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  Copyright © 2018 by Andromeda Romano-Lax

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  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Romano-Lax, Andromeda

  Plum rains / Andromeda Romano-Lax.

  ISBN 978-1-61695-901-2

  eISBN 978-1-61695-902-9

  International PB edition

  ISBN 978-1-64129-009-8

  1. Artificial intelligence—Fiction. 2. Nurses—Fiction.

  3. Medical fiction. I. Title

  PS3618.O59 P58 2018 813’.6—dc23 2017055194

  Interior design by Janine Agro

  Interior art © Arun Boonkan/Shutterstock

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  To Brian, my friend since childhood and my husband now:

  happily “green plums and bamboo horses” 青梅竹馬 together.

  And for our Taiwan friends and neighbors, who gifted us

  with laughter, tea and peaches.

  There will always be living things nourished by novel conditions: people, animals, plants, even spirits that thrive at the edge, that withstand discomfort and confusion, temperatures high or low, soil rich or stony. They turn toward the unknown like it is a warming sun; they make no face at what is bitter or strange. A naturalist might say they are tolerant. But mere tolerance does not explain the strength of some pioneering individuals’ attraction to the edges of their conventional habitats, nor the magnetism experienced by two such individuals or even dissimilar species that participate in novel situations of mutual benefit, which Frank (1877) called symbiosis.

  But you might ask: to what end?

  And I would answer: to the only end that life has ever known. To keep living.

  —Daisuke Oshima from A Naturalist’s Notes from the Island of Taiwan, formerly known as Formosa. Originally published 1936. Reprint, 2030. University of Taiwan Press, Historical Reprints Series

  Part I

  JAPAN, 2029

  1 Angelica

  Angelica was hurrying toward the crowded crosswalk, determined to get back to her elderly client Sayoko-san before the deliveryman arrived, when the view of buildings and business suits in front of her dissolved.

  The heart of Tokyo at 4:07 p.m., improbably on pause. A sharp whine and then static; a muffled white-noise pulse.

  Three throbbing beats. Then silence.

  Jellied knees.

  Shifting sidewalk.

  Going down.

  Someone else might have thought: terrorism. But Angelica’s mind reeled back only to what she’d known personally, growing up in the rural Philippines: the chaos of nature itself.

  Not again—the first thought of anyone who has lived through tremors, tsunamis and typhoons. Her fingers went to the tiny gold cross at her throat.

  Angelica did not stagger so much as melt. The concrete smacked her cheekbone just as the light seemed to leak out of the world. She took the biggest breath she could, like a diver preparing to go under, filling her lungs with the last clean air she might ever have, while behind closed eyelids, images from her childhood formed: looking up through the rubble to the gray Cebu sky, one arm protecting her head, one hand trapped, the other free, dusty fingers struggling to flex above the ruin. Tabang! Help!

  Papa! Mama!

  But then: veins relaxed. Oxygen flowed. The past burrowed back under its dirty blankets, its broken pipes and dust. The Philippine island of Cebu on that day over thirty years ago was only a memory.

  The light returned, soft and spotty at first, and then too bright. She squinted toward the curb, two meters away, and the street beyond, where whisper-quiet cars eased through the busy intersection.

  Get up. Get up. But she couldn’t. Her head was too heavy. The hiss in her ears was fading, but only slowly. Her leg was abraded from the fall, only a little, but it stung. A moan escaped from her lips, equal parts pain and simple embarrassment.

  Without lifting her face, Angelica could see businessmen’s loafers and women’s low-heeled pumps moving steadily past, pausing, moving again as the light changed. When she rolled to one side to look up, a woman wearing a germ-blocking face mask met her glance with an apologetic bow and then kept going.

  A whisper of wind against thigh warned that her skirt was up, her panties exposed. She’d meant to buy new underwear this spring and never had. Too broke and too busy studying for the next Japanese language proficiency exam. Last night, she had stayed up two extra hours and nodded off with her phone in her hand, kanji quiz app open, unfamiliar characters swimming through her dreams.

  She wasn’t the only one struggling. Ask the other Filipino nurses, the West African physical therapists, the Indonesian caregivers. Ask anyone in her position: trying to learn fast enough to pass the latest JLPT, trying to avoid unsafe jobs and the loan sharks back home, trying to avoid being sent back at the wrong time, always keeping the door open to returning at the right time.

  But still, it could have been worse. Instead of dull gray hip-huggers with a worn-out elastic band, she could have been wearing the weirdly juvenile underwear her sometimes-lover Junichi had bought her. A forty-three-year-old Filipina should not be caught wearing a Hello Kitty thong.

  The blood was returning to Angelica’s head now. She needed only to lie on her back and let the spinning stop. She had been hurrying and worrying about something—and not only kanji.

  The deliveryman. That was why she had been rushing, why she had ignored the mounting headache, the prickly flush behind her knees, the feeling of unmanaged anxiety—an army of tiny ants creeping across her scalp. Her body had been trying to tell her: Eat something. Breathe. Put your head between your knees.

