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  BARBARA

  TAYLOR

  BRADFORD

  A Secret Affair

  As always, for Bob, with all my love

  Contents

  Chapter One

  He was closing the small padlock on his duffle bag…

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  Chapter Two

  The light in the piazza was silvery, the sky leaden…

  21

  Chapter Three

  They met in the bar of the legendary Gritti Palace…

  35

  Chapter Four

  Do you think she’s stood us up?” Frank said the…

  55

  Chapter Five

  What Francis Peterson had predicted finally came to be.

  71

  Chapter Six

  That was all too quick,” Bill said, encircling her with…

  87

  Chapter Seven

  It was an extraordinary day, clear, light-filled. A shimmering day.

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  Chapter Eight

  Vanessa Stewart had always prided herself on her honesty. It…

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  Chapter Nine

  Vanessa surveyed the living room of the cottage through newly…

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  Chapter Ten

  Bill had asked Vanessa to meet him at Tavern On…

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  Chapter Eleven

  It had been raining all afternoon, hard, driving rain that…

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  Chapter Twelve

  Are you sure there are no messages for me?”

  Vanessa…

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  Chapter Thirteen

  Over the years, I’ve discovered that the more you love…

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  Chapter Fourteen

  You were there, Joe! What really happened?”

  Frank Peterson exclaimed…

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  Chapter Fifteen

  Vanessa sat up with a jerk, feeling disoriented, blinking as…

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  Chapter Sixteen

  I’m glad Alice listened to you, Dru, and took her…

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  Chapter Seventeen

  On Friday morning Drucilla Fitzgerald was released from Southampton Hospital.

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  About the Author

  Praise

  Other Books by Barbara Taylor Bradford

  Cover

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  CHAPTER

  ONE

  Sarajevo, August 1995

  He was closing the small padlock on his duffle bag when a deafening explosion brought his head up swiftly. He listened acutely, with accustomed practice, fully expecting to hear another bomb exploding. But there was nothing. Only silence.

  Bill Fitzgerald, chief foreign correspondent for CNS, the American cable news network, put on his flak jacket and rushed out of the room.

  Tearing down the stairs and into the large atrium, he crossed it and left the Holiday Inn through a back door. The front entrance, which faced Sniper Alley, as it was called, had

  4 / Barbara Taylor Bradford not been used since the beginning of the war.

  It was too dangerous.

  Glancing up, Bill’s eyes scanned the sky. It was a soft, cerulean blue, filled with recumbent white clouds but otherwise empty. There were no warplanes in sight.

  An armored Land Rover came barreling down the street where he was standing and skidded to a stop next to him.

  The driver was a British journalist, Geoffrey Jackson, an old friend, who worked for the Daily Mail. “The explosion came from over there,” Geoffrey said. “That direction.” He gestured ahead, and asked, “Want a lift?”

  “Sure do, thanks, Geoff,” Bill replied and hopped into the Land Rover.

  As they raced along the street, Bill wondered what had caused the explosion, then said aloud to Geoffrey, “It was more than likely a bomb lobbed into Sarajevo by the Serbs in the hills, don’t you think?”

  “Absolutely,” Geoffrey agreed. “They’re well entrenched up there, and let’s face it, they never stop attacking the city. The way they are sniping at civilians is getting to me. I don’t want to die from a stray rifle shot covering this bloody war.”

  “Me neither.”

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  “Where’s your crew?” Geoffrey asked as he drove on, peering through the windscreen intently, looking for signs of trouble, praying to avoid it.

  “They went out earlier, to reconnoiter, while I was packing my bags. We’re supposed to leave Sarajevo today. For a week’s relaxation and rest in Italy.”

  “Lucky sods!” Geoffrey laughed. “Can I carry your bags?”

  Bill laughed with him. “Sure, come with us, why don’t you?”

  “If only, mate, if only.”

  A few minutes later Geoffrey was pulling up near an open marketplace. “This is where the damn thing fell,” the British journalist said, his jolly face suddenly turning grim. “Bleeding Serbs, won’t they ever stop killing Bosnian civilians? They’re fucking gangsters, that’s all they are.”

  “You know. I know. Every journalist in the Balkans knows. But does the Western alliance know?”

  “Bunch of idiots, if you ask me,” Geoffrey answered and parked the Land Rover. He and Bill jumped out.

  “Thanks for the ride,” Bill said. “See you later.

  I’ve got to find my crew.”

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  “Yeah. See you, Bill.” Geoffrey disappeared into the mêlée.

  Bill followed him.

  Chaos reigned.

  Women and children were running amok; fires burned everywhere. He was assaulted by a cacophony of sounds…loud rumblings as several buildings disintegrated into piles of rubble; the screams of terrified women and children; the moans of the wounded and the dying; the keening of mothers hunched over their children, who lay dead in the marketplace.

  Bill clambered over the half-demolished wall of a house and jumped down into another area of the marketplace. Glancing around, his heart tightened at the human carnage. It was horrific.

