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  MESMERIZED

  “Kara. . . .”

  She leaned forward, waiting for his next words, hoping he would tell her that he had missed her, that he had spent his every waking moment thinking only of her.

  He was watching her closely, his gaze fixed on her face. She could feel the heat of it, the power of it. At that moment, she would have told him anything he wanted to hear, done anything he asked. Though they weren’t touching, it was almost as if he were stroking her hair, caressing her cheek.

  And then he took a step back, releasing her from his gaze.

  “Alexander.” Her voice was shaky, uncertain.

  “What do you want from me, Kara?”

  “Want?”

  “I’ve been much in your mind these past weeks.”

  Kara stared at him. How had he known that?

  “I hear your thoughts. I feel your loneliness, your restlessness.” He clenched his hands to keep from reaching for her. “What do you want of me?”

  Other books by Amanda Ashley:

  Sunlight, Moonlight

  Embrace the Night

  A Darker Dream

  Shades of Gray

  Midnight Embrace

  After Twilight (Anthology)

  The Captive

  AMANDA

  ASHLEY

  DEEPER THAN

  THE NIGHT

  DORCHESTER PUBLISHING

  Published by

  Dorchester Publishing Co., Inc.

  200 Madison Avenue

  New York, NY 10016

  Copyright © 1996 by Madeline Baker

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  Trade ISBN: 13: 978-1-4285-1661-8

  E-book ISBN: 978-1-4285-1657-1

  First Dorchester Publishing, Co., Inc. edition: August 1996

  The “DP” logo is the property of Dorchester Publishing Co., Inc.

  Printed in the United States of America.

  Visit us online at www.dorchesterpub.com.

  For TXVampire. SummerName. GayleWilly. and MiHauf.

  Better known as Linda, Karin. Gayle and Michele.

  Thanks for all the kind words and encouragement.

  Deep Persuasion

  From whence comes forth the melody

  Whispering love to piercing eyes

  Dreams sprinkled with stardust

  Are hidden in her sighs.

  He yearns to hear the winsome song

  Amidst the bittersweet refrain

  But furrowed scorn upon his brow

  Recalls ashes in the rain.

  Come closer, bids persuasion

  Turn not from tender woes

  These anguished depths of yearning

  Will move the tempered soul.

  Magnificent the union

  Of hearts in deep embrace

  The bonding of two souls

  Which time cannot ease.

  —Linda Ware

  DEEPER THAN

  THE NIGHT

  Contents

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-one

  Chapter Twenty-two

  Chapter Twenty-three

  Chapter Twenty-four

  Chapter Twenty-five

  Chapter Twenty-six

  Chapter Twenty-seven

  Chapter Twenty-eight

  Chapter Twenty-nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-one

  Chapter Thirty-two

  Epilogue

  Chapter One

  “I’m looking for the vampire.”

  Alexander Claybourne stared down at the young girl standing on his front porch. She was a cute little thing, maybe nine years old, with curly blonde hair, brown eyes, and a sprinkling of freckles across the bridge of her nose.

  “Excuse me,” he said, “but did I hear you right?”

  “I need to see the vampire,” the girl said impatiently. “The one who lives here.”

  Alexander fought the urge to laugh. “Who told you a vampire lives here?”

  The girl looked up at him as if he were slow-witted. “Everyone knows a vampire lives here.”

  “I see. And why do you want him?”

  “My sister, Kara, is in the hospital. She was in a car accident.” The girl sniffed noisily. “Nana says she’s going to die.”

  Alexander frowned as he tried to follow the child’s line of reasoning.

  The girl stamped her foot. “Vampires live forever,” she said, speaking each word slowly and distinctly, as if he were very young, or very stupid. “If the vampire would come to the hospital and bite my sister, she would live forever, too.”

  “Ah,” Alexander exclaimed, comprehending at last.

  “So, is he here?”

  “You’re quite a brave girl, to come here alone, in the dark of night. Aren’t you afraid?”

  “N . . . no.”

  “What’s your name, child?”

  “Gail Crawford.”

  “How old are you, Gail?”

  “Nine and a half.”

  “And does your Nana know where you are?”

  Gail shook her head. “No. She’s at the hospital. They won’t let me visit Kara, so Nana made me stay with Mrs. Zimmermann. I snuck out the back door when she wasn’t looking.”

  Gail stared up at the man. Was he the vampire? He was very tall, with long black hair. He stood in the deep shadows of the house so that she couldn’t see his face clearly, but she thought he had dark eyes. He didn’t look like any of the vampires she had seen in the movies. They always wore black suits and frilly white shirts and long capes; this man wore a black sweater and a pair of faded Levi’s. Still, everyone in Moulton Bay knew that a vampire lived in the old Kendall house. . . .

