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  THE

  EXILE OF

  GIGI LANE

  Also by Adrienne Maria Vrettos

  Sight

  Skin

  THE

  EXILE OF

  GIGI LANE

  Adrienne Maria Vrettos

  MARGARET K. MCELDERRY BOOKS

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  Vrettos, Adrienne Maria.

  The exile of Gigi Lane / Adrienne Maria Vrettos.—1st ed.

  p. cm.

  Summary: Returning for her senior year at an exclusive private school and poised to become the new “Master of the Universe,” a teenaged girl falls from social glory and must scrabble her way back to the top using strategic effort and the help of her best friend.

  ISBN 978-1-4169-2433-3 (hc)

  ISBN 978-1-4391-6068-8 (eBook)

  [1. Popularity—Fiction. 2. Cliques (Sociology)—Fiction. 3. High schools—Fiction. 4. Schools—Fiction. 5. Humorous stories.] I. Title.

  PZ7.V9855Ex 2010

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  For Wren,

  who chewed on the very

  first draft of Gigi

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  My deepest thanks to:

  Jeff, illy.

  My mom and dad and big brother for their love and support, and for sharing with me their love of books; my aunties and cousins for making Girls’ Weekends so wonderful; my whole family, North and South, for their love, support, and laughter; my amazing friends Chloe, Clint, Danielle, David, GT, Kate, Maria, Shawna, Suz, and Tara; Miriam Cohen, Ellen Tarlow, and Dorita for being there from the very beginning; the whole TADN crew; all of my friends at 557 Broadway, especially David Levithan and Lisa Sandell for keeping their office doors open; and Rachel Coun, for her support.

  Gigi wouldn’t be the Swan she is today if it weren’t for the support, patience, brilliance, and encouragement of my agent Tracey Adams and my editors Emma Dryden, Lisa Cheng, and Karen Wojtyla. Special thanks to Emily Fabre, Carol Chou, and everyone at McElderry Books. You have made my dreams come true, and I can’t ever thank you enough.

  “Nothing is more deceitful,” said Darcy, “than the appearance of humility.”

  —Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice

  CHAPTER ONE

  Who Says Dung Can’t Be Fun?

  First-years’ final duty announced!

  (You’ll want to hold your noses for this one.)

  I’m Gigi Lane and you wish you were me.

  Oh my God, that has to be the most powerful affirmation in the history of the world. Dictators don’t have affirmations that good.

  I tap my fingers on the steering wheel to its undeniable rhythm. I’m Gigi Lane and you wish were me. I could rule the world with an affirmation like this. But I think I’ll start with Swan’s Lake Country Day School for Young Women.

  My head nods, my fingers tap, my butt muscles pulse to the music of my affirmation as I cruise the predawn streets of Swan’s Lake. I stay on Pleasant Street, aptly named because, according to The Guide to New England Private Schools, it “winds its way up and down the wooded hills of Swan’s Lake, interrupted only by picturesque hilltop farms.”

  It’s at the top of one of these hills that I pull over to the side of the road for a much needed moment of what my mom, in her bestselling self-help book Meet Your Tweet: The Girlie Bird’s Guide to Finding Her True Heart’s Song, calls an affirmation confirmation.

  Turning off the car, I slip off my seat belt and get myself into the official Girlie Bird affirm and confirm meditation pose: legs crossed, arms bent to form the “wings that will carry you home.”

  I close my eyes, steady my breathing, and listen to my heart. I’m Gigi Lane and you wish you were me.

  I wake up when my head hits the steering wheel, and frantically look at the clock, relieved to see I was asleep for only two minutes. I yawn and rub the crust out of my eyes. Thank God for natural beauty. Otherwise I’d look a wreck after three nights in a row of just a few hours’ sleep.

  I yawn again, rest my head against the steering wheel, and gaze out the window over the valley to the wooded hill on the other side. Rising up from the early morning mist, standing proud and tall and sure, is the reason I’ve spent the last seven months in a hamster wheel.

  It is a mansion made of brick and marble and limestone, a gorgeous patchwork of architectural styles, its two turrets standing guard on either side of the steepled roof.

  From here, in the dim light of dawn, I can barely make out the stone steps leading up to the double doors. And above the front doors: a circle of stained glass, twelve feet in diameter, inlaid with the pattern of the Swan’s Lake crest. I wait, holding my breath. Beyond the school I can see the sun inching its way above the horizon, and in just moments it is shooting through the stained-glass crest, glinting and sparkling, sending all the colors of those carefully cut pieces of glass spinning out across the valley, and straight into my heart.

  I know that there are those who are bitter about their own academic experiences (gym class rejects, etc.), who think that my love for Swan’s Lake marks me as a pitiable yet attractive creature who has gotten so caught up in the circus that is high school that I truly don’t care about anything else.

  I ask you this: What else is there?

