Lydia Cassat Reading the Morning Paper Read online

  Copyright © 2001 by Harriet Scott Chessman

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  Chessman, Harriet Scott.

  Lydia Cassatt reading the morning paper / Harriet Scott Chessman.

  —A Permanent press/Seven Stories Press 1st ed.

  p. cm.

  eISBN: 978-1-60980-253-0

  1. Cassatt, Lydia, d. 1882—Fiction. 2. Bright’s disease—Patients—Fiction. 3. Cassatt, Mary, 1844–1926—Fiction. 4. Artists’ models—Fiction. 5. Women painters—Fiction. 6. Sisters—Fiction. I. Title.

  PS3553.H4225 L93 2001b

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  The imperfect is our paradise.

  —Wallace Stevens, “The Poems of Our Climate”

  To M. Lucia Kuppens, O.S.B.

  and the Abbey of Regina Laudis

  and to the memory of

  Shirley Martin Prown

  Recordáre

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Epigraph

  Dedication

  1. Woman Reading

  2. Tea

  3. The Garden

  4. Driving

  5. Lydia Seated at an Embroidery Frame

  Author’s Note

  This story is based on the lives of the American Impressionist painter Mary Cassatt (1844–1926) and her sister Lydia Cassatt (1837–1882). Each of the five chapters centers around one of Mary’s paintings of Lydia. I have attempted to be as accurate as possible about the Cassatts’ lives, yet this is most definitely a work of fiction. The paintings themselves, so moving and appealing, have drawn me to the figure of Lydia, painted again and again by her sister. I have thought, imagined, and dreamt my way into her world.

  Woman Reading

  In my dream, I walk down the five flights of stairs to the avenue in Paris, yet when I open the heavy front door, I am on the porch at Hardwicke. Robbie is pulling May in a wagon on the pebbled drive, and out in the meadow, I know, Aleck is already beginning to urge his horse over the jumps. The day is bright, and I run toward the barn to saddle up Juno, when suddenly

  Paris, septembre, 1878

  i.

  “Could you model for me tomorrow, Lyd?”

  May’s looking at me with a kind of urgency and hopefulness. I’ve been showing her some new dress patterns, as we linger at the table after breakfast. She looks sweet for a moment, and worried, and I say, “I think so.”

  “Mother thinks it will make you too tired.”

  “Yes, I do,” calls Mother, from her room.

  “N’importe quoi. I’m so much better now.”

  I drink my coffee, picturing the walk to May’s studio. It’s only a few streets away, just off the place Pigalle, but I haven’t been well, and in any case I’ve become attached to this perch, our apartment on avenue Trudaine, in the gème arrondissement. We’re in Paris, and yet we’re also in our own world, five stories up; we’ve become a bit like a nation, The Cassatt Nation, small and besieged, at times, and independent. In the kitchen, the new maid Lise is clattering the dishes. Father rustles the paper in the parlor; he’s been reading us bits out of Le Petit Parisien.

  I rise to look out the window. Over the tops of the apartments across from us, I see the white and cream buildings scrambling up the hill of Montmartre, among trees and gardens. Looking down to the avenue Trudaine, I see a girl in a royal blue coat and a red hat race along the street with a dog. I’m in love with all of this, this bright and foreign life.

  “I could have the carriage brought round, Lyddy.”

  “Such a short distance, May! Don’t be silly!”

  “The carriage is a good idea,” Mother says, coming into the dining room. She’s wearing her specs and her old white morning gown, with her light wool shawl. How old she’s begun to look, I think.

  I know May needs me to model. It’s partly the cost, of course, to hire someone else. To pay a model—well, it adds up, and Father’s at her constantly now about making her way, and covering all of her own expenses, for the studio too. “Think for yourself, May,” he said this morning, as we sat down to breakfast, “think what this costs us, and tally up your sales this year. Got to consider this.”

  I glimpse two young men on the avenue, elegantly dressed, talking and gesturing energetically as they stroll. I open the long window and lean over the small balcon for a moment, to catch a better look. Perhaps May knows them? Maybe they’re on their way to one of the cafés at the place Pigalle, to smoke cigarettes, and drink coffee, and argue about art. I see such men, often, sitting outside a café like Degas’ favorite, Le Rat Mort. Women too go there; sometimes, as I walk with May, I see mothers and grandmothers sitting happily, with pretty children, eating sliced melon or apricot pie.

  Once I saw a woman sitting close to a young man. I glimpsed him nuzzling her, kissing her neck, and, before I could look away, I caught the expression on her face, a mixture of coolness and knowledge and pleasure.

  “I think I’ll go to the Bois today, give your horse some exercise,” Father says cheerfully to May.

  I look over May’s shoulder. She’s studying a pattern I chose at Worth’s, for an evening gown with an off-the-shoulder décolleté.

  “It would look delicious on you, in a yellow silk,” I say.

