A Lady of Notoriety (The Masquerade Club) Read online

  Surely a lady of her stature should not be required to endure this sort of place.

  She placed her hand over her mouth.

  The words of the abbess at Fahr came back to her. You must practise compassion for all people, my lady. We are all God’s children.

  The dear abbess. The nuns at Fahr had told her the abbess was very old, but to Daphne she’d seemed ageless. For some unfathomable reason the abbess had bestowed her love and attention on Daphne.

  Her eyes filled with tears. The woman’s death had been a terrible blow, worse than her own mother’s death, worse than her husband’s. She could not bear to stay at Fahr after such a loss.

  At least the abbess’s words remained with her. Sometimes, when Daphne needed her words, it was almost as if the woman were at her side, whispering in her ear.

  Daphne glanced around once more and tried to see the people in the alehouse through the abbess’s eyes. Most looked exhausted. Some appeared close to despair. Others wore bandages on their arms or hands.

  Daphne ached for them.

  More truthfully, a part of her felt sorrow for their suffering; another part was very grateful to have been spared their troubles.

  As they reached the door to the private room, a gentleman rose from a booth where he’d sat alone. He was the gentleman who had spoken to her before, who remembered her from the Masquerade Club. What was his name?

  Lord Sanvers.

  ‘My good lady. There you are. I was concerned about you.’ His silver hair was neatly combed and he appeared to have changed into fresh linen. Compared to the others he was pristine.

  ‘I am unharmed, sir.’

  He blocked her way. ‘May I assist you in any way? I am at your disposal.’

  He could take charge of Westleigh! Would that not be a better situation for everyone?

  She glanced at the booth Lord Sanvers had all to himself and to the numbers of people who did not even have a chair.

  Would he have extended his offer of help if she had not been the beautiful, wealthy widow of a viscount?

  She curtsied to him. ‘My servants have seen to everything, sir, but I thank you.’

  She walked past him and through the open door where Monette waited.

  Once inside the room, Daphne collapsed onto a chair in relief.

  And guilt.

  Why should she have this private room and so many others so much less? Was she just as selfish as Lord Sanvers?

  She hurriedly changed out of her nightclothes and into the dress Monette had pulled from her trunk. Monette did the same. After quickly eating a breakfast, she handed the innkeeper money and asked him to give the room and some food to those most in need. She and Monette did not stay to see if he honoured her request.

  They left the alehouse and returned to the carriage.

  Carter waited there with the coachman.

  ‘Did you find Mr Westleigh’s travelling companions?’ Daphne peeked in the carriage, but saw Westleigh lying against the pillows.

  ‘I found the innkeeper, m’lady,’ Carter told her. ‘He said that Mr Westleigh travelled alone. Not even with a manservant.’

  Who would care for him, then?

  ‘How is he?’ she asked her coachman.

  ‘Sleeping,’ he answered. ‘Talking a bit and restless, but sleeping. He did drink the ale, though.’

  Daphne glanced around. ‘We must find someone to care for him.’

  Carter shook his head. ‘I believe that cannot be done. There were many people injured in the fire and many others displaced. It would be difficult to even find him a room. Or rooms for ourselves.’

  ‘We should leave today, then, m’lady,’ John Coachman said. ‘If we start soon we can find lodgings on the road and still reach Faville the day after tomorrow.’

  It would take three days for them to reach her property in Vadley near Basingstoke. Her husband had left her the unentailed country house and estate instead of consigning her to the dower house in Faville. She’d spent very little time in Vadley, though, only a few weeks past her days of mourning. Now she planned to return and live a retired life. Whether by doing so she could atone for her days of vanity and thoughtlessness, she was not certain.

  ‘We cannot take him with us,’ she said.

  But she could hear the abbess, clucking her tongue. You must find grace to help in time of need.

  ‘The surgeon said he cannot travel,’ she protested.

  ‘We don’t have a choice, m’lady,’ Carter said in a low voice.

  ‘I say we start out and ask at every posting inn until we find someone to care for him,’ her coachman added. ‘It will be a more practicable task once we are out of Ramsgate.’

