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  Bruce looked his friend in the eye. “We don’t want to be under-capitalised,” he said. “There’s nothing worse than starting a business at half-cock. If you do that, then you give the opposition a head start. I’ve seen under-capitalised businesses go under time and time again.”

  “Have you?” asked George. “Which ones?”

  “Too many to mention,” Bruce replied quickly. “Believe me.”

  “So how much?” asked George.

  “One…” Bruce faltered, and stopped. “Fifty thousand,” he said. “Fifty thousand will set us up as long as the lease is not too expensive. Do you think you could manage that?”

  George puckered his lips. It was a weak, fleshy gesture, thought Bruce, but he controlled his irritation and smiled encouragingly at his friend.

  “I suppose I could,” said George, hesitantly. “I could sell some bonds and switch the funds. It wouldn’t break the bank.”

  Bruce chuckled with delight, leaning forward to pat his friend on the back. “You’ve just made the best decision of your financial life,” he said. “We’re going to be going places together, you and me.”

  George moved his lips in a hesitant smile. “I hope so.”

  Over the next hour, Bruce outlined his plans. They were still in an incipient state, but they gathered flesh as he went along. He knew of a suitable shop, as it happened. He had surveyed it for the firm and the lease had then fallen through. He would be able to get it from the landlord for a reasonable rate if they moved quickly. And then there was the stock. That he could get from the wholesalers, although he would probably have to go and buy some of it himself from the growers. That would be fun, and he could take George along too, although…perhaps not. George was slightly heavy-going–although very generous, it had to be admitted, and a most loyal friend–and a trip to Bordeaux would hardly be improved by his tagging along.

  George suddenly smiled. “We could go and buy the wine together,” he said brightly. “You and me. We could fly to Bordeaux and then hire a car and drive round the vineyards, sampling the product. That would be great.”

  “Yes,” said Bruce. “We might do that. Although we wouldn’t be able to leave the business too long, you know. Maybe it would be best to order from wholesalers.”

  “You’re the expert,” said George.

  Later, back in the flat, Bruce sat in his chair and contemplated what he had done. After George’s agreement, which had really been given remarkably promptly, it had occurred to him that he should perhaps have given his friend some time to mull over his proposal–perhaps a day or two. He also wondered whether it was quite right to spring the suggestion on him in the Cumberland Bar, in a social setting. But he quickly disposed of these objections. George was a responsible adult–even if a slightly malleable one–and he had given his agreement voluntarily. And the proposition itself was not a bad one. It was not as if he were asking him to invest in some highly speculative mining shares; quite the contrary. He was offering him a stake in a business, with stock, and premises, and, what was most important of all, expertise. There was no substitute for expertise; that was the real capital of a business and their venture would have it in abundance.

  And then there was the question of the name. Anderson would have to come into it, of course, and Salter too, in recognition of the source of the capital. Anderson and Salter, Vintners. That sounded good. But Bruce had a better idea, and the mere thought of it thrilled him: Anderson et Salter, Vinotheque. Brilliant! thought Bruce. World beating!

  26. Bertie’s Idea

  While Bruce and George were having their meeting in the Cumberland Bar, during which they sealed the terms of their forthcoming partnership agreement, Bertie and his mother were in a George Street clothing shop. Bertie needed new socks, Irene had decided, as did Stuart. It was extraordinary how male socks migrated; virtually every wash produced a deficit of socks, but never of shirts or towels or indeed anything else. She had tried the expedient of securing each sock to its partner with a twist of thread, but this had simply resulted in the loss of two socks rather than one. It defied belief.

  “Perhaps socks dissolve,” Bertie had suggested. “Or go down the plug hole.”

  “Possibly,” said Irene. “But we must be rational, Bertie. These socks cannot disappear in the washing machine–they must get lost at some other stage in proceedings.”

  “But then they’d turn up,” said Bertie. “And they don’t, do they?”

  “We shall have to leave the issue for the time being,” Irene said firmly. “There is a rational explanation for everything, as you well know.”

