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  I ducked under his arm and ran inside. I had no idea where I could go to hide from him. This was his home and knew every possible hiding spot. I ran up the stairs and down the hall.

  Turning the knob, I ran in and locked the door. A deep unfamiliar voice made me freeze in my spot. “What are you doing in my fucking room?”

  There was a guy I’d never seen before with messy hair wearing a suit like similar to what Nikolai had on. “I said what the hell are you doing in here!?”

  My breath began to quicken making it hard for me to breathe. I sunk down to my knees holding my chest in pain. My head started to spin, and I gasped for air. I was having another panic attack. I closed my eyes when I felt a pair of hands cup my cheeks gently. “Breathe Lydia. Slow breaths. In. Out. Now again. Listen to my voice, kotenok.”

  Nikolai’s voice somehow calmed me and when I opened my eyes he was inches from my face. We were so close that if we moved we’d be touching. He caressed my cheek with his left hand. “Lydia,” Brushing his lips against mine, he kissed me. “Why did you run from me? You could’ve been seriously hurt or worse, shot.”

  Pulling him closer, I whispered. “How did you know how to do that?”

  “Anna used to get them. Let’s go find her, yes?” He said in his thick Russian accent making me grow weak in the knees. He guided me upstairs by my wrist and knocked on the door. I could hear her shuffling around the room. When she opened the door, she looked like she had been exercising or something. I would have to ask her about that later after Nikolai left us alone.

  He was the most confusing man I’d ever known. One minute he was moody and controlling, then went to being he’s concerned about my well-being. He placed a hand on the small of my back and pushed me inside. “I’ll talk to you later Lydia. Stay with Anna while I conduct some business.”

  Anna rolled her eyes and slammed the door in his face. “What did he do this time?”

  “Nothing, I just had a panic attack.” I lied. I couldn’t tell her I was beginning to feel something towards her brother.

  I shouldn’t want him, but I did.

  “What took you so long to answer the door?” I wanted to know why it took her so long.

  “Nothing to worry about.” She waved her hands dismissing me.

  “Fine, I’ll let it go for now. Soon I’ll find out what you’re hiding.”

  I laid down on her bed and stared up at the ceiling. I felt my body relaxing as I let sleep take over. My attacks always drained me making me feel so tired.

  “Running away was a very naughty thing to do. Maybe I wasn’t clear to you when I said this body was mine. Do I need to teach you a lesson?” I already knew Nikolai was the intruder before he spoke.

  He dug his fingers in my hip making me whimper against his hand. I shook my head viciously when I felt his erection poking in my ass. I tried to fight against him, but he began grinding between my cheeks as he kissed down my neck. My whimpers transformed to moans of pleasure as he reached in my shorts. My insides turned when he found my clit.

  Oh. My. God.

  His fingers felt amazing.

  He worked his fingers in a circular motion and released my mouth. Biting down on my neck, he slipped a finger inside. “Blyad, you’re so wet for me. See, you do belong to me.”

  I hated that my body chose this moment to betray me. I whimpered when he withdrew his finger from my core and spread my juices all over my clit. I panted arching my back. “You need to stop. Anna is…”

  “Downstairs with Luca.”

  Taking me between his thumb and forefinger, he pinched my clit with his rough domination as I screamed out trying not to give in and let go what I’ve been holding in. “Yes! Oh god, I can’t hold it anymore!!”

  Nikolai hovered his lips over my ear with his breath hot on my neck and whispered. “Come for me, let go, Lydia.”

  I shot up in the bed and held my chest. Even in my dreams, he was there. Nikolai wasn’t only taking over my thoughts, but also taking over my dreams. Getting up, I stepped out of the room and walked downstairs to get a drink. I suddenly remembered I had no idea how to get there. I stepped off the last step and walked down the hall to a door. I opened it up to get my body pressed to the wall face first and cold metal to the back of my head.

  “We’ve got to stop meeting like this, kotenok.” Nikolai purred removing the gun and placed it on the table. There I was letting my traitorous body take over once again. I always do this every time I was around him. He twisted my hair in his hand pulling my head back and nuzzled his face in my neck.

  “S-stop, we can’t.” I whimpered as he assaulted my neck with kisses. He stopped for a moment and turned me around to face him. He gripped me by my thighs and wrapped them around his waist. I found myself inches closer to his lips and this time it was me that started kissing him. I could taste the liquor as I inserted my tongue swirling it around his. I vibrated in his mouth as he carried me to another room. I had no idea what was happening to me. It was like I couldn’t fight him off.

  He kicked the door open and walked over to a desk knocking everything off with one hand. Placing me on his desk, he pulled my shorts down throwing them to the floor. I fumbled with his belt as he ripped my shirt open revealing my bare breasts to him. “I’ve been dying to see those tits. They’re so fucking beautiful.”

  He pushed my breasts together clamping around one sucking on my nipple. I fumbled with his belt and popped the button pulling down the zipper. Reaching in his slacks, I wrapped my fingers around his length and pumped him. “Blyad. Lydia, I need to feel you around me.”