  But there’d been no time. Minutes earlier, while waiting in a noodle shop for Junichi (late as usual; probably not even coming) she’d received a text from the agency relief nurse, Phuong Pham: Leaving early. Sayoko is fine. I have emergency.

  When Angelica had texted back, You can’t. Wait until I get there, she’d received no further reply. She had set off toward the Itou family’s luxury condo at a worried trot, throat constricting, scalp crawling.

  At any moment, the deliveryman would be ringing the buzzer, having been assured that someone reliable would be there to greet him. Sayoko would be confused. Unless the old woman had thrown a tea towel over every eldercam eyespot in the house, Angelica’s phone would automatically fill up with images of an agitated lady, rolling back and forth toward the door in her outmoded wheelchair. If Sayoko’s blood pressure plunged or her heartrate increased past a certain point, programmed alarms would sound on her son’s phone, even as he sat in an important business meeting in Kuala Lumpur. Ryo Itou might think it was a serious emergency. Worst of all, Sayoko herself would be afraid and alone. Angelica knew how time could change in that kind of situation: how anxiety opened the door to a lonely eternity.

  Angelica closed her eyes.

  Then opened them, a moment later, to see a white, concave disk as wide as her shoulders, hovering just above her face.

  “I’m fine,” she said as she tried to turn away from the public health device. “I have to get up.”

  “Please, remain still,” the machine responded.

  The disk’s white wings angled down toward either side of her head, granting some small measure of privacy, a comfort more for bystanders who could hurry by with less guilt, e
ven if their questions remained. Had they been standing close to her at the last crosswalk? Would there be some new outbreak announced on the evening news?

  “There’s nothing wrong with me,” she said.

  A cuff tightened automatically around Angelica’s arm. A black weight, no larger than a change purse but hard and heavy, vibrated threateningly against her sternum. Thrusting her chin down into her neck, she just managed to see the unit’s flickering red light, but only until the next instrument moved into place.

  “I have low blood pressure,” she said, before a rubber ring lowered around her mouth and sealed tight.

  The kenkobot was just doing its job. There was no way out—only through. For one claustrophobia-inducing minute as she waited for the test to finish, Angelica tried to distract herself—tried, even, to see the value in the situation.

  This would be a story to tell her brother, Datu. She would confess about the underwear. Yes, all the businessmen were staring. Whether or not it was true, just to make him laugh. So he could moan and answer: Nena, don’t tell me that. Take care of yourself. Buy new underwear at least. You’ve always been such a miser. As if being a big spender was any better. Even when they were kids, he’d been unable to hold onto what the charity sisters gave him long enough to pay their school fees. Every coin went to candy and chips, later to beer, and then they’d sell gasoline from a plastic soda bottle to passing tricycle drivers who could only afford a splash at a time. Stand at the corner, wave them down, waggle your hips, he’d say, sitting on the dusty shoulder, in the shade. Or at least waggle the place you’ll someday have hips. He was four years older, and cool. She had always admired his fearlessness, his reckless dreams—I’ll be the first off the island, and I’ll be the first back home, rich and ready for the good life—and even when their other three siblings had been alive, they were the closest.

  Datu. She would text him this weekend and insist: not just audio. Video. Even if it couldn’t be in real time. I want to see you.

  Finally, the kenkobot finished its task and the rubber ring around her mouth lifted away, leaving its chemical smell and a feeling of pressure under her nose and over her chin. She’d have an indent above her lip for a few hours, a rash on her chin later. Small price to pay for state-of-the-art diagnostics, or so the kenkobot advocates would say.

  “I had sake on an empty stomach,” she told the unit. That part was true. At the noodle shop, she’d tossed back a single tiny cup before dashing out the door. “I’m a nurse. I know I’m fine.”

  She wasn’t quite sure. But that was her business. Later there would be time to consider the symptoms, allowing some possibilities to flit across her mind and deliberately blocking others that were too frightening or simply unlikely. Nurses did that, too. Easier to treat than to be treated.

  One thing she knew for sure: she wasn’t as resilient as she used to be. Not so long ago she’d been able to juggle more uncertainties—Junichi not showing up for a date; Datu possibly trying to hide that he was sick; a borderline exam score—with only a passing sense of worry or irritation. But now, every stressor triggered something physical: Breathlessness. Dizziness. Psoriasis at her hairline or a rash across her chest. Her body was shouting what her mind didn’t care to admit: it was too much, sometimes. She had a better situation than most, but things weren’t getting easier.

  The kenkobot recited her name, her age, her nationality, her physical address. Even the expiry date on her visa. The machine’s volume seemed to increase with that last detail.

  Was it all correct?

  Yes. Of course.

  Did she want to add additional contact information? No thank you. She wanted only to leave.

  A list of medications was reviewed, patient history rapidly taken.

  Symptoms, permission to access recent food purchase data, confirmation that she had not eaten any tainted food products purchased by others.

  Still menstruating? No—sorry, sometimes. Irregularly.

  Fertility therapy? No.