  “Except missing socks,” muttered Bertie.

  Irene chose to ignore this last comment. One had to combat irrational, magical thinking in children, but there were times and places to do this, and this was neither. One also had to choose one’s issue, and the problem with missing socks was that the rational interpretation seemed quite inadequate. It was the sort of issue on which Arthur Koestler might have expressed a view, and perhaps had even done so, for all she knew.

  Now, standing in a corner of Aitken and Niven in George Street, she surveyed the available socks. Stuart would get grey socks, as usual, as they seemed to suit him so well, while Bertie would get a couple of pairs of dark green ones–if they had them in his size. She picked up the socks and began to examine them. Bertie, seeing his mother occupied, drifted off. He had spied a rugby ball which was displayed on the top of a low cabinet. It had been signed by several players and behind it, on a stretch frame, was a rugby shirt. All Blacks, the legend on the shirt said, and Bertie’s heart gave a leap. They were very famous, those All Blacks, and they performed a frightening ritual dance before they played. Bertie had seen that on television and had been struck by the fierceness of it all. It must be very intimidating to face the All Blacks at Murrayfield and see them dancing this frightening dance right in front of you. Would he be brave enough to stand up to it, he wondered, or would he run off the field and back into the dressing room? It would be entirely understandable if one did that, although the crowd would not like it at all. They would boo and jeer, Bertie thought, if half the Scottish rugby team ran off the field in the face of the war dance of the All Blacks.

  Bertie’s gaze moved on from the rugby shirt. There was a framed photograph behind it, propped up against a stack of drawers in which various rugby garments were stored. He moved towards the photograph and stared more closely at it. It was a photograph of a smiling man, and it was signed. Bertie read the signature: Gavin Hastings. He stood back and looked at the picture. He liked the look of Mr Hastings, who seemed to be gazing out at him in a kind way. It would be nice to know somebody like Mr Hastings, who might invite him to watch rugby with him or who might even toss a ball to him for him to catch. What fun it would be to play rugby with Mr Hastings.

  Bertie turned away. His mother was still looking at socks, examining the labels in order to exclude any which contained nylon. It would take her a long time, thought Bertie; Irene was a slow shopper and liked to scrutinise everything very carefully before she bought it. This could have its difficulties. There had been more than one unseemly row with the local greengrocer when he had asked her to stop squeezing the avocado pears to determine their ripeness. And the fishmonger had also objected when Irene had so shamelessly picked up his fish from the slab and smelled it very carefully, wrinkling her nose with disgust as she did so. Both of these occasions had embarrassed Bertie, in spite of his being used to her behaving in this fashion. It would be nice to have a normal mother, he had thought; but even normal mothers could be embarrassing to their children.

  Bertie looked about him. He usually found shops rather boring, but this one, he decided, was fairly interesting. He looked at a rack of dinner suits, reaching out to feel the velvet, and behind that–what was that?–a row of kilt jackets in green tweed with buttons made of horn. Then Bertie saw a sign pointing into the next room, and stopped. School blazers, it said.

  Glancing over his shoulder
at his mother, Bertie made his way over to the few steps that led down into the next room. He moved forward slowly, and peered in the direction indicated by the sign. Yes, there they were! A whole row of Watson’s plum-coloured blazers, in all the sizes. Bertie approached the rack. He reached out to touch the sleeve of one of the blazers–one that would be about his size–and then, in a sudden rush of excitement, he slipped it off its hanger and began to put it on. He could hardly believe that he was doing this, and his breath came to him in short, excited gasps.

  There was a full-length mirror nearby and Bertie turned sideways-on to get a glimpse of how he looked. He saw the reflection of the badge, that wonderful crest, and he smelled the new-wool smell of the fabric. It was a perfect fit, just perfect, and he looked so good in it–just like a real Watson’s boy. And it was while he was standing there, looking at himself in the mirror, that Bertie’s idea came to him. It was an idea that was quite simple, when one came to think of it, but of immense significance for Bertie. It was a bold plan, an astonishing plan, but there was no reason why it would not work. All one had to do was to be brave.