  He had covered the war in the Balkans for a long time, on and off for almost three years now; it was brutal, a savage war, and still he did not understand why America turned the other cheek, behaved as if it were not happening. That was something quite incomprehensible to him.

  A cold chill swept through him, and his step faltered for a moment as he walked past a young woman sobbing and cradling her lifeless

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  child in her arms, the child’s blood spilling onto the dark earth.

  He closed his eyes for a split second, steadied himself before walking on. He was a foreign correspondent and a war correspondent, and it was his job to bring the news to the people. He could not permit emotion to get in the way of his reporting or his judgment; he could never become involved with the events he was covering. He had to be impartial. But sometimes, goddamnit, he couldn’t help getting involved.

  It got to him occasionally…the pain, the human suffering. And it was always the innocent who were the most hurt.

  As he moved around the perimeter of the marketplace, his eyes took in everything…the burning buildings, the destruction, the weary, defeated people, the wounded. He shuddered, then coughed. The air was foul, filled with thick black smoke, the smell of burning rubber, the stench of death. He drew to a halt, and his eyes swept the area yet again, looking for his crew.

  He was certain they had heard the explosion and were now here. They had to be somewhere in the crowd.

  Finally, he spotted them.

  His cameraman, Mike Williams, and Joe Alonzo, his soundman, were right in the thick

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d of it, feverishly filming, along with other television crews and photographers who must have arrived on the scene immediately.

  Running over to join the CNS crew, Bill shouted above the din, “What the hell happened here? Another bomb?”

  “A mortar shell,” Joe answered, swinging his eyes to meet Bill’s. “There must be twenty or thirty dead.”

  “Probably more,” Mike added without turning, zooming his lens toward two dazed-looking young children covered in blood and clinging to each other in terror. “The marketplace was real busy…” Mike stopped the camera, grimaced as he looked over at Bill. “A lot of women and children were here. They got caught. This is a real pisser.”

  “Oh, Jesus,” Bill said.

  Joe said, “The mortar shell made one helluva crater.”

  Bill looked over at it, and said softly, in a hard voice, “The Serbs had to know the marketplace would be busy. This is an atrocity.”

  “Yes. Another one,” Mike remarked dryly.

  “But we’ve come to expect that, haven’t we?”

  Bill nodded, and he and Mike exchanged knowing looks.

  “Wholesale slaughter of civilians—” Bill

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  began and stopped abruptly, biting his lip. Mike and Joe had heard it all before, so why bother to repeat himself? Still, he knew he would do so later, when he did his telecast to the States.

  He wouldn’t be able to stop himself.

  There was a sudden flurry of additional activity at the far side of the marketplace. Ambulances were driving into the area, followed by armored personnel carriers manned by UN

  troops, and several official UN cars, all trying to find places to park.

  “Here they come, better late than never,” Joe muttered in an acerbic tone. “There’s not much they can do. Except cart off the wounded. Bury the dead.”

  Bill made no response. His brain was whirl-ing, words and phrases racing through his head as he prepared his story in his mind. He wanted his telecast to be graphic, moving, vivid, and hard-hitting.

  “I guess we’re not going to get our R & R

  after all,” Mike said, a brow lifting. “We won’t be leaving today, will we, Bill?”

  Bill roused himself from his concentration.

  “No, we can’t leave, Mike. We have to cover the aftermath of this, and there’s bound to be one…of some kind. If Clinton and the other

  10 / Barbara Taylor Bradford Western leaders don’t do something drastic, something especially meaningful, there’s bound to be a public outcry.”

  “So be it,” Mike said. “We stay.”

  “They’ll do nothing,” Joe grumbled. “They’ve all been derelict in their duty. They’ve let the Serbs get away with murder, and right from the beginning.”

  Bill nodded in agreement. Joe was only voicing what every journalist and television newsman in Bosnia knew only too well. Turning to Mike, he asked, “How much footage do we have so far?”

  “A lot. Joe and I were practically the first in the marketplace, seconds after the mortar shell went off. We were in the jeep, just around the corner when it happened. I started filming at once. It’s pretty bloody, gory stuff, Bill.”

  “Gruesome,” Joe added emphatically.

  Bill said, “It must be shown.” Then, looking at Mike, he went on quickly, “I’d like you to find a place where we can film my spot, if possible one that’s highly dramatic.”

  “You got it, Bill. When do you want to start rolling the tape?”

  “In about ten minutes. I’m going to go over there first, talk to some of those UN people

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  clustered near the ambulances, see what else I can find out.”

  “Okay, and I’ll do a rekky, look for a good spot,” Mike assured him.

  William Patrick Fitzgerald was a renowned newsman, the undoubted star at Cable News Systems, noted for his measured, accurate, but hard-hitting reports from the world’s battlefields and troublespots.

  His fair coloring and clean-cut, boyish good looks belied his thirty-three years, and his tough demeanor stood him in great stead in front of the television camera.