  I spread my legs and guided his member inside my wet pussy. With one swift movement, he jerked his hips forward pushing himself all the way in. “Nik, oh god!”

  “You feel so good wrapped around me.” I wrapped my arms around his neck and let him take control over my body. With each thrust, he added more power to it. My legs quivered as he fucked me over his desk. Each time he jerked his hips pushed me over the edge more and more.

  “Take it like a good little shlyukha.” I had no idea what he was saying in Russian, but it was hot as hell. His accent made me want him even more. I clamped down and my body tensed coming all over him just as he shot his seed deep inside me. He grunted and at the same time I was screaming out in pleasure letting our orgasm take over.

  I could hear one of his men from the other side of the door calling to him. “Is everything okay in there? Do I need to come in?”

  “No! Everything is fine.” He growled as he pulled out of me.

  Chapter Three

  Nikolai

  Lydia's eyes widened in shock as I pulled out of her and shook her head. I grinned when she stood up gathering her shorts. She stepped in them and pulled them up. Zipping my pants, I pulled her body to mine and kissed her. “You’re mine. I don’t want to catch you talking to another man ever again.”

  She tried to slap me, but I caught her wrist before she could. She glared and tried to do it again with her other hand. I grinned and gripped her wrists. I held her wrists with one hand and spun her around. Shoving her to the wall, I held her in place with her arms behind her back. “Nikolai, get the hell off me!”

  I loved that she was so full of fire and wasn’t afraid to fight me. It turned me on when she turned into a little devil. “So feisty, I love it. It’s turning me on, baby.”

  “You’re crazy!” She turned her head and narrowed her eyes challenging me for dominance. She made me want to bend her over and give that ass a good spanking.

  “Crazy about your pussy and how I want to punish you right now,” I smirked with our noses just barely touching. “Remember what I said, not talking to my men. Do you understand?”

  Releasing her, she widened her eyes in fear and scurried out as fast as she could. I groaned when I felt my throbbing cock twitch against my pants. The more she challenged me, the more I wanted to chase after her and fuck her again. I would never get tired of doing that.

  “Nikolai, your father is here. Sh
ould I send him in?” Luka poked his head in the door.

  No.

  I didn’t want to see the man I’d loathed for years. I was this monster because of him and that’s why I hated him so much. He made me the way I am today, a fucking breathes Fuck, what does he want?”

  Luka shook his head and shrugged his shoulders. “Just said it was business.”

  “Send him in but tell Vladimir to be ready to haul his ass off this property.” I poured me a shot and downed the Vodka. I was going to need some alcohol in my system if I was going to have to face him.

  My father walked in with a smug look and whistled as he sat down. “That was a fine piece of ass I saw coming out of here.”

  Not liking where this conversation was going, I narrowed my eyes at him and clenched my jaw. “Why have you come?”

  “I want a meeting with Giovanni. I have a deal to propose.” Not a fucking chance.

  “No! Absolutely not.” I wouldn’t let him screw everything back up for me. I’d just managed to get all his messes cleaned up. It took me over six months, but I finally did it.

  Giovanni Lucchese, the Italian boss found me in an alley about to be attacked by a group of Italians that had defied him. Giovanni killed them all not knowing that I was the Russian boss at the time. From that day on, I owed him.

  I pressed the intercom and looked my father in the eyes daring him to try something. “Vladimir, escort this piece of shit out of my office.”

  When Vladimir opened the door, he pulled my father by the arm. He hissed as he was pulled out of the room. “Don’t forget who made you what you are today. You’re going to regret this, boy!”

  “Get him the fuck out of my sight. If you see him on the property feel free to shoot him.” I picked up my phone and sent a quick text to Giovanni taking him up on his offer for dinner. I wanted to inform him what just was between me and my father. I needed to let him know I was on his side in this.

  I stepped out and sighed when my mind wandered back to Lydia. The way my cock filled up her pussy so good. How would her pouty lips feel wrapped around me as I fucked her mouth? I tried to clear my mind of the dirty things I was thinking. I groaned when I felt the twitch again. It only happened to her.

  I walked down the hall and paused at my sister’s bedroom door. I pressed my ear to the door and could hear music blaring. Their laughter filled the room as I continued to listen. A whisper in my ear made me jump back. “What are you doing here? Stalking your sister’s best friend?”

  I glared at Luka and chuckled darkly. “It’s my house, I can stalk who I want. The real question is, why are you walking past my sister’s room?”

  Luka’s face paled, but he quickly recovered. “I was just making sure the princess didn’t try to sneak out again.” I knew he was lying, but that’s okay. He wouldn’t be stupid enough to disobey my orders, would he?

  The next morning, I woke up to a knock at the door. Lydia stood there nervously so I pulled her in and locked the door. “Something wrong?”

  I caged her in against the door and she sighed. “What we did was a mistake. Your sister’s friendship means more to me. So, I can’t keep doing this.”

  Tracing her jaw, I licked my lips and took in her beauty. “I always get what I want and what I want is you. I told you before and I’ll tell you again you’re mine. This pussy belongs to me.”