  ‘We cannot leave him.’ Monette’s eyes pleaded.

  These servants were prepared to take care of a stranger, but she was merely trying to think of a way to abandon him, just because she knew he would hate being cared for by a lady who’d wronged his sister.

  Or was she merely thinking of her own discomfort?

  You must find grace to help in time of need.

  ‘Very well.’ She nodded decisively. ‘But let us head towards London. I am certain his family will be in town. When we find a place for his recuperation, we can send for them and they will not have far to travel. Or if we fail to find him care, we will take him the whole way.’ It would mean not even two full days of travel.

  * * *

  By late afternoon they’d not found any suitable place for Westleigh, nor had they found anyone willing to take responsibility for his care. Worse, it became clear he could not travel another day to reach London.

  The ride had been a nightmare. The coach jostled him and he cried out in pain. He woke often, but was feverish and disoriented and difficult to calm.

  They managed to reach Thurnfield, a small village on the road to Maidstone. Its one inn could not accommodate them, but the innkeeper knew of a cottage to let nearby. Daphne signed the papers and paid the rent. Before they set out the short distance to the cottage, she spoke to Carter, John Coachman and Monette.

  ‘I told the leasing agent that I am Mrs Asher, not Lady Faville. I think Mr Westleigh will be more comfortable if he does not know it is me seeing to his care. He only knows me as Lady Faville, you see, and—and his family has reason to dislike me. He would be quite displeased if he knew Lady Faville was caring for him.’ She took a breath and rubbed her forehead. ‘Asher was my maiden name, so we would not really be lying to anyone....’

  Who was she fooling? She was lying to herself as well as lying about her true identity.

  Had not the abbess said she must break herself of telling falsehoods as a means of avoiding unpleasantness? Even if the lies were little ones.

  She would do so, she vowed.

  Next time.

  She swallowed more guilt. ‘Try to remember to call me Mrs Asher and don’t call me m’lady, if you can help it.’

  The three servants nodded agreeably.

  Was she wrong to make them go along with her lie? Of course she was.

  ‘It will be as you wish it, m’lady,’ Carter said. ‘I mean, ma’am.’

  ‘Let us go, then.’ She allowed Carter to assist her into the carriage. Monette climbed in after her and Carter sat with John Coachman.

  They drove the short distance to a white stucco cottage with well-tended shrubbery and a small stable for the horses.

  Carter opened the carriage door and put down the step. Daphne and Monette climbed out as the housekeeper and caretaker walked out to greet them.

  ‘We are Mr and Mrs Pitts, ma’am,’ the caretaker said. ‘At your service.’

  ‘I am Mrs Asher,’ Daphne shook their hands, feeling only a twinge of guilt. She introduced the others. ‘We have an injured man with us. Mr Westleigh. He will need
to be taken to a bedchamber as quickly as possible.’

  The housekeeper gestured to the door. ‘Come in, then, Mrs Asher, and tell us which room shall be the gentleman’s.’

  Leaving Monette to watch over Westleigh, and Carter and Mr Pitts to unload the trunks, Daphne followed the housekeeper inside. The decor was modest, but luxurious if she compared it to Fahr Abbey. They should do very nicely there. It would only be for a day or two, until Westleigh’s family could come.

  ‘Let us look at the bedchambers.’ Mrs Pitts started up the stairs. ‘You may pick which one should go to the gentleman.’

  Carter and Mr Pitts entered.

  ‘We have Mr Westleigh’s trunk,’ Carter said.

  ‘Follow us.’ Daphne walked up the stairs.

  She chose the nicest of the bedchambers for Westleigh. It was a corner room with windows on both sides to let in lots of light and fresh air.

  ‘Does the bed have fresh linens?’ she asked.

  ‘Indeed,’ responded Mrs Pitts. ‘We readied the rooms when the agent sent a message that you were to arrive right away.’

  That was what a good housekeeper should do, Daphne thought. She’d learned, though, that even servants liked to be thanked.