  He had earnest blue eyes and a warm smile that bespoke his sincerity, and integrity was implicit in his nature. These qualities under-scored his genuine believability, were part of his huge success on television. Because he had this enormous credibility, people trusted him, had confidence in him. They paid attention to his words, listened to everything he had to say, and took him very seriously.

  It was not for nothing that CNS treasured him and other networks coveted him. Offers

  12 / Barbara Taylor Bradford for his services were always being made to his agent; Bill turned them all down. He was not interested in other networks. Loyalty was another one of his strong suits, and he had no desire to leave CNS, where he had worked for eight years.

  Some time later he stood in front of the grim backdrop of burning houses in the marketplace, and his sincerity seemed more pronounced than ever. He spoke somber words in a well-modu-lated voice, as always following the old journal-istic rule of thumb: Who, when, where, what, and how, which had been taught to him by his father, a respected newspaperman until his death five years ago.

  “Thirty-seven civilians were killed and many others wounded today when a mortar shell exploded in a busy marketplace in Sarajevo,” Bill began. “The mortar was fired by the Serbian army entrenched in the hills surrounding this battle-torn city. It was an obscene act of aggres-sion against innocent, unarmed people, many of them women and children. UN forces, who quickly arrived on the scene immediately after the bombing, are calling it an atrocity, one that cannot be overlooked by President Clinton and the leaders of the Western alliance. UN officials are already

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  saying that the Serbs must be forced to understand that these acts of extreme violence are unwarranted, unconscionable, and unaccept-able. One UN official pointed out that the Serbs are endangering the peace talks.”

  After giving further details of the bombing, and doing a short commentary to run with the footage of the carnage, Bill brought his daily news report to a close.

  Stepping away from the camera after his ten minutes were up, he waited until the equipment was turned off. Then he glanced from Mike to Joe and said quietly, “What I couldn’t say was that that UN major I was talking to earlier says there has to be some sort of retaliation, interven-tion by the West. He says it’s inevitable now.

  Public anger is growing.”

  Joe and Mike stared at Bill doubtfully.

  It was Joe who spoke, sounding entirely un-convinced.

  “I’ve heard that before,” he said and shook his head sadly. “I guess this disgusting war has turned me into a cynic, Billy boy. Nothing’s going to happen, you’ll see…it’ll be status quo…”

  But as it turned out, Joe Alonzo was wrong.

  The leaders of the Western alliance in Washing-ton, London, and Paris had no choice

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  Just two days after the mortar shell exploded in the marketplace, the alliance sent in NATO

  warplanes to attack the Serbian army in the hills of Sarajevo.

  It was August 30, 1995. The bombing began in earnest that day, and it was the biggest attack of the war. There were more than 3,500 sorties in the short space of two weeks, and even Tomahawk Cruise missiles were launched in the assault.

  At the end of three weeks, the Serbians had begun to back down, withdrawing their heavy weaponry from the Sarajevo hills at the edge of the city, and making sounds about peace nego-tiations.

  Because of the NATO attack and later develop-ments, Bill Fitzgerald and the CNS crew remained in Bosnia, their week of rest and relaxation in Italy postponed indefinitely.

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  “Bu
t we don’t really care, do we?” Bill said one evening when the three of them sat at a large table in the communal dining room of the Holiday Inn.

  “No, of course we don’t,” Mike answered. “I mean, who cares about missing a week in Amalfi, relaxing with a couple of beautiful girls.

  Nobody would mind missing that, certainly not I. Or Joe.” He shrugged. “After all, who gives a damn about sun, sea, and sex. And wonderful pasta.”

  Bill chuckled.

  So did Joe, who said, “Me, for one. I give a damn.” He grinned at the cameraman, who was his best buddy, then addressed Bill quietly. “I was certainly looking forward to our trip. And you were fixated about Venice, Bill, come on, admit it.”

  “Yes, it’s true, I was. And I plan to make it to Venice soon. Maybe in the next month or two.”

  It was late September and relatively quiet out on the streets of Sarajevo; the fighting was less intense, with only sporadic sniping and fewer forays into the city on the part of the bloodthirsty Serbs. The entire foreign press corps were fully aware that the intense NATO

  retaliation had worked far better in curbing

  16 / Barbara Taylor Bradford the Serbs than the words of appeasement the West had been uttering thus far.

  Bill said, “I think things are going to ease up here, and very soon.”

  From their expressions, Mike and Joe were obviously disbelieving, and they did not respond.

  Looking at his colleagues intently, Bill added,

  “With a little luck, this war should end soon.”

  Joe, ever the cynic, ever the pessimist, shot back, “Want to bet?”

  “No, I don’t,” Bill replied swiftly. “You can never really tell what’s going to happen with the Serbs. They talk out of both sides of their mouths.”

  “And shoot from the hip with both hands.

  Always fast on the draw, the fucking maniacs,”