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  ‘Well, learn it, and hold your tongue,’ said Marilla shortly.

  Anne tipped the vase of apple blossoms near enough to bestow a soft kiss on a pink-cupped bud, and then studied diligently for some moments longer.

  ‘Marilla,’ she demanded presently, ‘do you think that I shall ever have a bosom friend in Avonlea?’

  ‘A — a what kind of a friend?’

  ‘A bosom friend — an intimate friend, you know — a really kindred spirit to whom I can confide my inmost soul. I’ve dreamed of meeting her all my life. I never really supposed I would, but so many of my loveliest dreams have come true all at once that perhaps this one will, too. Do you think it’s possible?’

  ‘Diana Barry lives over at Orchard Slope, and she’s about your age. She’s a very nice little girl, and perhaps she will be a playmate for you when she comes home. She’s visiting her aunt over at Carmody just now. You’ll have to be careful how you behave yourself, though. Mrs Barry is a very particular woman. She won’t let Diana play with any little girl who isn’t nice and good.’

  Anne looked at Marilla through the apple blossoms, her eyes aglow with interest.

  ‘What is Diana like? Her hair isn’t red, is it? Oh, I hope not. It’s bad enough to have red hair myself, but I positively couldn’t endure it in a bosom friend.’

  ‘Diana is a very pretty little girl. She has black eyes and hair and rosy cheeks. And she is good and smart, which is better than being pretty.’

  Marilla was as fond of morals as the Duchess in Wonderland, and was firmly convinced that one should be tacked on to every remark made to a child who was being brought up.

  But Anne waved the moral inconsequently aside and seized only on the delightful possibilities before it.

  ‘Oh, I’m so glad she’s pretty. Next to being beautiful oneself — and that’s impossible in my case — it would be best to have a beautiful bosom friend. When I lived with Mrs Thomas she had a bookcase in her sitting-room with glass doors. There weren’t any books in it; Mrs Thomas kept her best china and her preserves there — when she had any preserves to keep. One of the doors was broken. Mr Thomas smashed it one night when he was slightly intoxicated. But the other was whole and I used to pretend that my reflection in it was another little girl who lived in it. I called her Katie Maurice, and we were very intimate. I used to talk to her by the hour, especially on Sunday, and tell her everything. Katie was the comfort and consolation of my life. We used to pretend that the bookcase was enchanted and that if I only knew the spell I could open the door and step right into the room where Katie Maurice lived, instead of into Mrs Thomas’s shelves of preserves and china. And then Katie Maurice would have taken me by the hand and led me out into a wonderful place, all flowers and sunshine and fairies, and we would have lived there happy for ever after. When I went to live with Mrs Hammond it just broke my heart to leave Katie Maurice. She felt it dreadfully, too. I know she did, for she was crying when she kissed me good-bye through the bookcase door. There was no bookcase at Mrs Hammond’s. But just up the river a little way from the house there was a long green little valley, and the loveliest echo lived there. It echoed back every word you said, even if you didn’t talk a bit loud. So I imagined that it was a little girl called Violetta and we were great friends and I loved her almost as well as I loved Katie Maurice — not quite, but almost, you know. The night before I went to the asylum I said good-bye to Violetta, and oh, her good-bye came back to me in such sad, sad tones. I had become so attached to her that I hadn’t the heart to imagine a bosom friend at the asylum, even if there had been any scope for imagination there.’

  ‘I think it’s just as well there wasn’t,’ said Marilla dryly. ‘I don’t approve of such goings-on. You seem to half believe your own imaginations. It will be well for you to have a real live friend to put such nonsense out of your head. But don’t let Mrs Barry hear you talking about your Katie Maurices and your Violettas or she’ll think you tell stories.’

  ‘Oh, I won’t. I couldn’t talk of them to everybody — their memories are too sacred for that. But I thought I’d like to have you know about them. Oh, look here’s a big bee just tumbled out of an apple blossom. Just think what a lovely place to live — in an apple blossom! Fancy going to sleep in it when the wind was rocking it. If I wasn’t a human girl I think I’d like to be a bee and live among the flowers.’