  ‘How very good of you.’ She smiled at Mrs Pitts and turned towards Carter. ‘Bring him here.’

  He and Mr Pitts set down the trunk and left the room.

  ‘Do you wish to see the rest of the house now?’ Mrs Pitts asked Daphne.

  ‘I will see the gentleman settled first,’ she replied.

  ‘Let me see to the meal, then, ma’am.’

  Mrs Pitts left and a few moments later, the men helped Westleigh to the bed.

  ‘Where am I?’ Westleigh asked, tense and confused. ‘Where have you taken me?’

  Daphne came to his side and touched his hand. ‘You are in a cottage on the road to Maidstone.’ She used her most soothing voice.

  ‘Not going to Maidstone. Going to London.’ He tried to stand.

  Daphne put a hand on his shoulder and he sat again. ‘You are too ill to travel to London.’ She had been making explanations like this for the past two hours—every time he woke and did not know where he was. ‘You were in a fire and you injured your eyes and your head. You need to rest in this bed here and we will care for you until you are better. Then you will go to London.’

  ‘Rest?’ He relaxed. ‘Then London.’

  Carter spoke. ‘You should leave the room, m’l—Mrs Asher, while I undress him.’

  She turned to the housekeeper’s husband. ‘Would you bring him water? Soap and towels, too, if possible, so Carter can bathe him a little? I am certain he will be more comfortable when clean again. Be gentle with his face, though.’

  ‘Water, soap and towels are already here, ma’am.’ The man pointed to a chest of drawers upon which sat a pitcher and basin and folded towels. He left the room.

  Carter spoke. ‘I’ll clean him up, ma’am. Leave him to me.’

  Daphne moved her hand, planning to step away, but Westleigh groped for it and seized it, pulling her back. ‘Do not leave,’ he rasped. ‘Do not leave me alone.’

  His firm grip and his intensity shook her. She did not know how to calm him.

  She stroked his hair—what little hair was not covered by bandages. ‘Shh, now,’ she said, trying to sound like the abbess who’d soothed her when she’d become overwrought. ‘You are not alone. Carter is here.’

  ‘I am here, sir,’ Carter said.

  Daphne continued. ‘Now remain still and Carter will take off your boots. Will that not feel more comfortable?’

  ‘I’ll give you a little wash and put you in clean bedclothes,’ Carter added.

  Daphne felt Westleigh’s muscles relax.

  ‘Do not wear bedclothes,’ he murmured.

  Chapter Two

  The dragon pursued him, its fiery breath scorching his skin. Stinging his eyes.

  Hugh pushed himself to run faster, to escape.

  The way out was ahead, a pinpoint of light that seemed to become more distant the harder he pumped his legs to reach it. The flames roared, as if the dragon laughed at him. The blaze encircled him, bound him. Devoured him.

  He jolted awake.

  To darkness.

  He sat up and his hands groped for his eyes. ‘I can’t see! Why can’t I see?’ His eyes were covered in cloth.

  Then he remembered. The fire had not been a dream. It had burned his eyes, all brightness and pain. Was he blind?

  ‘The bandages. Take them off!’ He pulled at them.

  There was a rustle of fabric and the scent of roses filled his nostrils. Cool hands clasped his.

  ‘Your eyes are injured.’ The voice was feminine and soothing, but not familiar. ‘The bandages need to stay on for you to heal.’

  ‘Who are you?’ He swallowed. His throat hurt when he spoke.

  ‘I—I am Mrs Asher. You carried me out of the fire—’

  He remembered only one woman he’d carried out of the fire, down the flame-filled stairway, all the way to the cool night outside.

  ‘Where am I?’ he rasped.

  ‘You—you are in my cottage in—in Thurnfield.’

  Thurnfield?

  The village on the road to London? He’d passed through it many times.

  She went on. ‘You cannot travel, so we brought you here.’

  That made no sense. ‘I was in Ramsgate. If I cannot travel, how is it I came to Thurnfield?’

  Her voice turned cautious. ‘We could not find a place for you in Ramsgate. Not one where you could receive care.’