  May looks up. I can see she’s studying me with her painter’s eyes. Inwardly, I flinch; I feel shy, always, when someone looks at me. She’s my younger sister, by a full seven years, I remind myself, even if she’s thirty-four now, and yet I feel so much younger than May sometimes. I can’t help wondering what she sees. I’m as plain as a loaf of bread.

  As if divining my thoughts, May smiles. She peels an orange with a little knife. “You can look away. You can be reading this time.”

  “Ah, yes.” I smile as I sit down across the table from her. May knows me well, for within this Cassatt Nation, my own small acre has treasures of books stashed everywhere, in the elbows of trees, beneath berry bushes, on benches by streams. My little house is composed of books: English and French novels, and books of poetry too, gold-edged. I, who am moderate in so much, who bend myself to family life, am most immoderate once I’m in my acre. I read for hours, with passion, ardently wishing the stone wall around me to hold, the little gate to feel the press
ure of no hand, the latch to grow rusty.

  “I wish we had brought more of that honey back to Paris from the country,” Mother says, her specs slipping down her nose. She’s writing a list for Lise’s shopping today.

  “I’m sure we can find good honey somewhere in Paris,” May says drily. “You didn’t have any orange this morning, Lyddy, did you?” she asks, holding out a section of hers. The peelings make a sphere on her plate.

  I accept the orange sliver.

  “Maybe you can just do the back of my head,” I suggest.

  “Mais non, Lyddy. I want your lovely face.”

  She looks at me teasingly, and for a moment I am riding in the country again, in West Chester, Pennsylvania. It’s early spring, snow still on the ground in places, and we must have been back from our long stay in Europe for a year or so. We had buried Robbie in Germany. I picture myself riding with Aleck and his friend from Yale, Thomas Houghton. The day is chilly, and, once we’ve dismounted, I take off my gloves and rub my hands together, holding them to my mouth. Thomas is close to me. “Cold?” he asks, catching my hands in his, chafing, bringing them halfway to his mouth.

  “How about a profile?” May asks.

  “If it helps you out, May, yes.”

  “You’re helping me immensely. We’ll begin tomorrow morning.”

  I think of the quiet day tomorrow would have been, West Chester swirled away into the past now, along with Philadelphia and Pittsburgh, my life a new one here in Paris, talking to Mother and Father, reading a novel, looking through my patterns, hoping through it all to make some miraculous leap out of my condition, to become healthy again. I contemplate the slow descent down five flights to the avenue, and the slow walk by May’s side, through a late September morning. I prefer the longer journey, along avenue Trudaine to the park at the place d’Anvers, because of the trees, the green island. Then up we walk to the busy boulevard de Rochechouart and the boulevard de Clichy, coming at last to the place Pigalle, my body increasingly assaulted and aroused by a myriad of things: the trolleys, the laborers, the shop assistants, the pavements in front of cafés still damp from being washed, the scent of coffee and bread, and of manure too.

  “Tomorrow morning, yes,” I say, feeling worried but brave, and picturing my little boat, leaks and all, bobbing along in the wake of my sister’s grander vessel, sailing to Heaven knows where.

  ii.

  I sink into the plump green chair in May’s studio, holding the paper.

  After breakfast this morning, Mother asked me a dozen times if I really felt well enough, demanding that May paint only for an hour, or at most two. As I put on my bonnet and gloves, Father too began to fret. “Are you warm, Lyddy?” he asked. “Make sure she stands up to stretch, at least every half-hour, May.” Then he called to Lise to “bring Mademoiselle Cassatt’s slippers, and—what about a small pillow?” After all this fuss, as always, I questioned the entire idea of modeling. If I became exhausted before I arrived at the door of our apartment, how could I possibly think of helping May?

  I listen to the city’s constant clatter and clamor outside the windows of May’s studio, and I think of the shops we passed this morning, so much more seductive, even in this gritty district, than those I remember in the States. Each shop window lures me with something delicious or fine: prâlines, cut flowers, linens and silks. “It makes America look pretty bare, doesn’t it?” May said to me last week, and she’s right, in a sense. Certainly shops like the ones near the new Opéra and the Tuileries amaze the wealthiest of our American friends. All of them flock to the Bon Marché too, and the other grands magasins, filled, layer after layer, like the inside of wedding cakes, with things to buy. Philadelphia can’t compare, and yet I sometimes miss those modest shops. Something appeals to me in restraint.

  Le Petit Journal becomes absurdly heavy in my hands, and my arms ache. I’ve read all the articles, and editorial opinions, and advertisements too, and now I’m wishing I had my book. “Women are always pictured reading books,” May said, as we set up this morning. “A newspaper is perfect. And what could be better than Le Petit Journal? It’s so modern. It shows you’re a thinking woman.” I yearn, though, for the novel I began yesterday and left sitting on my bed—Madame Bovary. I’m reading it for the second time, and I relish it even more now than I did when I was younger.

  iii.

