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  Her hands went to unbuckle my belt, but I stopped her and shook my head. “Please.”

  She, knew what that fucking did to my dick and here she goes saying the one thing that makes me rock hard. A knock at the door makes her freeze up. “Hey man, he’s ready.”

  “We will talk about this when I get done with business. I promise if you tell me I'm hurting you, I’ll fuck you later. Deal?”

  “Ok. It’s a deal.” Luka, you just saved my ass.

  I stood in the basement with my blood boiling as he struggled against the rope. No matter how hard he tried, he would never be able to break free. His arms were bound to the armrest and his ankles strapped to the bottom of the chair. “James,” I spat and narrowed my eyes. “I’ve dying to have a little chat with you.”

  “Fuck you!” He glared up at me, but when he saw what I had just picked up he fought against the restraints.

  “You hurt Lydia and now you need to pay for it. I’m not going to kill you right away. I want to watch you suffer the same way you did to her.” I laughed harshly and picked up the bolt cutters.

  He squirmed when Luka stuffed a dirty rag in his mouth and duct taped his mouth shut. All he could get out was muffled profanities and failed screams. I angled the cutters over his pinkie and snipped it right off. Blood poured out, but that didn’t stop me. I kept on going until all his digits had been cut off. It still didn’t take back the fact he harmed my woman, but it did satisfy me knowing he was in pain. Tears ran down his face and sweat dripped from his forehead as he tried to speak. “What was that, I can’t understand a thing your pathetic ass is saying. Luka, take the rag out and let’s see what he is rambling about.”

  Luka ripped the tape off and James spit the rag out. He growled out in anger. “My father is going to fucking kill you for this! And for what, all over some fucking whore that can’t keep her legs…”

  He didn’t get anything else out because I aimed the gun on the table next to me and shot him in the head without hesitation. His head fell back, and he stopped struggling. I hadn’t intended for his death to come so quick, but he gave me no choice. He insulted my Lydia and for that he had to suffer the consequences. “Box up the fingers and send it to my father. Make sure to put a note that says hello to dear old father. Feed his body to the shark.”

  Luka winced when I mentioned the shark I’d acquired a few months back. At first, I was hesitant to get it, but I thought it would come in handy. I was right. It was easier getting rid of the body. One down, just two more to go. Mikhail and Connor, you’re next. I’m coming for you both. I removed my gloves and threw them in the trash. Luckily, I hadn’t gotten a drop of blood on my suit. I didn’t want Lydia or my sister asking questions to why I was bloody. They both knew I was mafia boss, so I don’t know why they have to question me. They already knew the answer to that.

  I walked in my room and sighed when I see Lydia had fallen asleep on my bed. Slipping off my jacket, I loosened my tie and slid it over my head. I let it fall to the floor and unbuttoned my shirt leaving me in just my slacks. I kicked my shoes off and laid down next to her bringing her close to my chest. This fucking woman made me do things I never thought I would ever do. Made my heart feel things I thought was only a fantasy. Something you only read in books.

  Lydia was mine.

  Mine to protect.

  Mine to fuck.

  She was my queen and I was her king.

  If only I could get to get over the fact that I was her best friend’s brother, then maybe I could make her mine for good.

  “Nikolai?” Her velvety voice whispered.

  “Go back to sleep, I’ll be here when you wake up.” Kissing her neck, I muttered to her.

  “Mmm, that feels so good. Don’t stop.” She moaned making that twitch come back to me. Grinding her hips against my cock, I groaned at how she could make me harder than hell in less than five seconds.

  “Lydia, if you don’t stop I might explode before I even get started.” I held her tighter trying to get her to stop, but it wasn’t any use. She was much like me, when I know I want I know what I want.

  She twisted around with our faces just inches apart and brushed her lips against mine. “Please, make me forget.”

  I closed the space and kissed her and claiming her once again. All the blood had rushed down to my cock by the time she straddled me. We were both out of breath when we pulled apart. “Let me know if I’m hurting you, okay?”

  She kissed my lips once and nodded. “I promise, now make me forget about all the horrible things.”

  Chapter 6

  Lydia

  I needed to forget all the bad shit in my life, and Nikolai was just the man to help me do it. The kiss was rough and intoxicating. Our emotions had been bottled up for far too long. A mixture of pain and anger, with just enough lust to satisfy our hunger for each other. Right now, it didn’t matter that I was going behind Anna’s back. I needed him.

  “Fuck, Lydia!” He sucked in a breath as I rubbed the tip with my thumb. His hips jerked forward involuntarily when I sunk down on his shaft. A shock of pleasure made me shiver and close my eyes. Each thrust was like a knife being pierced in my chest. I tried to open my eyes but couldn’t bring myself to do it. With every thrust, another memory of my past flashed in my head.

  The beatings before my mother died.

  Her death.

  My step-father and James stumbling in my room drunk.

  Being tied down and ripped in half by them.