  ‘Yesterday you wanted to be a seagull,’ sniffed Marilla. ‘I think you are very fickle-minded. I told you to learn that prayer and not talk. But it seems impossible for you to stop talking if you’ve got anybody that will listen to you. So go up to your room and learn it.’

  ‘Oh, I know it pretty nearly all now — all but just the last line.’

  ‘Well, never mind, do as I tell you. Go to your room and finish learning it well, and stay there until I call you down to help me get tea.’

  ‘Can I take the apple blossoms with me for company?’ pleaded Anne.

  ‘No; you don’t want your room cluttered up with flowers. You should have left them on the tree in the first place.’

  ‘I did feel a little that way, too,’ said Anne. ‘I kind of felt I shouldn’t shorten their lovely lives by picking them — I wouldn’t want to be picked if I were an apple blossom. But the temptation was irresistible. What do you do when you meet with an irresistible temptation?’

  ‘Anne, did you hear me tell you to go to your room?’

  Anne sighed, retreated to the east gable, and sat down in a chair by the window.

  ‘There — I know this prayer. I learned that last sentence coming upstairs. Now I’m going to imagine things into this room so that they’ll always stay imagined. The floor is covered with a white velvet carpet with pink roses all over it and there are pink silk curtains at the windows. The walls are hung with gold and silver brocade tapestry. The furniture is mahogany; I never saw any mahogany, but it does sound so luxurious. This is a couch all heaped with gorgeous silken cushions, pink and blue and crimson and gold, and I am reclining gracefully on it. I can see my reflection in that splendid big mirror hanging on the wall. I am tall and regal, clad in a gown of trailing white lace, with a pearl cross on my breast and pearls in my hair. My hair is of midnight darkness, and my skin is a clear ivory pallor. My name is the Lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. No, it isn’t — I can’t make that seem real.’

  She danced up to the little looking-glass and peered into it. Her pointed freckled face and solemn grey eyes peered back at her.

  ‘You’re only Anne of Green Gables,’ she said earnestly, ‘and I see you, just as you are looking now, whenever I try to imagine I’m the Lady Cordelia. But it’s a million times nicer to be Anne of Green Gables than Anne of nowhere in particular, isn’t it?’

  She bent forward, kissed her reflection affectionately, and betook herself to the open window.

  ‘Dear Snow Queen, good afternoon. And good afternoon, dear birches down in the hollow. And good afternoon, dear grey house up on the hill. I wonder if Diana is to be my bosom friend. I hope she will, and I shall love her very much. But I must never quite forget Katie Maurice and Violetta. They would feel so hurt if I did and I’d hate to hurt anybody’s feelings, even a little bookcase-girl’s or a little echo-girl’s. I must be careful to remember them and send them a kiss every day.’

  Anne blew a couple of airy kisses from her fingertips past the cherry blossoms and then, with her chin in her hands, drifted luxuriously out on a sea of daydreams.

  9

  Mrs Rachel Lynde is

  Properly Horrified

  Anne had been a fortnight at Green Gables before Mrs Lynde arrived to inspect her. Mrs Rachel, to do her justice, was not to blame for this. A severe and unseasonable attack of grippe had confined that good lady to her house ever since the occasion of her last visit to Green Gables. Mrs Rachel was not often sick and had a well-defined contempt for people who were; but grippe, she asserted, was like no other illness on earth and could only be interpreted as one of the special visitations of Providenc
e. As soon as her doctor allowed her to put her foot out of doors she hurried up to Green Gables, bursting with curiosity to see Matthew’s and Marilla’s orphan, concerning whom all sorts of stories and suppositions had gone abroad in Avonlea.

  Anne had made good use of every waking moment of that fortnight. Already she was acquainted with every tree and shrub about the place. She had discovered that a lane opened out below the apple orchard and ran up through a belt of woodland; and she had explored it to its farthest end in all its delicious vagaries of brook and bridge, fir coppice and wild cherry arch, corners thick with fern, and branching byways of maple and mountain ash.

  She had made friends with the spring down in the hollow — that wonderful deep, clear, icy-cold spring; it was set about with smooth red sandstones and rimmed in by great palm-like clumps of water fern; and beyond it was a log bridge over the brook.