  Sexually active? Is that really necessary?

  Sexually active? Yes.

  Travel outside Japan? Not since moving here.

  When, precisely? Five years ago.

  Sixty months? Let me see . . . fifty-eight.

  Interactions with other foreigners? Only other healthcare professionals. Documented, healthy people.

  From? Vietnam, China, West Africa . . .

  And from the Philippines? The machine already had her travel records and general personal data, of course.

  When she took too long, it asked again: Interactions with citizens of the Philippines?

  She thought of her nursing friend Yanna, who had come with her, from Cebu, and then, despite threats from the moneylenders she still owed back home, had unwisely decided to return. You can go home if you’re paid up. You can risk a trip if you’ve got an envelope full of cash, ready to negotiate the moment they hear you’re back. What you can’t do is return home more broke than when you left, having flouted every payment date you were given. Yanna had known that. And still.

  Angelica answered the kenkobot, “Not many.”

  “Please,” the kenkobot said. Always polite. A flexible perimeter rose around her with a gentle hiss as air inflated the soft, low barrier, each corner marked with a winking blue caution light. “Relax and remain still. With permission granted, final diagnostics will take only three minutes.”

  A stranger had accidentally kicked her right shoe and now it rested several meters away on the street beside the curb. Good nursing shoes in her extra-small size were hard to find. Any small shoes were hard to find. In Cebu and Manila, she had often searched through children’s departments, but here in Japan, where the infertility epidemic was severe, children’s shops were becoming rare, and the clothes they carried were infantile, part of a national obsession with things cute and riotously colorful. Each passing tire missed the simple white shoe only by centimeters.

  She was asked a list of questions, seeking permission for each further invasion. A needle pinched the soft skin of her inner elbow. A chilled puff of air blew against her eye. A swab pushed stealthily into her nose and then retreated.

  “I’m a little cold,” she said, trying to reach a hand down to adjust her skirt and cover her thigh.

  “Ninety-eight point eight degrees. Normal. Estimated time for transportation—”

  “Not necessary,” she said. But it, not she, would make that determination. With any luck, the nearest clinics were overbooked and the directive would be to release her, barring any indication of communicable disease.

  “Please wait,” the kenkobot said.

  All this technology and she’d willingly trade it for a rolled-up towel placed under her neck and a simple blanket draped over her legs. All this so-called progress and what she needed was a kind word in a human voice.

  “Please wait,” the kenkobot repeated.

  Technology alone, no matter how efficient, however seemingly foolproof, could never suffice. Any good nurse knew that. And with that thought, Angelica experienced the first sense of calm she’d felt all day, the certainty providing a visceral comfort: she knew things. She was a professional. She was needed, in this day and age more than ever, when so much of life was automated and impersonal. She had value. No one could take that from her—least of all a machine.

  “Please wait,” the device repeated a third time.

  Traffic backed up at the corner. Feet stopped and moved again.

  “I can’t wait any longer,” Angelica finally objected, energized by her indignation. “I’m expected at a private residence. My patient needs me. She’s ninety-nine years old and a Japanese citizen. Her son works at METI.”

  Angelica thought the reference to the Ministry of Economy, Trade and Industry might get the kenkobot’s attention, but the device remained silent. Perhaps it was having trouble decoding Angelica’s
mild accent.

  “He’s abroad on government business. And his mother, my client, shouldn’t be left alone for this long. I insist that you let me sit up and place a call.”

  The white privacy wings retracted. Angelica propped herself up on one elbow and activated the wrist monitor that Sayoko wore, awake or asleep. They had tried giving her a phone with oversized buttons, but Sayoko had rejected it along with the voice-operated house system with its front hallway screen. With the wrist monitor, she only had to say “Hai” and they’d be instantly connected. If she said “Ichi-Ichi-Kyuu” or “Call police,” the police would come. But Sayoko forgot these things, or pretended to.

  Angelica’s phone beeped six times, seven. No answer from Sayoko.

  “My absence will cause distress,” Angelica said. “She has no one else. You must let me go.”

  Convinced or simply finished with its directive, the kenkobot released her. “Results will be sent electronically within ten days to your last address on record and to your employment sponsor—please agree?”

  “Go back, please. I don’t agree.”

  “I must request—” the kenkobot started to say, but Angelica didn’t let it finish.

  “I have the right to keep my medical information private. You are familiar with Japan’s APPI laws?”

  Her in-country training had been good for something.

  One last delay. Then: “Electronic permission not granted. Results will be sent by personal delivery within ten days. Thank you for using the national emergency health responder service. Arigatou gozaimasu.”

  “Dou itashimashite,” Angelica said. You’re welcome. It was hard to break the habit of politeness here, even when you were talking to a soulless machine.

  When the kenkobot moved aside, she stood up and stepped over the deflating barrier. She spotted the thick white heel of her overturned shoe by the curb and slipped her foot into it without tightening the lace. As she limped to the corner, the pedestrians made a space and every last person looked directly ahead as if nothing had happened.