  Nikolai’s father leaning down and whispering. “I’m going to fuck you the way Nikolai just fucked me.”

  “Lydia!” He froze up and I could feel him cup my face. “Look at me.”

  I was completely numb to his touch, the only thing I wanted him to do was fuck my pain away. He had stopped thrusting, for some odd reason I became angry. My fists pounded his chest and tears poured out of my eyes. “Fuck me! Damn you, fuck me you fucking jerk!”

  “You want me to take you?” A fire burned in him as he stood up still inside me and flipped me on my back. He pushed my legs behind my head and my ankles on his shoulders. “Fine, I’ll give you what you want.”

  “Yes, it’s what I need.” I hissed as he hovered over me and slammed into me.

  Wrapping his fingers around my throat, he pulled out and slammed in this time with more force. I whimpered when he removed his hand and bit down on my neck. “Yes, just like that.”

  Panting under him weakly, he growled out harshly as he came. “Come for me, Lydia.”

  On his command, I crumbled to pieces coming apart. “Yes, more! Make me forget.”

  Tears ran down my cheeks when another orgasm hit me making me feel like I was being electrocuted. He inched closer to my lips and claimed my mouth once again before cradling me in his embrace.

  My eyes slowly closed and for the first time since my mother’s death, I didn’t have to be scared to close my eyes. I felt safe in the arms of a dangerous man, but this time I wasn’t afraid. When I opened my eyes, I smiled when I felt him wrapped around my waist. I loved the way he felt on my body, how he made my insides tingle. I knew it wouldn’t last though. Something was bound to get in the way of my happiness. That something being my step-father and James.

  I was able to slip through his arms and sneak out of his room without being noticed. Just as I stepped in the hallway, a large hand latched on my wrist. An older man with dark, slicked back hair and a greying beard looked down to me blankly. “Boss said to escort you to a room, so you can get cleaned up.”

  Bastard!

  He was awake and let me think I had one over him.

  He led me to an empty room and handed me a plastic bag. “There are towels in the bathroom and a change of clothes in this bag. I’ll fetch you in thirty minutes to take you to him.”

  Stepping out of the bathroom after my shower, I looked in the bag to find a pair of white heels and a silky blue dress along with undergarments. It was clear that Anna picked out the clothes and not her brother. He woul
dn’t have included the bra and panties. I slipped on the dress and to my surprise it fit perfectly. It was a simple knee-length dress, not at all revealing. Just as I put the shoes on, I heard a knock on the door. I took a deep breath and opened the door. “Good, you’re ready.”

  On the way to meet Nikolai, I stopped at the door making him raise an eyebrow. “Something wrong?”

  “What do I call you, I mean your name?” I had no idea what to call him.

  “Vladimir. Now, let’s not keep the boss waiting.” I snorted to stifle a laugh when he said boss. It was hilarious that everyone bowed and cowered in fear, not me though. I would never bow to him. We stepped in the dining room and that’s when time stopped. There he was.

  I locked eyes with the older man with blue orbs and sandy blonde hair. He was wearing a suit like Nikolai was wearing. It was like seeing a fucking ghost in front of me. I remember seeing him with my mother before she got tangled up with Connor and all his bullshit. “You.”

  “Me.” He licked his lips and stood up from his chair.

  We stood a few inches apart frozen and just stared at each other. I narrowed my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest. “You.”

  He cocked his head to the side and repeated what he already said. “Me.”

  Did he know who I was or remember me? “You, I know you. I remember you, my mother and you were together once.”

  His cold stare softened and looked like he was miles away. He reached out for my hand and whispered. “Lydia, you look just like her. So beautiful, just like her.”

  I didn’t expect him to remember me or even my name at that. It had been years since I’d seen Luca Genovese. The last time I’d seen him, I was looking through the back-window waving at him while my mother drove away in her car. They had been fighting about where she was working. Luca wanted her to quit her job, so he could take care of her, but she refused to listen to him. That was also the night of my mother’s accident or, so I thought. I later learned that she was with not only Luca but Connor too. It was also when my hell began when the sick bastard forced me to come live with him and James.

  “Y-you could’ve stopped her from leaving. Why didn’t you?” I had so many things I wanted to ask her, but there was only one on my mind right now.

  “I know and for that I’m terribly sorry. If I had known she was married to Connor, I would have done everything in my power to keep you and her safe.” He hugged me and that’s when my tears decided to betray me.

  I pulled away and wiped my tears whispering to the man I used to look to as a father. “You don’t know what they did to me the night I turned fifteen. What they took from me.”

  Nikolai cleared his throat trying to cut the tension. “Come. Let’s all have a seat.”

  Taking a seat next to Nikolai, he leaned down and whispered in my ear. “We’re talking about this later.”

  I gulped knowing he had heard what I had just revealed. A piece of my past I never wanted to talk about again. I just wanted to forget it ever happened, and now I was going to have to relive it. I took a sip of the juice and coughed, it had been mixed with Vodka. For what just happened moments ago, I’d need it.

