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  Elizabeth concentrated on the task at hand and crossed to her chest. She removed clean linen and tore the material into long strips. When the water arrived, she began to sponge the warrior’s face.

  He is as still as death, she thought, and his ragged breathing is much too shallow. He carried an angry red scar that began at the edge of his left eye and curved, as a half-moon, ending somewhere behind his ear, well hidden by the black, slightly curling hair. With the wet cloth she gently traced its jagged outline, thinking that the scar did little to detract from the leader’s appearance.

  She washed his neck and chest, noting still more scars. “He has too many marks to suit me,” she voiced aloud.

  Elizabeth stopped sponging when she reached his waist. “Help me turn him,” she said to the companion.

  The companion’s patience was at an end, his frustration evident with his bellow, “By all the saints, woman, he needs not a bath but a cure.”

  “I would know that the blow to his head is all he carries,” Elizabeth replied just as loudly. “You have not even taken the time to remove his battle clothes.”

  The companion’s response was to fold his arms against his chest, a fierce glare upon his face, and Elizabeth concluded that she would get no assistance. She gave him what she hoped was a scathing look, and then turned back to the warrior. She reached across the bed and grabbed the unresisting hand with both of hers. Though she pulled with all of her strength, the warrior did not budge. She continued to pull, unconsciously biting her lower lip in her effort, and thought she was making progress when the hand she held jerked back to its former position. Elizabeth went with it, and ended up draped across the lord’s massive chest. She frantically tried to pry her hands free, but the knight now had a firm grip and seemed, even in sleep, disinclined to cooperate.

  The vassal watched Elizabeth’s puny attempt to free herself, shaking his head all the while, and then yelled, “Out of the way, woman.” He released the hold and roughly hauled her to her feet. With one sure movement, he flipped her unresisting patient over onto his stomach. Irritation turned to horror when the vassal saw the blood-covered undershirt stuck to the warrior’s back, and he stepped back in shock.

  Elizabeth was most relieved when she saw the injury, for this was something she could handle. She sat on the side of the bed and gently pried the material from its festering imprisonment. When the companion could clearly view the extent of the diagonal gash, he raised a hand to his brow. Unashamed that tears filled his eyes, he whispered in an anguished voice, “I never thought to check . . . ”

  “Do not berate yourself,” Elizabeth replied. She gave him a sympathetic smile before continuing, “Now I understand what is causing the fever. We will need more water, but this time it must be hot, just to boiling, please.”

  The vassal nodded and hurried out of the room. Within minutes a steaming kettle was placed on the floor next to Elizabeth. In truth, Elizabeth dreaded what she must do, had seen her mother do countless times in the past for those with similar injuries. Repeating a prayer for guidance, she dipped a clean strip of cloth into the kettle and grimaced from the discomfort it caused her hands. She ignored the pain and rung the cloth of excess water. She was now ready, and yet she hesitated. “You will need to hold him down, I fear,” she whispered, “for this will pain him considerably . . . but it needs be done.” She lifted blue eyes to meet the vassal’s anxious frown and waited.

  The companion nodded his understanding and placed both of his hands on the broad shoulders of his leader.

  Still she hesitated. “I must draw the poison out or he will surely die.” Elizabeth wasn’t sure if she was convincing the vassal or herself that the pain she was about to cause was necessary.

  “Aye,” was the companion’s only response. If Elizabeth had listened closely, she would have heard the gentle understanding in his voice, but she was too distraught over the agony she would soon inflict.

  Taking a deep breath, she placed the steaming cloth full upon the open wound. The leader’s reaction was swift and furious. He tried to lift the branding cloth from his back with a fierce jerk, but the vassal’s hold was great and he was unable to shed his torment. The agonized cry from the leader tore at Elizabeth’s heart and she closed her eyes in distress.

  The door to the bedroom burst open and the two guards rushed inside, swords drawn. Fear and confusion showed in their expressions. The vassal shook his head and told them to put their weapons away.

  “It must be done.” The words from Elizabeth calmed the guards and they retreated to their posts outside the door.