  Shivering, Gail wrapped her arms around her waist. She had come up here lots of times with her friends, trying to peek in the windows to catch sight of the vampire’s coffin. She’d never really been scared in the daylight; after all, everyone knew vampires were harmless during the day. But now it was night.

  Leaning to the side a little, she slid a glance past the man. The interior of the house looked dark and gloomy, just the kind of place where a vampire would live.

  Feeling suddenly very much alone and more than a little afraid, she took a step backward. The porch creaked under her weight. It was a creepy sound.

  Gail summoned her rapidly waning courage. “Will you come and save my sister?”

  “I’m sorry, Gail,” Alexander said with genuine regret, “but I’m afraid I ca
n’t help you.”

  The girl lifted her shoulders and let them fall in an exaggerated gesture of disappointment.

  “I didn’t really think you were a vampire,” she confessed, “but it was worth a try.”

  Alexander watched the girl as she ran down the stairs, headed for the narrow dirt path that meandered through the woods. The path was a shortcut that led to the main road.

  Courageous little thing, he mused, to come out here all alone.

  Looking for a vampire.

  He watched her until she was out of sight, until even his keen hearing could no longer discern the sound of her flight, and then he closed the door and leaned back against it.

  So, everyone knew a vampire lived here.

  Perhaps it was time to move on. And yet . . . Pushing away from the door, he walked through the dark house. It was a big place, old and creaky, with vaulted ceilings and wooden floors and leaded windowpanes. The house sat alone on a small rise surrounded by trees and brambles. His nearest neighbor was almost a mile away. It was, he thought, exactly the sort of place a vampire might choose to live. It was exactly the reason he had chosen it. He had been comfortable here, content here, for the past five years.

  But perhaps it was time to move on. One thing he didn’t want to do was draw attention to himself. Until now, he’d had no idea people speculated on who, or what, lived in this house.

  Going into the parlor, he rested one hand on the high mantel and gazed into the hearth. There was something primal about standing in front of a roaring fire. It answered an elemental need deep inside him, though he wasn’t sure why. Perhaps it had something to do with the smoky scent of the wood and the hiss of the flames, or maybe it was the surging power held at bay by nothing more than a few bricks.

  He stared into the hearth, mesmerized, as always, by the life that pulsed within the flames. All the colors of the rainbow danced within the flickering tongues of fire: red and yellow, blue and green and violet, a deep pure white.

  Moving away from the fireplace, he wandered through the house, listening to the rising wind as it howled beneath the eaves. The branches of an old oak tree tapped against one of the upstairs windows, sounding for all the world like skeletal fingers scratching at the glass, as if some long-banished spirit were seeking entrance to the house.

  He grinned, surprised by his fanciful thoughts, and by the recurring urge to go to the hospital and have a look at Gail Crawford’s older sister.

  Hospitals. He had never been inside one. In all the years of his existence, he had never been sick.

  Forcing all thoughts of Gail and her sister from his mind, he went into the library, determined to finish the research needed for his latest novel before the night was through.

  It was after four when he admitted he was fighting a losing battle. He couldn’t concentrate, couldn’t think of anything but the brave little girl who had come to him looking for a miracle.

  Scowling, he stalked out into the night, drawn by a force he could no longer resist, his footsteps carrying him swiftly down the narrow dirt path that cut through the woods to the thriving seaside town of Moulton Bay.

  The hospital was located on a side street near the far end of the town. It was a tall white building. He thought it looked more like an ancient mausoleum than a modern place of healing.

  A myriad of scents assaulted his keen sense of smell the moment he opened the front door: blood, death, urine, the cloying scent of flowers, starch and bleach, the pungent smell of antiseptics and drugs.

  At this time of the morning, the corridors were virtually deserted. He found the Intensive Care Unit at the end of a long hallway.

  A nurse sat at a large desk, thumbing through a stack of papers. Alex watched her for a moment; then, focusing his mind on one of the emergency buzzers located at the opposite end of the corridor, he willed it to ring.

  As soon as the nurse left the station, he walked past the desk and stepped into the Intensive Care Ward.

  There was only one patient: Kara Elizabeth Crawford, age twenty-two, blood type A negative. She was swathed in bandages, connected to numerous tubes and monitors.

  He quickly perused her chart. She had sustained no broken bones, though she had numerous cuts and contusions; a gash in her right leg had required stitching. She had three bruised ribs, a laceration in her scalp, internal bleeding. Amazingly, her face had escaped injury. She had fine, even features. A wealth of russet-colored hair emphasized her skin’s pallor. Indeed, her face was almost as white as the pillowcase beneath her head. She had been in a coma for the last four days. Her prognosis was grim.

  “Where are you, Kara Crawford?” he murmured. “Is your spirit still trapped within that feeble tabernacle of flesh, or has your soul found redemption in worlds beyond while you wait for your body to perish?”