  That bridge led Anne’s dancing feet up over a wooded hill beyond, where perpetual twilight reigned under the straight thick-growing firs and spruces; the only flowers there were myriads of delicate ‘June bells’, those shyest and sweetest of woodland blooms, and a few pale aerial starflowers, like the spirits of last year’s blossoms. Gossamers glimmered like threads of silver among the trees and the fir boughs and tassels seemed to utter friendly speech.

  All these raptured voyages of exploration were made in the odd half-hours which she was allowed for play, and Anne talked Matthew and Mar illa half-deaf over her discoveries. Not that Matthew complained, to be sure; he listened to it all with a wordless smile of enjoyment on his face; Mar illa permitted the ‘chatter’ until she found herself becoming too interested in it, whereupon she always promptly quenched Anne by a curt command to hold her tongue.

  Anne was out in the orchard when Mrs Rachel came, wandering at her own sweet will through the lush, tremulous grasses splashed with ruddy evening sunshine; so that good lady had an excellent chance to talk her illness fully over, describing every ache and pulse-beat with such evident enjoyment that Marilla thought even grippe must bring its compensations. When details were exhausted, Mrs Rachel introduced the real reason of her call.

  ‘I’ve been hearing some surprising things about you and Matthew.’

  ‘I don’t suppose you are any more surprised than I am myself,’ said Marilla. ‘I’m getting over my surprise now.’

  ‘It was too bad there was such a mistake,’ said Mrs Rachel sympathetically. ‘Couldn’t you have sent her back?’

  ‘I suppose we could, but we decided not to. Matthew took a fancy to her. And I must say I like her myself –although I admit she has her faults. The house seems a different place already. She’s a real bright little thing.’

  Marilla said more than she had intended to say when she began, for she read disapproval in Mrs Rachel’s expression.

  ‘It’s a great responsibility you’ve taken on yourself,’ said that lady gloomily, ‘especially when you’ve never had any experience with children. You don’t know much about her or her real disposition, I suppose, and there’s no guessing how a child like that will turn out. But I don’t want to discourage you I’m sure, Marilla.’

  ‘I’m not feeling discouraged,’ was Marilla’s dry response. ‘When I make up my mind to do a thing it stays made up. I suppose you’d like to see Anne. I’ll call her in.’

  Anne came running in presently, her face sparkling with the delight of her orchard rovings; but, abashed at finding herself in the unexpected presence of a stranger, she halted confusedly inside the door. She certainly was an odd-looking little creature in the short, tight wincey dress she had worn from the asylum, below which her thin legs seemed ungracefully long. Her freckles were more numerous and obtrusive than ever; the wind had ruffled her hatless hair into over-brilliant disorder; it had never looked redder than at that moment.

  ‘Well, they didn’t pick you for your looks, that’s sure and certain,’ was Mrs Rachel Lynde’s emphatic comment. Mrs Rachel was one of those delightful and popular people who pride themselves on speaking their mind without fear or favour. ‘She’s terrible skinny and homely, Marilla. Come here, child, and let me have a look at you. Lawful heart, did anyone ever see such freckles? And hair as red as carrots! Come here, child, I say.’

  Anne ‘came there’, but not exactly as Mrs Rachel expected. With one bound she crossed the kitchen floor and stood before Mrs Rachel, her face scarlet with anger, her lips quivering, and her whole slender form trembling from head to foot.

  ‘I hate you,’ she cried in a choked voice, stamping her foot on the floor. ‘I hate you — I hate you — I hate you —’ a louder stamp with each assertion of hatred. ‘How dare you call me skinny and ugly? How dare you say I’m freckled and red-headed? You are a rude, impolite, unfeeling woman!’

  ‘Anne!’ exclaimed Marilla in consternation.

  But Anne continued to face Mrs Rachel undauntedly, head up, eyes blazing, hands clenched, passionate indignation exhaling from her like an atmosphere.