  And please don’t bore me with “There is life after high school,” that medicating sentiment clung to by girls who cry in the bathroom at school dances. Of course there’s life after high school! There is college and all that’s beyond. But I’m not in college, am I? No! I’m nearing the end of my third year of high school, and may I be stricken with cystic back acne and a lazy eye if I waste one minute of my high school career pining for the future like some pathetic nerd. If there’s one thing I hate about nerds, it’s their inability to live in the moment.

  The future is now! Why is it only the pretty people who realize this?

  I glance at the clock again. If I don’t pick up my best friend, Deanna, and get us to school by five a.m., there’ll be hell to pay. They hate it when we’re late. Fiona says it makes her question her selection decisions, and she hates questioning her decisions.

  Swan’s Lake is like any other high school. We have the usual cliques: the Greenies, the Gizmos, the Deeks, the Bookish Girls, the Glossies, the Cursed Un
affiliated, and so on. And, like any other school, there is a top secret group of senior girls that work with an international network of alumnae to keep the Swan’s Lake power structure intact.

  Also like at any other high school, the Glossies and the Cheerleaders are top tier: You can’t get any more popular. Until senior year, that is.

  From your very first day of kindergarten at Swan’s Lake, you hear the rumors. A whisper on the jungle gym, a low murmur on the story time rug.

  As the years go by, the rumors gain traction. Details. There is a secret club, they say, and everyone knows its name, but only its members are allowed to say it out loud. You relish the danger of whispering it to one another in the last bathroom stall, the one marked OUT OF ORDER. “The Hot Spot,” you whisper with gummy-bear breath, pulling the end of your braided ponytail out of your mouth.

  By the time you’re in eighth grade, your braids abandoned for carefully brushed curtains of hair, your skin nicked and scabbed from newly gained permission to shave your legs, a precious few inches of actual cleavage pushing against your crisp, white triangle bra, by this time you know that every year the Hot Spot has a leader. She is called Head Hottie, and on the day you are taken across the street to tour the Upper School, you see her. She is standing on the landing at the top of the grand staircase that stretches up from the main entrance to the first-floor classrooms. There is a girl on either side of her. Together, the three make up the Hot Spot. They are watching you, all of you, as you file through the front doors, trying not to gasp at the car-size chandelier hanging overhead. The Head Hottie watches as you’re led into the front office. She studies each of you and then whispers something to the girl standing on her right. The girl nods and makes a note in the back of an oversize, leather-bound book.

  It’s called the Hottie Handbook, and there is only one copy, bound in black leather, handed down from Head Hottie to Head Hottie every year since Swan’s Lake was founded.

  If you’re lucky enough to be one of those eighth graders whose name was written down in the back of that book, and if you’re further lucky enough not to have your name crossed out later due to an unfortunately horizontal growth spurt or a sudden increase in ugliness, you will be like me. One of the chosen.

  A Hottie Hopeful. Who cares that being chosen means spending your junior year proving your worth and your loyalty by performing maddening duties like using Wite-Out on any piece of paper in the recycling bin that has less than three lines of text on it? It’s Fiona’s right to make us do these things. She’s Head Hottie, and Cassandra and Poppy are her second and third in command. We’re their Hopefuls. We’ll do whatever it is they want us to.

  Exhaustion and paper cuts are temporary. The Hot Spot is forever. Once you’re in, you’re in for life. Like the mob, but with better fashion and less murder. As soon as you make the jump from Hopeful to Incumbent, you become part of the Network. It sounds so … classified. And it is classified. Fiona won’t even tell me how exactly it is the whole Network thing works, except to say, “Shut your piehole, Lane! You’ll know about the Network when I decide you need to know about the Network.”

  Want a Swan transferred to a vocational high school with a major in industrial plumbing because you don’t like the way she laughs? Done. Freeze the family assets of a Swan who fouls you during gym, causing her tuition check to bounce? No problem. Have a Swan deported, even though she was born in Kansas? Enjoy your “native” Ireland, Katie Pretovka!

  Head Hottie is always the most popular girl in school, closely followed by her second and third: in my case my best friend, Deanna, and our hanging participle, Aloha. There is no way someone with substandard social standing could handle, much less deserve, the sort of power we stand to inherit.

  I am sure that I am not the only one who is sick and tired of the vulgar media backlash against popularity. Filthy propaganda texts like Mommy, Why Don’t They Like Me? How the Quest for Popularity Is Killing Our Daughters; snuff films profiling the “evil” popular girl who ends up publicly humiliated at the hands of a vindictive nerd; photographs, collages, folk music, sculpture, dance … there is an endless list of tools “artists” use to slander, defame, and otherwise vilify popular girls.

  And you know what I say to them? You’re welcome.

  Without popular girls like me, artists would have nothing to rail against, nothing to lament in whiny songs, no angst or anger or feeling.

  At least art is benign. What’s harder to handle is the myths.

  Myth #1. Popular girls are the reason you’re unhappy.