  He stared at the blood dripping from a plastic bag down a tube and into her arm. The sharp metallic scent of it excited a hunger he had long ago suppressed. Blood. The elixir of life.

  He frowned as he glanced down at his arm, at the dark blue vein. He had survived for two hundred years because of the blood in his veins.

  “If I gave you my blood, would it bring you back from the edge of eternity,” he mused aloud, “or would it release you from your tenuous hold on life and send you to meet whatever waits on the other side?”

  He let the tip of one finger slide down the soft, smooth skin of her cheek and then, driven by an impulse he could neither understand nor deny, he picked up a syringe, removed the protective wrapping, and inserted the needle into the large vein of his left arm, watching with vague interest as the hollow tube filled with dark red blood.

  In two hundred years, he had gleaned a great deal of medical knowledge.

  Withdrawing the needle, he inserted it into the section of latex tubing that was used to add antibiotics and pushed the plunger, mixing his own blood with the liquid dripping into her vein. He repeated the procedure several times, and all the while he thought of the little girl with curly blond hair who had come to him looking for a miracle.

  Alexander smiled grimly as he left the girl’s room and headed for the emergency exit located at the end of the hall. He glanced down at his arm. A spot of dried blood marred his skin.

  Dark blood.

  Inhuman blood.

  Mingling with the girl’s.

  He wondered what madness had possessed him to mingle his blood with the girl’s. Would it kill or cure, he mused. Had he been savior or executioner? Unfortunately, or fortunately perhaps, he would never know.

  He did not linger over the other very likely consequences that would result from his rash action if she survived.

  It was near dawn when he stepped out of the hospital. Drawing in a lungful of cool air, he gazed up at the brightening sky for a long moment. He yearned to stay and watch the sun rise, to feel the blessed heat of a new day, to listen to the world around him come to life, but he dared not linger. He had given Kara Crawford almost a pint of his blood, and it had seriously weakened him. In his present condition, the sunlight could be fatal.

  With a strangled cry, he hurried toward home.

  Chapter Two

  Kara climbed up out of the darkness that engulfed her. Gradually, she became aware of voices: Nana’s voice lifted in urgent prayer; Gail’s voice, filled with heartache as she begged Kara to come back, please come back.

  A man’s voice, sounding startled as he exclaimed, “She’s coming around!”

  A woman’s voice, filled with disbelief. “It’s a miracle!”

  “Miss Crawford? Kara? Can you hear me?” This from the man as he bent over her.

  She tried to speak, but no words passed her lips. She tried to nod, but didn’t seem able to move. So she blinked up at the white-coated man bending over her.

  “Kara?” Gail slid under the doctor’s arm and grabbed her sister’s hand. “Kara, you’re awake!”

  “G . . . Gail?”

  Her sister nodded vigorously. “I knew you wouldn’t leave me.
I knew it!”

  “Stand aside, Gail,” the doctor said. Withdrawing a flashlight from his pocket, he checked Kara’s eyes, noting their response to the light. “Do you know your name?” he asked.

  “Kara Elizabeth Crawford.”

  “Do you know what year it is?”

  “Nineteen ninety-six.”

  “Do you know where you are?”

  “Hospital?”

  The doctor nodded. Lifting her right leg, he ran his thumb along the sole of her foot, grunting softly as he watched her toes curl.

  “We’ll have to do more tests, of course,” he said, replacing the covers over Kara’s leg, “but I believe she’s going to be all right.”

  “Thank God,” Nana murmured. “Thank God.”

  When Kara woke again, it was dark and she was alone. Four days, Nana had said. She had been in a coma for four days. Where had she been during that time? She had often wondered where a person’s spirit went when the body was in a coma. Did it just lie at rest inside the body? Did it roam over the earth like a lost soul? Try as she might, Kara could remember nothing at all, except . . .

  She turned toward the window and stared out into the darkness of the night. She seemed to remember a man, a tall, dark man who had seemed more shadow than substance as he hovered near her bedside. But surely he had been just a fever dream, a figment of her imagination. No flesh-and-blood man could possibly have eyes so dark, so ageless. So haunted. No earthly man could move with such soundless grace.

  And his voice, deep and resonant and filled with suffering. His voice, speaking her name, communicating with her soul.

  If he had been nothing but a dream, it was a dream she would welcome each night of her life.

  “Come back to me,” she whispered. “Come back to me, my angel of darkness.”

  Alexander’s head snapped up as a faint voice whispered inside his mind. Her voice. He knew it was hers though he had never heard it.

  “Kara.” Her name slid past his lips, unbidden. “What have I done?”

  As though he had no will of his own, he found himself rising from his chair, walking out into the night, following the narrow, twisting path that led to town.