  ‘How dare you say such things about me?’ she repeated vehemently. ‘How would you like to have such things said about you? How would you like to be told that you are fat and clumsy and probably hadn’t a spark of imagination in you? I don’t care if I do hurt your feelings by saying so! I hope I hurt them. You have hurt mine worse than they were ever hurt before even by Mrs Thomas’s intoxicated husband. And I’ll never forgive you for it, never, never!’

  Stamp! Stamp!

  ‘Did anybody ever see such a temper!’ exclaimed the horrified Mrs Rachel.

  ‘Anne, go to your room and stay there until I come up,’ said Marilla, recovering her powers of speech with difficulty.

  Anne, bursting into tears, rushed to the hall door, slammed it until the tins on the porch wall outside rattled in sympathy, and fled through the hall and up the stairs like a whirlwind. A subdued slam above told that the door of the east gable had been shut with equal vehemence.

  ‘Well, I don’t envy you your job bringing that up, Marilla,’ said Mrs Rachel with unspeakable solemnity.

  Marilla opened her lips to say she knew not what of apology or deprecation. What she did say was a surprise to herself then and ever afterwards.

  ‘You shouldn’t have twitted her about her looks, Rachel.’

  ‘Marilla Cuthbert, you don’t mean to say that you are upholding her in such a terrible display of temper as we’ve just seen?’ demanded Mrs Rachel indignantly.

  ‘No,’ said Marilla slowly, ‘I’m not trying to excuse her. She’s been very naughty and I’ll have to give her a talking to about it. But we must make allowances for her. She’s never been taught what is right. And you were too hard on her, Rachel.’

  Marilla could not help tacking on that last sentence, although she was again surprised at herself for doing it. Mrs Rachel got up with an air of offended dignity.

  ‘Well, I see that I’ll have to be very careful what I say after this, Marilla, since the fine feelings of orphans, brought from goodness knows where, have to be considered before anything else. Oh no, I’m not vexed — don’t worry yourself. I’m too sorry for you to leave any room for anger in my mind. You’ll have your own troubles with that child. But if you’ll take my advice — which I suppose you won’t do, although I’ve brought up ten children and buried two — you’ll do that “talking to” you mention with a fair-sized birch switch. I should think that would be the most effective language for that kind of a child. Her temper matches her hair I guess. Well, good evening, Marilla. I hope you’ll come down to see me often as usual. But you can’t expect me to visit here again in a hurry, if I’m liable to be flown at and insulted in such a fashion. It’s something new in my experience.’

  Whereat Mrs Rachel swept out and away — if a fat woman who always waddled could be said to sweep away — and Marilla with a very solemn face betook herself to the east gable.

  On the way upstairs she pondered uneasily as to what she ought to do. She felt no little dismay over the scene that had just been enacted. How unfortunate that
Anne should have displayed such temper before Mrs Rachel Lynde, of all people! Then Marilla suddenly became aware of an uncomfortable and rebuking consciousness that she felt more humiliation over this than sorrow over the discovery of such a serious defect in Anne’s disposition. And how was she to punish her? The amiable suggestion of the birch switch –to the efficiency of which all of Mrs Rachel’s own children could have borne smarting testimony — did not appeal to Marilla. She did not believe she could whip a child. No, some other method of punishment must be found to bring Anne to a proper realization of the enormity of her offence. Marilla found Anne face downward on her bed, crying bitterly, quite oblivious of muddy boots on a clean counterpane.

  ‘Anne,’ she said, not ungently.

  No answer.

  ‘Anne,’ with greater severity, ‘get off that bed this minute and listen to what I have to say to you.’

  Anne squirmed off the bed and sat rigidly on a chair beside it, her face swollen and tear-stained and her eyes fixed stubbornly on the floor.

  ‘This is a nice way for you to behave, Anne! Aren’t you ashamed of yourself?’

  ‘She hadn’t any right to call me ugly and red-headed,’ retorted Anne, evasive and defiant.

  ‘You hadn’t any right to fly into such a fury and talk the way you did to her, Anne. I was ashamed of you –thoroughly ashamed of you. I wanted you to behave nicely to Mrs Lynde, and instead of that you have disgraced me. I’m sure I don’t know why you should lose your temper like that just because Mrs Lynde said you were red-haired and homely. You say it yourself often enough.’