercolors,” he said. “Oil paintings. In the surrealist manner. Your Führer would probably find my work degenerate.”
“Do you have any examples?”
The gray lips lifted in a bleak smile, and now he resembled the black-and-white picture on his work papers.
“No. But you do.” He gestured at a stack of boxes in the corner, arrived yesterday from Köln. Poking out of the top was a snow globe from Berchtesgaden, some plush animals, picture books. “That book, the one on top. It’s mine.”
Max’s eyebrows arched up. He retrieved the book and ruffled through the pages, smiling at the depictions of cinnabar-colored armadillos perambulating over electric-blue hills. It had been so long since he’d seen his family, his son was little more than the memory of a dark head on a pillow. “In the Land of Armadillos . . . this is Peter’s favorite book. You did this?”
The artist shrugged again. Max found himself moved to offer the man a cigarette, leaning forward to light it for him. Tobias Rey wound his skinny body around his seat and blew smoke into the air, barely looking grateful. Max tried to keep the enthusiasm from his voice. “You’re very talented. What else have you done?”
“Theater sets,” he said. “In Vienna. Opera sets, once, for a friend in Warsaw. Murals for Szyk’s dining room. Szyk was my dealer.”
“Sounds like fun. You must know a lot of interesting people.”
For an instant, the look the artist returned was unmistakably ironic. Then he shifted his gaze to the trail of smoke dissipating into the air. Max realized his mistake. Of course. They were probably dead now.
The interview was depressing him. He clapped the book closed with more force than he had intended, making Tobias Rey jump. The noise was like a gunshot in the quiet room.
“Come on, Rey, cheer up,” Max said in an affable voice. “You’re going to be fine here. I want you to paint some murals for my son’s room. He’s arriving in a few weeks. You’ll have to hurry.”
* * *
The next morning, his new employee presented himself at ten A.M., two hours late. Any other day, Max might have shot him. But he was already behind on his other duties, so today he let it go.
Last night he’d been having a wonderful time in Reinhart’s castle, a medieval hunting lodge belonging to some departed Polish earl. Reinhart himself was at his table, along with some of the brightest lights of local Party society. Chief Engineer Falkner, who rolled his eyes and complained about how long his damned drainage operation was taking; Rohlfe, Gestapo chief of the district, who said little, but drank heavily and was surprisingly jolly; Hackendahl, Rohlfe’s protégé. Cold and efficient, he had studied law before taking to the streets as a Brownshirt. Gruber, who beamed at Max from across the table, his face shiny and red, while his eyes followed Honi as she flitted from table to table, wearing a gold gown that was tight across the breasts.
Reinhart had a marvelous chef. There was game from his forest, venison, boar, grouse, duck, rabbit, all prepared from good German recipes. With dinner, one could have French brandy, Scottish whisky, Polish vodka, Czech slivovitz, and with dessert, a fruity German Riesling. Max had just discovered, over an apple strudel that melted on the tongue, that he shared with Rohlfe a lively common interest—they were both in the process of training a new cook—when Gruber called him aside.
“Sorry, Haas,” he began apologetically. “Something’s come up. We caught a group of Jews in the forest outside of town, and I need you to take over.”
“Why me?” Max protested unhappily. “I don’t do that anymore. Ask some of the other officers. Or the men. They love shooting Jews.”
“Ah, that’s just the problem,” confided Gruber morosely. He glanced around the room at the men in their dress uniforms, the ribbons, medals, and braid on their chests refracting the light of the chandeliers like the flashbulbs of many miniature cameras. “Just between you and me, they love it a little too much. I know that what we are doing here is for the benefit of mankind, but when I think of what it is doing to their souls . . . Something happened today during a perfectly routine operation . . . some of our men behaved abominably. Babies . . . bayonets . . .” He took off his glasses, rubbed his red eyes with fat fingers. Max noted that his hands were shaking. “What are we doing to them, Max? How we can send them back to Germany, to their mothers, their wives, their children, after the things we’ve made them do?”
Max glanced around uneasily, worried that someone was listening in on their conversation. He had never heard Gruber talk this way. Was it a test? A trap? Or was he cracking?
With a quick motion, his superior gulped down what was left in his glass. An involuntary shudder, followed by a forced smile. “That’s why I’m asking you. With you, there’s no circus, no hysterics, no fuss, one-two-three and it’s over. I don’t know how you do it. You have a way with them.”
Seems that I am General of the Jews again. A muscle at the base of his skull was throbbing. He flexed his neck right, then left, until he felt a click. “How many?”
“A small job. Twenty-three. They must have been hiding out somewhere.”
After so many of these lousy operations, what was one more? “Send a driver to my villa. First thing in the morning. I want this over with before breakfast.”
Gruber squeezed his arm, bent close enough so that Max could smell the brandy on his breath. “I won’t make a habit of this, Haas. You’re a good man.”
* * *
Max led his new employee up a narrow passage of stairs to the top floor. At this hour of the morning, beams of sunlight streamed in through the windows, heating the space with a voluptuous warmth.
The walls were newly plastered, as chaste as the feathers in an angel’s wing. There was a bare bed, a desk, a chest of drawers, a pair of tailor’s dummies left by a previous owner. As if he had been placed there for the purpose of contrast, Tobias Rey slouched over by the pristine white wall, the very picture of doom and gloom.
“What happened to you, Rey, stay up too late dancing?”
The circles under his artist’s eyes had grown darker, if it was possible, the stubble on his long face, longer. Max offered him a cigarette from a gold case, then took one himself. Smoke waltzed in lazy spirals with the dust motes in the bare room.
“So, what are you going
to paint for me?”
Tobias Rey spoke slowly and deliberately. “I’m sorry for your trouble, Sturmbannführer. Someone should have told you. I don’t paint anymore.”
Max considered this for a moment, then pulled out his pistol and jammed it into the hollow under the artist’s cheekbone. With a satisfying click, he relaxed the safety catch. The bereaved eyes stammered shut.
Sturmbannführer Maximillian Haas was not an introspective man. He believed in neither God nor an afterlife. He was a man of medium height and build, with plain looks, of moderate intelligence. As a schoolboy, he’d never excelled at anything, his grades were nothing to brag about. Before he joined the Nazi Party, he’d been a machinist.
But as he stood there, his finger curled around the trigger of a gun pressed to another man’s head, Max came to a startling conclusion: Tobias Rey wasn’t being disrespectful. Tobias Rey wanted to die.
The arm holding the gun fell to his side. “What’s the matter with you, Rey?” he asked, curious. “Why don’t you want to paint anymore?”
The shadowy eyes opened, recognized that the risk of imminent death had passed. Max could tell that he didn’t know whether to be relieved or disappointed. Wearily, he replied, “With death circling all around us, the practice of making these chicken scratches seems ridiculous to me. I feel like I am mocking the dead.”
Max thought. “It’s not ridiculous to want to live. Toby—may I call you Toby?—you know what your problem is? You think too much. For now, all you have to do is work. Okay?”
When he sucked on the cigarette, Max could see a cut shaped like a crescent moon where he had socked his gun into the starved cheek. “What do you want me to paint?”
Since yesterday, the box with Peter’s possessions had moved upstairs. Max paged through In the Land of Armadillos until he found the picture he liked. “This one,” he said, pointing to the parade of red armadillos trundling up and down blue hills.