  “He would never cry out if he was awake,” the vassal said to Elizabeth. “He does not know what he is doing,” he explained.

  “Are you thinking it makes him less a man to vent his agony?” Elizabeth asked while she placed a second cloth over the wound.

  “He is a fearless warrior,” the vassal replied.

  “The fever rules his actions now,” Elizabeth answered.

  The companion’s nod made Elizabeth want to smile. She turned back to her patient and lifted both strips from the wound, bringing yellow and red residue with them. She repeated the procedure countless times, until only bright red blood oozed from the deep opening. By the time she was finished, her hands were as red as the wound, and blistered. She rubbed them together in an effort to ease the sting, and then reached for her bundle. Speaking more to herself than to the vassal, she said, “I do not think there is need to seal the wound with a hot knife, for it bleeds clean and true and not overmuch.”

  The leader was unconscious, and for that Elizabeth was thankful for she knew that the medicine she must pack the wound with was not soothing. She applied a liberal amount of the foul-smelling salve and then bandaged his entire back. Once this was done, the companion turned the leader for her and she forced water containing crushed sage, mallows, and night-shade roots down his throat.

  There was nothing more to do. Elizabeth’s muscles ached from the strain and she stood and walked to the window. She lifted the fur blocking the wind and was surprised to find that darkness had descended. She leaned wearily against the stone and let the cool air revive her. Finally she turned back to the companion, noting for the first time how tired and haggard he appeared. “Go and find some rest. I will watch over your leader.”

  “Nay,” he replied. “I can sleep only when the Hawk has recovered. Not before.” He placed another log in the fire while he spoke.

  “By what name are you called?” Elizabeth questioned.

  “Roger.”

  “Roger, why do you call your leader the Hawk?”

  The vassal looked at her from his bent position in front of the fire and then gruffly answered, “All those who fight in battle with him call him thus. It is the way of things.”

  His noncommittal reply made little sense to Elizabeth but she didn’t want to irritate him by questioning him further on the matter. She would get to the heart of the need now. “ ’Tis said there is a boy here who does not speak and that the Hawk saved his life. Is this true?”

  “Aye.” Suspicion was back in the vassal’s expression and Elizabeth knew she would have to tread softly.

  “If he be the one I am thinking of, I know of his family and would be willing to take him with me when I leave.”

  The companion eyed her thoughtfully. His lack of reply was maddening but Elizabeth forced herself to remain calm. “What say you, Roger?”

  “I will see what I can do, though only the Baron can make that decision.”

  “But Baron Geoffrey never travels here! It would take a month of masses before word returned that I might take the boy. Surely he would want the child reunited with his parents. Can you not act in his stead? I am sure he would be pleased not to be bothered, for Montwright is but a small, insignificant holding compared to his others.” Elizabeth almost added that she had heard her father say so on countless occasions. And she knew it to be true, for Baron Geoffrey had never paid her father a visit. No, Lord Thomas a
lways traveled to the Baron’s main holding when business needed to be conducted.

  The companion was surprised by her vehement out-burst. “A month? You have only to wait until the fever leaves and he awakens to ask him,” he argued. “And you are mistaken, lass. There is no such thing as a holding too insignificant for Geoffrey’s inspection. He protects all who pledge fealty, from the highest to the lowest.”

  “Are you telling me that the Hawk can give me permission? He can act in the Baron’s stead?” Elizabeth asked, her voice hopeful. “Then of course he shall,” she rushed to answer herself, “for I have taken care of him. He can do no less.” She smiled with relief and clasped her hands together.

  “Do you not know who you have just tended?” Roger asked, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

  Elizabeth frowned at him and waited.

  “The Hawk is Lord Geoffrey, overlord of Mont-wright.” Roger sat down in one of the chairs and propped his feet up on the other, waiting her reaction.

  “He is Baron Geoffrey?” Astonishment sounded in her tone.

  “Aye,” Roger acknowledged. He crossed his ankles and smiled. “Why are you so surprised? All know of the Hawk,” he said with arrogance. “His reputation is well known.”