  And then, from behind him, so unexpected as to make him start, a voice: “Well, young man. Well?”

  27. Socks

  Bertie looked up at the man who was standing behind him. It was one of the assistants, smartly dressed in a dark suit. He was peering at Bertie through half-moon glasses and his expression was bemused.

  “Well, young man,” he said again. “Is that a good fit, do you think?”

  Bertie glanced in the mirror again. “Yes,” he said nervously. “I was just trying it on. I wasn’t going to steal it.”

  The man laughed. “I didn’t for one moment think you were going to steal it,” he said. “Good heavens, no. I assumed that you were trying it on for size. And you say that it fits?”

  Bertie unbuttoned the blazer and began to take it off. “It fits very well,” he said. “It’s very nice.”

  “It’s a good brand, that one,” said the man, taking the blazer from Bertie and dusting it down before replacing it on the rack. “Tell me, do you enjoy Watson’s?”

  Bertie looked down at the floor. “I don’t go there,” he said sheepishly.

  The man raised an eyebrow. “You don’t go there? But you were trying on the blazer…”

  “I’d like to go there,” said Bertie. “I thought that I would see what it was like to wear a Watson’s blazer.”

  The man adjusted his glasses. “I see,” he said. “Well, I suppose that’s fair enough. Where do you go to school?”

  “Steiner’s,” said Bertie.

  “A very good school,” said the man. “You’re lucky. We hear very good reports of it.”

  “I know,” said Bertie. “It is very nice. But there’s no rugby…”

  The man nodded. “I suppose if one wants rugby then one would need to find somewhere else. Are you very keen?”

  Bertie nodded enthusiastically. “Very,” he said. “I’ve never had the chance to play, but I’d love to.” He paused. “Does Mr Hastings come in here?” he asked.

  The man nodded. “Quite often. Do you know him?”

  Bertie hesitated for a moment before replying. “Yes,” he said. “I know him.”

  He did not know why he said this. It was something to do with wanting to be something that he was not; something to do with wish-fulfilment; something to do with freedom.

  “I’ll tell him about you next time he comes in,” said the man. “What’s your name?”

  Bertie hesitated again, and then replied: “Jock.”

  “Well, Jock. Perhaps you’d better go over there to see your mother. Look, she must be wondering where you are.”

  Bertie saw Irene picking up a sock and scrutinising it. She caught his eye and beckoned him over. The man came with him.

  “Can I advise you on those?” he asked. “Are they for Jock?”

  Bertie froze. Then, leaning forward very quickly, he snatched the sock from his mother.

  “I like this sock,” he blustered. “I like it very much.”

  “Don’t be ridiculous,” said Irene. “That sock is Daddy’s size. You need something much smaller.”

  The man indicated to a drawer. “We have a good selection of boys’ socks here,” he said. “We should be able to find something suitable for Jock.”

  Irene looked puzzled. “For Jock?” she asked.

  “Yes,” said the man, pointing to Bertie.

  Again Bertie acted quickly. “He said for sock,” he said to his mother. “Sock, not Jock.”

  The man smiled. “Does Jock need socks or not?” he asked patiently.

  “I have no idea,” said Irene. “I would, however, like socks for Bertie here, if you have something suitable.”

  The man looked at Bertie. “I thought you said your name was Jock,” he said.

  Irene frowned, and looked down at Bertie. “Did you, Bertie? Why did you say you were called Jock?”

  Bertie looked down at the floor. “It was a mistake,” he said.

  Irene turned to the man. “I’m sorry,” she said. “Young boys can be very fanciful.”

  “No matter,” said the man. “Perhaps he’d like to be called Jock. I remember wanting to be called Joe when I was a little boy. I wrote the name Joe in all my books.”