  She was caring for him? Who was this woman? He wanted to see her. Look her in the eye. Figure out the reason for the uneasiness in her voice.

  But that was impossible.

  He cleared his throat. ‘You said we.’

  ‘My maid and footman and me.’

  She had a maid and a footman. A woman of some means, then. Of wealth? Were there more servants, perhaps? ‘A maid and footman. Who else is here?’

  ‘A housekeeper and her husband.’ She paused. ‘That is all.’

  Modest means, then, but she was holding back something, he would bet on it. ‘Where is Mr Asher?’

  ‘I am a widow.’ Her voice turned low, and that provoked a whole new set of emotions.

  He suddenly recalled that the woman he’d carried had weighed hardly more than a whisper. She’d curled trustingly against his chest, hiding her face from the fire.

  He cursed the bandages covering his eyes. He wanted to see her. Face her like a man.

  ‘My name is Westleigh.’ He extended his hand, which seemed to float in empty space.

  She grasped it.

  Her hand felt soft, like the hand of a gently bred woman.

  ‘I know who you are,’ she said, her voice turning tight again. ‘We learned at the inn that you are Mr Hugh Westleigh. We have your trunk. Like ours, it was with the carriages and spared from the fire.’

  Had she also learned he was the younger brother of the Earl of Westleigh? Was this a factor in bringing him here?

  If only he could look into her eyes—he could read her character.

  If only he could see.

  He pressed the bandages covering his eyes. The pain grew sharper.

  A soft, cool hand drew his fingers away as it had done before. ‘Please do not disturb your bandages. The surgeon said your eyes are to remain bandaged for two weeks. That is how long they will take to heal.’

  ‘Will they heal, then?’ he demanded. ‘Or am I to be blind?’

  She did not answer right away. ‘The surgeon said they must stay bandaged or they will not heal. That much is certain. He said they could heal, though.’

  Hugh laughed drily. �
�Could heal. That is not very reassuring.’

  Her voice turned low again. ‘I am only repeating what he told me.’

  He caught himself. She obviously had taken on the task of caring for him. He need not be churlish in return.

  He lifted his throbbing head again and turned in the direction of her voice. ‘Forgive me. I do not customarily succumb to self-pity.’

  ‘Of course you do not.’ Now she sounded like his old governess. ‘Are you thirsty?’

  Good of her to change the subject.

  He was thirsty, by God. Parched.

  He nodded.

  He heard a swirl of her skirts again and the sound of pouring liquid. She lifted his hand and placed a glass in it. He took a sip.

  It was water, flavoured with a touch of mint. Who took such trouble for a stranger?

  He gulped it down. ‘Is there more?’

  He held out the empty glass, again into nothingness. He waited for her to grasp it.

  She took it and poured more, then again put it in his hand.

  He drank and handed the glass back to her. ‘I detest feeling so helpless.’

  ‘Certainly you do,’ the governess responded. ‘But you must rest. You not only burned your eyes, you also suffered a blow to the head. The surgeon said you need rest to recover.’

  He lay back against some pillows. The mere exertion of waking in strange surroundings and drinking two glasses of water had fatigued him. How annoying. How weak. He hated weakness.

  ‘Shall I bring you breakfast?’ she asked. ‘Or would you like to sleep some more?’

  His stomach clenched at the mention of food.

  He forced his raspy voice to remain calm. ‘Breakfast, if you would be so good.’

  Again her skirts rustled. ‘I will be right back.’

  Without his eyes, he must depend on this woman for food, for everything. How much more helpless could he be?

  Her footsteps receded and a door opened. When he heard it close again, it was as if the room turned cold and menacing.

  He’d never been afraid of darkness as a child. He’d never been afraid of anything, but this was a living nightmare. Had he traded the fiery dragon of his dream for darkness?

  Blindness?

  Carefully he felt his bandages. They were thick over his eyes and wound firmly around his head. He tried to open his eyelids, but they hardly moved, the bandages were so snug. The effort shot daggers through his eyeballs and he dared not try again lest he injure them even more.