  “Yes, but I thought him to be old . . . older than . . .” She motioned to the sleeping warrior and studied him a long minute, her mind racing with this turn of events. Her father had never mentioned that his overlord was so young. Elizabeth had just assumed that he was an old man, like the lesser barons she had met. She leaned back against the cold stone and looked back at Roger. He seemed amused by her ignorance.

  “He is the youngest and the most powerful under William,” Roger answered. Pride underlined his words.

  “If the lord mends, then he will be under my obligation, will he not?” Elizabeth asked. She said a quick prayer that it would be true, that Geoffrey was an honorable man, for then perhaps he would listen to her. She could convince him of her uncle’s evilness. She must convince him! If he mended . . .

  A loud rap on the door interrupted Elizabeth’s thoughts. Roger motioned her to stay and went to open the door. He spoke in whispered words to the sentries and then turned back to Elizabeth. “Your servant wishes to speak with you.”

  Elizabeth nodded and followed one sentry to the end of the corridor where Joseph stood waiting. She could tell by his expression that he was upset. “Joseph, it is the Baron himself who I am caring for.”

  “Aye,” Joseph said. He waited until the sentry was well out of earshot and back at his post before continuing, “Will he heal?”

  “There is a chance,” Elizabeth said. “We must pray now. It is Thomas’s only hope,” she added.

  Joseph was frowning more ferociously and Elizabeth shook her head. “This is good news, Joseph. Can you not see that the lord will be under my obligation whether I be a woman or not. He will have to listen to me. . . .”

  “But the one in charge,” he said, motioning toward her bedroom, “the vassal. . .”

  “His name is Roger,” Elizabeth informed her servant.

  “He has sent for Belwain.”

  “What is this?” Elizabeth demanded. She lowered her voice and said, “Why? How do you know this?”

  “Herman the Bald overheard his orders. The messengers left an hour ago. It is true,” he said when Elizabeth began to shake her head, “Belwain will be here in a week or more.”

  “Dear God,” Elizabeth whispered. “He must not arrive before I talk with Geoffrey.” She clutched at the servant’s sleeve, panic in her voice, and rushed on, “We must hide Thomas. We have to get him away from here until I can be sure of Geoffrey. Belwain must not know we still live.”

  “It isn’t possible, my lady. Belwain will know as soon as he is within the walls. Too many have seen you return. He will know. And it is only a matter of time before this Roger learns the truth.”

  “I must think,” Elizabeth whispered. She realized she was pulling on the servant’s tunic and dropped her hand. “Talk with Herman. He is faithful and will keep his silence. And he is a freeman, Joseph. The two of you, you must take Thomas, hide him. There are many places. Can you do this?”

  “Aye,” Joseph answered, straightening his shoulders, “I’ll not fail you. I will find a place.”

  Elizabeth nodded, placing her trust in the humble servant. He would not fail her. “It will only be for a short time, until Geoffrey awakens,” she said.

  “But what of you? If the lord does not awake, if the sleeping spirits continue to hold him and Belwain gets here . . . and if the lord dies . . .”

  “I will have to leave,” Elizabeth said, more to herself than to Joseph. “I’ll not be here when Belwain arrives. If the lord awakens soon, perhaps I can speak with him before Belwain has a chance to weave his lies.” She shuddered and then said, “If not, and he dies, then you must bring Thomas to me. Somehow we will make it to my mother’s father. He will know what to do.”

  “Will you return to the waterfall?” Joseph asked, fear in his voice. He would not be able to ride with her now that he was given the duty of taking Thomas, and his worry for his mistress was tremendous.

  “I will not stay here,” she whispered in a harsh voice. “Belwain has violated these walls. I’ll not be here to see him return. I’ll not.”

  “Aye, my lady, calm yourself. Surely the warrior will awaken before you must leave, before Belwain arrives, and he will listen to you,” he said, his voice soothing, as if he were speaking to an injured child.

  He waited while his mistress calmed her breathing. The change that came over her whenever her uncle’s name was mentioned frightened the old man. He knew that she had witnessed the slaughter, understood the anguish and torment pulling at her soul, and believed, as she did, that Belwain was behind it all. Still, he wished she could speak of it, tell to let some of the pain out. . . . She was so very different from her two half sisters, Margaret and Catherine. Perhaps it was because she was half-Saxon.