  All eyes were on me and it was making me feel so uncomfortable, so I glared at Nikolai. He picked up what I was angry about, so he spoke up. “Luca, how is it coming with tracking Connor on Giovanni’s end?”

  Luca glanced at him, then turned his attention back to me. “He’s got his best man on it, but so far there’s nothing.”

  “Excuse me, I’m sorry but I can’t be here right now.” I stood up and ran out as fast as I could before my tears began to fall. I ran down the hall and turned the corner slamming into a hard chest.

  Vladimir steadied me to keep me from falling. “Easy there, what’s wrong?”

  I shook my head and asked. “Bathroom?”

  He nodded and went down a few doors and opened the door. “Please, don’t hurt yourself. Nikolai would kill me if I let something happen to you.”

  Nodding in agreement, I turned on the light and locked the door. I looked in the mirror as I turned on the water and splashed it on my face. I never thought I’d see Luca again, and now he’s here under Nikolai’s roof. He had so many chances to find me to save me from Connor and James but decides now to make an appearance.

  My mother never went into details to who my father was, and I didn’t push her to. I remember asking her numerous times who he was, but I always got the same answer. “He was a good man, but we were never meant to be.” She would tell me every time I asked.

  Was that man in there my father?

  Is that why he seemed so shocked to come face to face with me?

  I turned the water off and dried my face with a towel hanging up on a rack. A pounding at the door made me scream.

  “Hey, you okay in there?” Vladimir speaks from the other side.

  “Y-yeah. Be right out.” I wiped my tears and smoothed out my dress. As I opened the door, I was shoved making me step back. My back hit the wall as Nikolai caged me in. “W-what are you doing?”

  “I heard screaming. Are you hurt?” His breath fanned my neck.

  “No, I’m fine. Just needed some…” With his body pressed against me, I felt his lips press against my neck. I couldn’t form any words when he did these things to me. He just had that effect on my when he touched me. I knew I shouldn’t be enjoying my best friend’s brother kissing me in all the places that brought me pleasure. It was wrong in so many ways, but I couldn’t fight the temptation. It was too fucking much to fight him, with all the emotions I was feeling.

  “God, I can’t get enough of you.” His hands trailed down my sides and gripped my hips.

  “This is wrong.” He kissed the corner of my mouth and went back to my neck running his tongue down my neck teasingly.

  “But it feels too fucking good to stop.” He nipped on my skin sending tingles throughout my body. He grinded his hips into me and fuck it made me so wet. Just this one time, I’ll let my desires take over and give in.

  “Oh,” He reached under my dress and yanked them down to my ankles and I stepped out of them. Reaching around the back of my thighs, he wrapped my legs around his waist. “I want you Nik.”

  I reached down and worked the button of his slacks as he popped the button and unzipped them. “I just can’t get enough of you, you’re my drug.”

  I was aching for him just as much as he was for me. Rubbing the tip down my slit, he brushed my clit and entered me. “Yes!” I hissed as he fucked me against the bathroom wall. One of my hands reached down and rubbed circles on my clit as he continued to thrust.

  Fucking him behind locked doors was one thing but knowing that someone could come in any minute was euphoric. It excited me that one of his men could walk in and catch us. I knew it shouldn’t, but it did so very much. My eyes rolled to the back of my head and I became dizzy from the pleasure he was giving me. As I came all over his cock, he shot his cum into me at the same time.

  We were so into a drunken haze from our orgasms, we didn’t register that someone had walked in and screamed. “God damn, Nikolai, lock the damn door next time.".

  Chapter 7

  Nikolai

  I could hear Vladimir’s blurred complaining to me, but I didn’t give a shit. I was lost deep in Lydia’s pussy, and had one thing on my mind. Pumping her full of my cum. My hips jerked forward, and I began to twitch inside her. With her legs still wrapped around me, I kissed her and savored her taste. “I’ll never get enough of you.”

  She unwrapped her legs and I pulled out of her and smirked to myself at the sight before me. Lydia was all mine, just didn’t realize it yet. Nobody would get in the way, I’d already taken care of James. Now all I have to do is get rid of Connor and my father. I tucked myself back in my pants and zipped them up. I loomed over her and cupped her cheek. “Go up to my room and get cleaned up. I’ll have someone bring you something to eat, you must be famished.”

  I walked out leaving her to freshen up and I wo
ndered if she regretted what we just did. I know I sure as hell didn’t, but did she? “Boss, should I escort Mr. Genovese out?”

  “No, I still have business with him to discuss.” I needed to get a blood sample from him to get a test done on him and Lydia. I’d already gotten hers the night she passed out after I found her at the club. Of course, she had no idea I’d done that. If she did, she would’ve already punched me in the face.

  Luca rolled the sleeve of his shirt up exposing his bicep. I wiped his arm with an alcohol wipe and injected the needle. I drew the necessary blood and stored it in a vile. “I’ll should have the results in a few days.”