  I cupped her face and forcefully kissed her pressing against her. I could go on doing this forever. “It wasn’t a mistake and you fucking know it. You loved it when you came all over my cock, and you’ll love it next time too.”

  She scoffed and shoved me away making me stumble back. “Unbelievable! Just leave me alone so I don’t have to kick your ass.”

  I watched her ass sway as she walked out of my room and slam the door. She was just making it worse for her by pushing me away. I would make sure I punish that little ass for it. I grinned to myself just thinking of all the things I would do to that sexy body of hers. I would love it if she tried to kick my ass if it meant she had her hands all over me.

  I walked into my office and locked the door. Sitting down in my chair, I pushed the button and watched the video feed. Lydia was just coming out of the bathroom in nothing but a towel making my cock spring to life again. She always made it hard no matter what she had on. She could have everything covered up and would still get an erection. Sweat ran down my forehead as she dropped the towel giving me a perfect view of her body. I moaned when she bent down slowly and grabbed the bottle of lotion. She walked up to where I put the camera and smiled. “Enjoying the show, Nikolai.”

  I slammed the laptop down and calmed my breathing as I remembered how she looked in the lens and smirked. She was playing a dangerous game and I was about to show her what happened to little girls who teased a horny man. She about to have my cock shoved down her throat and a nice little spanking from me.

  Barging in the door, she gasped trying to grab the towel to cover herself. “What are you doing in here?”

  I locked the door and shoved her face in the sheets. “You think you’re so fucking cute, don’t you? Teasing my cock and taunting me.”

  I wrapped my fingers around her throat and squeezed just enough. Not too tight to where she couldn’t breathe, just enough to let her know who was in charge. I brought my hand down on her cheek hard and hummed. “Not so brave anymore, are we?”

  I pulled my tie off and wrapped it around her wrists behind her back. I yanked her up by her waist and pushed her to the floor on her knees and popped the button of my pants. Dragging the zipper down, I reached inside and pulled out my member smirking. “Suck.”

  She shook her head violently and shut her eyes. “Please.”

  I pinched her nipples and rolled them in between my thumb and finger. When she moaned, I took the chance to ease my cock in her mouth. God, she feels better than I thought she would with her lips wrapped around me. She was at my mercy and she knew it. “Fuck, Lydia!”

  Her head began to bob faster taking every inch of me. I grabbed her head and fucked her relentlessly. She moaned as she sucked harder and faster. “Take it like a good girl and I might just reward you.”

  I gritted my teeth and felt my balls tighten up as I hit the back of her throat. I jerked my hips and fucked her harder. “I’m coming, kotenok!”

  I pulled out and helped her to her feet pushing her on the bed. Spreading her legs, I kneeled and kissed her inner thigh. “Since you were a good girl, I’m going to give you a reward.”

  I spread her folds and licked from her entrance to her clit with my tongue flat. “Nik, oh god!”

  Inserting a finger, I sucked on her clit biting down. Her hips gyrated as I sucked harder and thrusting my finger faster. She was close to coming, I could feel it. She tasted so fucking good on my tongue and I know that one taste of her just won’t do. She clamped down on my finger and pulsated coming all over my fingers and my face. “Fuck. Oh, Nik, I’m coming.”

  I retracted my finger and slithered up her body and sucked my finger. “You taste so good. So. Fucking. Good.”

  It’s been two days since the day I tasted her and all I can think about is her pussy on my tongue. I can’t get her out of my head no matter how hard I try. “Boss, we’re here.”

  Vladimir walked around the car and opened my door. The club was packed more than it usually was. Something must be going on tonight and I was going to find out what it was. When I walked through the door, I saw that familiar strawberry-blonde hair on the dance floor. I clenched my fists and my blood boiled at the sight of her dancing with the fucking pussy.

  She was wearing a skintight blue dress that pushed her tits up and barely covered her ass. She was mine, nobody else’s. storming across the room, I yanked the guy whom she was dancing with and ordered Vladimir. “Take him to the back and tie him up. I’ll deal with him when I’m done with Lydia.”

  I pulled her closer to me by the straps of her dress. “What do you think you’re doing?”

  She rolled her eyes and
narrowed her eyes slurring. “I was having fun, but you ruined it.”

  I mirrored her face and mused. “You’re drunk. Come on, I’ll take you home.”

  Tears welled up and she began to cry. “I-I can’t go back home. He’ll find me.”

  “What are you talking about? Who?”

  I sighed not really knowing how I was supposed to handle the situation. I looked down at her arm and yanked her arm up inspecting the bruise. I was beyond pissed off that someone had put their hands on her. “Who the hell did this to you?”

  Cowering down, she shook in my arms and whispered. “Please, let me go.”

  I cupped her cheeks and asked once again. “I can’t help you if you don’t tell me.”

  Silence is all I got from her. Sighing, I picked her up bridal style and carried her to the office in the back. I sat down on the couch and groaned when I realized she had passed out in my arms. Vladimir walked in and looked at me quizzically. “You didn’t knock her out, did you?”