  When Master Thomas had arrived at Montwright with his two little daughters, he was a hard, unhappy man. But all that had changed within six months, for he had met and married a fair-haired Saxon beauty. His Saxon wife was a hellion, to be sure, but Thomas had a way with her, and soon all could see the couple were coming to terms with each other. A year later, little Elizabeth was born. Thomas decided he was not destined to have a son and poured his love into the little blue-eyed babe. Those two held a special bond between them, and when, ten years later, little Thomas was born, the bond still remained.

  While Elizabeth did not copy her father’s masculine traits, she did imitate his reserved manner, his way of masking his feelings. Both Catherine and Margaret would wear their emotions on their faces, for all the world to see, but not Elizabeth. Joseph believed that Elizabeth was the thread that held the family together. She was so fiercely loyal, and family was the most important thing to her. She was the peacemaker and the rebel-rouser, her father’s pride when she rode beside him on the hunt, her mother’s frustration when she tried her hand at sewing. Aye, it had been a happy, contented family, until now. . . .

  “Did I tell you that Herman has sent three men to Belwain’s holding? Mayhap they can gather the proof we need, for if they talk with Belwain’s servants . . .”

  “Herman is a good man,” Elizabeth interrupted. Her voice was relaxed now, and the servant let out a little sigh of relief. “But I do not think Belwain’s servants will speak the truth. They fear him too greatly. Joseph, tell Herman I thank him for his effort,” Elizabeth whispered.

  “He loved your family too, my lady. It was Thomas who freed him. You were just a babe and probably do not remember, but Herman will not forget the debt to the Montwrights.”

  “Yes,” Elizabeth returned, “I have heard the tale.” She smiled and added, “I could not understand why everyone referred to Herman as the Bald, for his head was thickly covered with hair, and my father would grow quite embarrassed whenever I asked him the reason.” />
  Joseph assumed that she still did not know the reason, and blushed. He hoped she would not ask him to explain. It was a silly men’s joke and he certainly would not damage his mistress’s delicate ears with the truth.

  The happy memory with her father helped to lift Elizabeth’s spirits. She whispered, “We will get through this, Joseph. Now I must get back to the Baron. Pray, Joseph. Pray Geoffrey heals. Pray that he will listen to me. Listen and believe.”

  She patted the servant on his stooped shoulder and slowly made her way back to the bedroom. Her stomach was churning again and she fought the urge to throw up. The thought of Belwain returning to Montwright was overwhelming. Had there been no little brother to consider, then Elizabeth would have welcomed the news. She would have planned her trap, and met Belwain with an eager embrace, her dagger at the ready.

  She would bide her time. Revenge would be hers. Her resolve kept her upright, her steps sure. It kept her sane, in this insane time, this insane situation. Revenge and her duty to her little brother. Only when her brother’s life was protected and his lands secure and only when Belwain paid with his life for his mortal sins could Elizabeth allow the abyss of desolation yawning before her to make its claim. Only then.

  When Elizabeth opened the door to the bedroom, she found her two animals had taken up vigilance on either side of the lord’s bed. They had taken to the warrior, Elizabeth surmised from their watchful attendance. She resumed her seat on the wooden stool next to the bed and once again sponged the lord’s forehead.

  For two more days and nights Elizabeth continued her vigil beside the lord. She changed his dressing countless times, saying the Paternoster twelve times each and every time she sprinkled marrow and sage upon the healing wound, just as her mother had taught her.

  She took her meals in the room and only left the leader’s side when absolutely necessary. On one such occasion, as she made her way down the steps, she spotted Thomas in the great hall. He looked up and gave her a glance, and in that fleeting second, Elizabeth recognized that he did not know who she was. She did not let that disturb her, for there would be time in the future to help him mend. And perhaps it was for the good that little Thomas did not remember. He too had seen his family murdered, and if God was indeed a good and compassionate God, then mayhap little Thomas would never remember any of what took place.