  No. You are the reason you’re unhappy. In my mom’s bestselling self-help book Chicken No More: The Girlie Bird’s Guide to Facing the Truth she says that what holds most people back from success is—get ready—themselves. She says if you can’t face the truth about your shortcomings, you will never overcome them. I will give you an example: Daphne “Dog Face” Hall. She’s a classic Art Star, one of those girls that wear Converse sneakers and are always crying in the art room. I have done my best to verbally hold the mirror of truth up to Daphne, and she still refuses to truly see herself for the horror show she is.

  “Your eyebrows are taking over your face, Daphne.”

  “I can see your panty line, Daphne.”

  “You have weird man-hands, Daphne.”

  “That bra makes your back fat stick out.”

  “Here’s some zit cream.”

  “And deodorant.”

  “And mouthwash.”

  I’ve given that girl a whole drugstore’s worth of product, and she still insists on coming to school looking like a “Before” picture of an ugly-girl magazine makeover.

  Myth #2: Popular girls are secretly anorexic cutters cracking under the pressure of having to be perfect.

  To this I say, “Ha!” Pressure just makes popular girls get better grades and grow bigger boobs. Anyone who can’t handle the pressure doesn’t deserve to be popular and will be weeded out by those who do deserve it soon enough.

  Myth #3: Popular girls will peak in high school.

  They will show up to your ten-year high school reunion and have back fat, a bartending job at Chili’s, and a smoker’s cough. Aw, the sweet lies whispered at bedtime by parents of sobbing loser children.

  Myth #4: Popular girls are just like everyone else. They get pimples, have fat days, and feel misunderstood.

  We don’t get pimples. And we don’t have fat days. Or gas. Also, we look pretty when we cry, we never get athlete’s foot or gingivitis, and we always ace pop quizzes.

  Myth #5: Popular girls are heartless wenches that delight in the degradation and humiliation of other people.

  We are not monsters. We don’t kick kittens or trip blind people. If we’re mean to you, it’s because you deserve it. It’s because you’ve shown a lack of respect, forgotten your place, forgotten us. Keeping you down is part of our duty, just like keeping us up is part of yours. The underclass are not expected to have the aesthetic gifts and natural fashion sense that popular people have, so they don’t have to strain themselves popping zits or trolling the Internet for sales on fashionable clothing. For all their whining, they are happy with the way things are. They have their place, and so do we.

  By the time I flash the peace sign to Max, the overnight guard at the entrance of the gated community where Deanna lives, the sun is rising, lighting up what looks to be a perfect early spring day.

  I pull into the driveway of Deanna’s humongous house and thank God for small favors the ass-ugly Jones Family Minivan is in the garage. Ugly is contagious, even for cars.

  The minivan was a gift from one of Deanna’s sponsors during her superstar gymnast days. The Jones Family Minivan, as it was officially called, or the JFM to us, got a little rickety after being driven all over the country to get Deanna to her competitions. But Deanna’s mom couldn’t afford another car when she had to go back to work selling paper products, so the JFM is still limping along.

  I give the horn a quick tap. The light in Deanna’s
room is on, and so is the one in the kitchen. I honk again, louder this time.

  “DEANNA ‘DEAR HEART’ JONES, IF YOU DON’T GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE, I’M GOING TO KICK YOU IN YOUR ONE GOOD KNEE! Good morning, Mrs. Jones!” I call sweetly as Deanna’s mom opens the front door and waves to me. I blow her a kiss and then flip down the sun visor so I can check out my bangs in the mirror. I look back to the house, ready to raise holy hell if Deanna doesn’t get outside, when I see her giving her mom a kiss good-bye.

  Deanna “Dear Heart” Jones.

  My best friend, and the girl formerly known as America’s New Olympic Hope.

  She walks gingerly down the steps and limps across the front lawn toward my car, her feet making trails in the morning dew. She’s wearing an adorable but dangerously short cream-colored baby doll dress with gray knee-highs, a pageboy cap perfectly askew over her signature short pixie-cut hair. She looks like a sexed-up version of Tiny Tim. Without the crutch.

  “What’s wrong, gimp?” I say out the window. “Run out of horse tranquilizers?”

  “I showed the neighborhood kiddies how to back-handspring, and my knee went all wonky on me,” she chirps, getting into the car. “It’ll be good once I’m busy enough to ignore the pain.”

  I open the glove compartment and pull out a Shake It Cold chemical ice pack, which features a picture of eleven-year-old Deanna in her leotard giving the thumbs-up sign. I shake it up and hand it to her.

  “Are you all right to go to school?” I ask, eyeing the swell of her right knee. Seeing the scar still makes my stomach go sour.

  She slaps the ice pack on her knee. “Ohmygosh, this is nothing! Once, during a competition, I sprained my ankle so bad it swelled up bigger than my head!” She gives a half-second shudder at the memory and starts dancing in her seat. “Whaddup, Gigi, let’s go to school, got to get educated, don’t be a fool! I brought Pop-Tarts, is Aloha meeting us at school?”

  “Yes, you spaz, she’s meeting us. God forbid she actually does what Fiona tells her to. She knows Fiona wanted us to come to school together for the rest of rush.”