  Irene appeared to lose interest in this conversation and returned to the subject of socks. Bertie, feeling miserable, stood by while the adults talked. The blazer had been wonderful; such a smart garment, and it fitted him so well. His plan depended on that blazer, but it would not be easy to get hold of it. When he had tried it on, he had looked at the price ticket and had made a mental note of what it cost. It was a lot of money, of course, but Bertie had been prudent. Every birthday, when he had received a present from his aunt in Jedburgh, he had put the money into his savings account at the bank. This sum now stood at over one hundred and eighty pounds, and it would easily cover the cost of the blazer. But how would he be able to buy it? He was never allowed to come into town on his own, and his mother would surely notice it if, on their next visit to George Street, Bertie darted into Aitken and Niven and came out with a large parcel. No, he would have to get somebody else to draw the money from his account and then go up to George Street and buy it for him. But who?

  On the way back down the hill, Bertie was deep in thought, as was Irene. She was wondering why Bertie should have chosen to call himself Jock. It was such a strange thing to do, and she would have to report it to Dr Fairbairn in advance of Bertie’s next psychotherapy session. The thought occurred to her that Bertie was possibly suffering from a dissociative condition in which multiple personalities were beginning to manifest their presence. Jock could be one of these personae. She looked down at Bertie, who was staring at the pavement as he walked along. Was he avoiding the lines again? she wondered.

  Bertie looked up and smiled, as if he had suddenly worked out the answer to a recalcitrant problem. And indeed he had. He had remembered the boy round the corner, Paddy, the one who lived on Fettes Row and who went fishing in the Pentlands. He was allowed to walk around the streets in freedom with his friends. Bertie would ask him. He would give him his card and ask him to withdraw the money from the bank machine. Then Paddy could go up to George Street, buy the blazer for Bertie, and deliver it in secret.

  Irene noticed Bertie’s expression and frowned. “What are you thinking about, Bertie, dear?” she asked.

  And Bertie gave that answer with which all parents are so wearily familiar. “Nothing,” he said.

  28. Lonely Tonight

  At the end of work that day, Matthew had asked Pat whether she would be interested in going to a film at the Film Theatre in Lothian Road.

  “The crowd’s going,” he said.

  Pat had heard of the crowd, and was vaguely interested in meeting them. The fact that the invitation was from Matthew was potentially problematic, as there was no possibility of a romantic association between them and she did not want to encourage any fals
e hopes on his part. And yet there was no reason to avoid all social contact with him, particularly if there were to be other people there. So she agreed.

  “What’s the film?” she asked.

  “Something Italian,” Matthew said. “Do you like Italian films?”

  “It depends,” said Pat. “I like Fellini.”

  “This might be by Fellini,” said Matthew. “But it might not.”

  “Or Pasolini,” added Pat.

  Matthew nodded vaguely. “I think I’ve seen some of his films too,” he said. “But I forget the names of directors.”

  They made arrangements to meet at the Film Theatre itself and then, after helping Matthew to close the gallery, Pat made her way back to Scotland Street to get ready for the evening. She let herself in at the bottom of the stairs and began the climb up to the top floor. As she turned the corner on the first landing, she heard a voice drifting down from above her.

  “So it’s you.”

  Domenica, who must have entered the building just a few moments before her, had reached the top landing and was looking down on her. Pat looked up and saw her neighbour staring down. She waved, and continued her journey to their landing. Domenica was standing in her doorway, the full bag of groceries that she had been carrying laid down on the floor beside her.

  “I hate doing this sort of shopping,” Domenica said, with feeling. “I find the whole process of buying apples and things like that so disheartening. But one has to do it, I suppose. Apples don’t grow on trees.”

  Pat smiled. She was not sure whether she wanted to engage in a conversation with Domenica, as she had relatively little time to prepare herself for the Film Theatre.

  “You left me some flowers,” said Domenica. “And I haven’t thanked you yet. You’re a sweet girl. You really are.”

  “I felt rather bad about being so…so cross with you,” said Pat. “Especially when you were only trying to help me.”

  “You had every right to be cross with me,” said Domenica. “But I take it that you would like me to carry on with the planned invitation of that young man to dinner.”