  As I pose, I remember how Mother loved sitting for her portrait last spring. She would make light of her contribution—“All I do is lounge in a soft chair and read the paper,” she’d say, waving her hand—but she would seem happier than usual, as if she had been granted a second life in the studio, more carefree, more glamorous, than this one. Father’s irritations and demands seemed to reach her only through a haze. “Yes, my dear,” she would say happily, “I’ll be sure to come home tomorrow well in time for lunch,” or “Of course I’ll write to Aleck and to Gardner tomorrow.”

  When I first saw Mother’s picture, the painting seemed reckless, May’s brushstrokes bold, Mother’s déshabillé a harum-scarum wash of colors. I felt wonder, and jealousy too. This shimmer, this feeling—how under Heaven had she created this? The painting showed Mother, simply herself, with her specs, reading the paper as on any ordinary morning. Yet May had caught a feeling, a whole moment, in paint. It was every bit as striking as Berthe Morisot’s pictures, and more appealing to me than any of the ones I’d seen by May’s other new friends, even Renoir.

  How courageous May had become! To paint the ordinary, a woman in her morning dress reading Le Figaro, and to make the picture dance like this, to feel unbound by all the things one had been taught, or by the paintings put up each spring at the Salon, so dark and classical. Mother praised May’s painting in her offhand manner—“Lovely light, don’t you think, Lyddy, and look how May used the mirror!”—but I knew she felt proud.

  iv.

  Around the rectangle of Le Petit Journal, the parquet floors of May’s studio shine. I can see the edge of one of her Turkish rugs, the rose and gray one, in intricate patterns. My arms and shoulders feel sore.

  “A cup of tea, Lyddy?”

  “Thanks, yes.”

  “I’ve made you pose for over an hour. Mother would be furious.”

  As I put the newspaper down, tiny pinpricks run into my fingers. The little gold hands on the clock above the mantel say half past ten.

  May moves about the studio with her usual quickness. She darts, like a bird. She’s slender, almost too thin, really. As she opens the tin of tea, I think of Mother, when she was younger and healthier, making tea for us on Sundays, wherever we lived, and I picture May too, as a little girl on a pony, her face stubborn and shining. “Let me try,” she’s saying to Aleck and me, as Robbie looks on from the gate. She’s four or so, and I must be about eleven, Aleck nine, and how old would Robbie be? Seven? We’re in the meadow by our country house, Hardwicke, before our move to Philadelphia. Aleck and I love to jump our horses, small jumps. The meadow at Hardwicke’s just been mown, and the ground is uneven. Robbie swings on the gate, and “Let me try,” she says again. “You’re too little,” Aleck says, but in a moment she’s in the air, her small figure rising inches above her pony’s back, and soon she’s jumping, again, and again, and Aleck shouts, “Good jumping, Mame!” and I shout, “Careful!” I’m angry with her, because she never listens. At dinner that night, when I begin to tell the story, May and Robbie interrupt, and then Father says she should have lessons with us if she’s so bent on jumping.

  As May brings me my tea, she reminds me of a mermaid; something about her floats, skims the waves. For a moment I wonder what it would be like to be an artist. How does a woman make such a choice? Or is it something that comes to one, like a gift from heaven?

  “Et bien, you look thoughtful, Lyd.”

  I smile, brushing the air in front of my nose as if to say, It’s nothing. Sipping my tea, walking about May’s studio, I study some of her pictures: a woman holding out a treat for a dog, a woman reading, sketches of Mothe
r by the lamp at home. I come upon one of May’s self-portraits too, the little gouache on paper, and think how much more striking it is than some of the other pictures, and how odd she looks in it, not quite like herself. She appears serious and jaunty, leaning hard into a green cushion. Her dress is lovely, the white one Madame Ange made for her, but her face looks sad, and stubborn too.

  Bold she is, and not like other women.

  “Do you like this one?” May is at my shoulder.

  “I do. Well, ‘like’ may not be the right word.”

  “No?”

  “I find it formidable.”

  “Well, I don’t mind being formidable!” May slips her arm through mine.

  “Yes, and I admire the dress too.”

  “You helped me find the material for that dress, Lyddy, tu te souviens?”

  It occurs to me that May has in this self-portrait an air of someone looked at—looked at by someone else, I mean, and not me, or Mother. I think of Degas. She’s with him so much now, and certainly she admires his painting immensely, and she’s learned from him, about color, and angle, and brushwork, and capturing the ordinary life.

  The picture holds more than all this, though; it’s as if May painted it as he looked over her shoulder.

  v.

  As I sink into the green chair again, taking up le journal, May says, “You look splendid today, you know, Lyd.”

  “Thank you. Maybe it’s your eyes.”

  “Mais non, anyone would agree with me, Lyddy. You’ve always been beautiful.”

  As I find my pose, I think about how, when I first met Degas, he gave me the impression of an intelligent but fierce dog—well-dressed and utterly comme il faut, but a dog nonetheless. He bit into subjects—the foolishness of one artist or another, the insipidity of someone’s latest effort, I can’t remember—and all the while his eyes lit on things in our apartment, with an air of studying and maybe breaking them: the tea set, the Japanese vase on the mantel, me. I felt sure that if I opened my mouth, he would pounce. It’s a kind of brutality.